Hi everyone,

30yo here, my story is that I was gifted a spice session by a friend, changa to be exact, and although I didn't break through, I did get a sweet taste for what might lay beyond. It's been a year since that time and I'm ready to try again. So I'm here looking for a bit of community and support on my journey(s) into hyperspace.

I've never done anything like this, joining a community dedicated to a psy, usually I'm on the side lines and just dabble with psychedelics here and there. But with spice, it seems to be in a league of it's own, in a special category that creates a reverence in its users.

My first experience was, empowering, that's the best way I can sum it up. Once I "slowed down" and hit the peek or wall, I was presented with a hole torn in fabric, and a women appeared hanging out of it, arms stretched out and motioning to come in, but I just started slowly sinking back "down" or away from her. I knew the trip had peeked at that moment, and that going through that hole meant seeing my "true potential." I vowed to go back. Even though the entire experience up to that point was awe-some and left me feeling like I could do anything, I knew deep down that my work was not finished and I would one day return.

I'm a very introspective person and teach meditation and yoga. My primary interest in spice is self exploration, and healing. I've heard the reasons not to do spice and I think I'm doing the right thing here. What say you?

Thanks for listening. <3