hello again <3
after much consideration (lots)
i've decided that
it's less important for me to introduce my 'person' here,
than it is to introduce my 'spirit' here.
so here goes;
i have been... 'there'... a few times. i have seen a few things... i believe i have made enough sense of them to talk of them.
...
...what i'm interested in discussing right now is something hard to summarise, but i'll try:
"God or Aliens?"
...my experiences seem to fall largely (completely) into these two separate distinct areas which i am trying to draw a line between. i'm wary of trying to define these things at all, but well... i guess its just time, as you say, something to the effect of "first time voyagers often needing to draw from the experience of the more wisened"
...i seem to be unable or unwilling to conduct this activity indoors.
its almost as though, i need a naturally existing physical element of some type somewhere in my immediate visual /to receive any useful knowledge or guidance at all.
also, i never encounter malevolent 'aliens' in an outdoor setting; i have however been shown activity in the night sky that lets me know we are certainly not alone here... we are in fact loved it seems :~ and i suppose my question is, if i have one;
i've only ever seen a single being that resembles anything commonly regarded as 'alien', and she is much more human than that; at least *this is how 'she' appears to me*. she is so beautiful that if it were not at this time and place, i would call it ineffable; too sacred to speak of, let alone name... but between you and me, her forest told me today that i may refer to 'her';
and by 'her'?
i mean both mother, the place we go when we die,
and a seemingly superimposed layer made up of
creatures of consciousness...
...
...its hard to explain how anything telling you its name
could be a gift?
but it was.
i find it hard to hear what they/it wants me to know...
...but today it told me i may refer to it,
both in person and in place,
as "Gaia".
and i will thank you for listening,
and respectfully fade out for now at this point.
<3
but make no mistake.
...i absolutely believe in this.
and this is very very real for me.
...so thank you for your time ^_^ xm
p.s.; i know this is silly, but
for clarity, this is the only place i have ever heard that name before.
http://gatherer.wizards....aspx?multiverseid=109744it's a game i played as a kid... and this particular card
was my absolute best card i ever owned, i paid another kid $20 for it at the time
which was a really big deal to me back then ^_^_^ and well,
now it holds an even more nostalgic place in my heart ;'
...thanks for the space to share. <3mikey 10/07/14 <-- the day i found Gaia.