hello. the past few years of mine have been plagued with lost opportunity and a horrible veil of self conscious that has hindered me from being myself and experiencing things. I know that this is just my ego playing games on me, but seeing the ego for what it truly is is a terrible labyrinth, since it is what connects us to this horribly manipulated society.
this is where my interest in psychedelics comes in, i've never had a psychedelic experience before, aside from a light "fucked up" feeling from morning glories. I've researched and finally decided that the only why to combat these tricks from myself and society is to go to the source. in this case, the source of life and death .. mother DMT

to be completely honest, I don't know what I'm getting myself into. My only source of DMT is from Yopo seeds, attained online. this was the easiest and a very legal way of attaining DMT.
I have researched and am currently preparing these seeds the right way, I just hope this goes ok.

It sounds like you have the right attitude and intentions.. find a safe and comfortable place, establish your dosage correctly and I am sure that you will have a good experience

I too have struggled with my ego and feeling that I cannot be myself. Through meditation and exploration it's gotten better, and at times I can feel completely free.

Peace on earth

Hello and welcome aboard.
It's ok to not know what you're getting into, you've come to the right place to learn. Please, please, please do your research before partaking. Read as much on the Nexus as possible. There's some great experience reports, articles on the possible dangers involved, FAQ's, posts on methods of preparation and administration etc.
Also something to note, if you're using yopo then it's probable that you will also be getting trace amounts of 5-MeO-DMT and Bufotenine. Not just the DMT you're expecting.

ps the headache I got from snorting yopo was absolutely terrible, please be aware you will likely get a bad one too.