Hello Nexus,

Long time lurker here, I have been experiencing flight for about 2 years now.
I am 30 years old with a 'second life', in my alone time I like to allow my mind to travel.
No one knows about this but me. However I am at the point where I have become extremely confused and might need some guidance.

I have had trouble breaking through the last few times, and last night I upped my dose a bit to 80mg. After the third toke I could tell something was extremely different this time. Then suddenly reality was ripped away from me and I was forced to close my eyes. A know a lot was going on at this point, but I cannot bring myself to remember anything. When I managed to opened my eyes I could see somebody on my screen. They looked older than me, I had a sense they were wise. I had a strange feeling of connectedness to this person.
We chatted for what seemed like a few minutes, I told him I was having a chaotic time right now. He told me about a few altered experiences of his own. For some reason I also remember him telling me about his restless legs. After a while, I couldn't concentrate and I sensed this man give up on me and leave. The feeling I felt when he was gone was indescribable.

Today I decided to have another trip while relaxing after a quiet morning. A sudden realization came to me. Last night was talking to myself in the future, that man was me about 20 years from now. I see my resemblance now but at the time I didn't, also the restless legs was my hint. I have chronic restless leg syndrome.

I wasted my opportunity to talk to this man and ask questions. I feel great grievance, as I don't know how to find the mind state again, and I really feel like we need to talk again.

I can remember he looked quite troubled. I need to know why.

I could see how the experience could be concerning. But remember that you had smoked 80 mg, so you were flying pretty high even if you didn't manage to vape all of it. It's important to not take too literally the details of the visions you have in this state. If you believe it was yourself in the future, try looking at it metaphorically, as the symbolic embodiment of whatever it is that's concerning you. And what is that? What are you concerned about in your life? Rather than dwelling on regret at what seems like a list opportunity, try looking for constructive ways of interpreting the experience.

The future hasn't happened yet!

Welcome to the forum!

What Guyomech said: Your future is what you make of it. Stop worrying about what has not happened and start being what you would rather see.

One time I had a dream where I was killed. I experienced it all in great detail. It spooked me out pretty much. Until a few days later, when I was again killed in a dream, but differently. Very reassuring..

Hey there, thanks for saying hi and wading in!

In my last journey I had the feeling of a wiser me communicating with a dumber, lower me though it did not manifest in the same way, visually.

If you now know what the experience was for you, how is that a waste? Happy trails! You are good!