Hello fellow entheogenic enthusiasts! I am a 24 year old male living in the Unified Stars of Acuity. (lol)

First a little background about myself. I love nature and I am an avid outdoors-man. I hunt for food not sport. I love fishing mostly catch and release.. in the grease! lol Just kidding. They are tasty though!

I went to college for computer science, on the side of electronic technician ( circuit analysis) but have yet to use what I learned in the real world. I worked in IT for a few years, got laid off, unemployed for a year then working for a mental hospital and just got fired a month ago. That really gave me a different perspective, being around schizophrenic, mood disorder, narcissistic, drug induced psychosis human beings. I felt like we were the crazy ones! Anyway enough about that.

My history of substances started when I was a freshman in high school when I started smoking cannabis. I am a connoisseur at best and is my plant of choice. I also partake in Kratom, my second favorite, next to real opiates of course I have taken mushroooms twice, first time was a mere 5 grams fresh, very good. Second time I took 2 grams dried then an hour later two tabs of what I believe was LSD. Walls, floors still objects, grass trees and plants were all in motion. Things, objects, lines and shapes were all forming, lights were showing up everywhere ( my friend saw a thousand black snakes in the backyard, lol). ** I have taken HBWR and after the first time (4 yrs ago) I said I would never do it again following that vicious death defying vomiting. Three more times after that and I just purchased 50 a few weeks ago lol. Here is a little poem I wrote when I first had them while under their spell.( Don't laugh lol)

Indeed the sacred seed, has turned my life into a greed.
When I look into the eyes, my secret life is a disguise.
It seems this world was built to last, but forever more my life will pass.
So when I look into the sky, I feel a need, I have to cry.
But when the end seems far away,
I'll drift into the sky of gray.

After researching for numerous months I would like to visit the mind of Ayahuasca, which is what brought me to your forum.

I hope to be able to contribute to the community and thanks for reading my thread!

Have a great day!

Mind if I ask exactly what it was that drew you to trying ayahuasca?

You gotta wash and clean those HBWR seeds before taking them or you will get sick!

I'm not sure what turned me on to Ayahuasca to be honest. I did try it once when a relative of mine brought some back from Peru. Although I didn't get to experience it much I did feel some effect from what I suspected was just the MAOI part. His wife actually brought it back but he was under the influence of thinking there were more than one dose in the bottle so I consumed maybe less than half. He would not understand when I told him the whole thing was probably one dose and proceeded to call him an idiot that he wasted it for not giving up the whole thing.. Anyway, I would like to use it as a tool to learn about myself ( or just more questions) or whatever it decides to reveal to me. I'm pretty open minded to whatever may lie ahead, I just go with the flow. I understand that things have a habit of not working out like the way you predicted they would.



I don't believe that sorry. I've had experiences and so other acquaintance, we never wash the seeds and didn't get sick. I found that after taking them it helps to lay in the bathtub in warm water to rid the nausea.

I didn't mean to post twice lol How do I delete this?