Hello
Not sure what really to write here but thought I'd attempt an introduction.
Why am I here? I was made for DMT.
I've had what many would consider to be nightmares my entire life. At a very early age I learned to lucid dream, if I didn't I would never sleep well. There comes a point in a nightmare where you become conscious of the fact you are dreaming just before you wake yourself up. It's in that point I can change my dream. My dreams are usually apocalyptic in nature, jam packed filled with adrenaline. I've come to believe that my body needs to do this to me as I lead a relatively calm and normal life. I've come to love dreaming. When I switch onto the fact I'm dreaming I can have so much fun with it. This is why I believe I was made for DMT.
Recently I have learned to control (as much as one can) my journeys, very much in the same way I can lucid dream. I remember at some point to trust my body knows what it is doing and I can go off to play and "bam!", away I go. It is AMAZING! The sense of play, there is no other word that comes close to it and it is so refreshing. A good play in hyperspace, nothing beats it. I will be happy for days.
I know some people will think control and DMT don't add up and I'm not saying it does. I always have a lingering feeling that the control I hold can be removed at any second. I guess it is that moment just like in a dream where I can be lucid with it, I am aware of where I am, I'm not totally submursed in my dream and here I have control. Oddly enough I only have this control in a meditative pose. Cross legged on the floor with my back up against the matress. If I lay down I go into myself (a more organic type space), if I sit up I go up and out through the top of my head.
Amazing feeling!
I have many amazing stories to tell. I'm sure we all do. For right now I am not looking to breakthrough into total hyperspace, just at that beautiful point of entry where I can be aware of hyperspace and have a good play in the experience.
In hyperspace I once met an entity who told me I was a young soul. Maybe this is why I enjoy a good play so darn much
Looking forward to meeting you all and sharing more.
Peace.
FruitJellyCupcake x