Been using DMT for more than four years - to begin with several Ayahuasca experiences before moving onto extractions, freebase and various changa recipes.

Fear has evaporated over the years and I've gone further than I ever thought possible. Entity contact on numerous occasions both positive and negative.

About a month ago I was taking regular jaunts to Hyperspace and noticed a few things I never had before. It started with a purple plant that was spitting acid ... it quickly struck me this was some inter dimensional parasite. I read up on here and elsewhere and came upon Archons.

In my next hyperspace adventure I cleared these 'parasites' from the space I was in with a banishing ritual. After doing so I became aware of three entities in the periphery of the experience who were watching me and it appeared monitoring me. At some point during this trip I went further than Ive ever gone - to a point of binary existence. The Yin and Yang that either immediately followed or precipitated the big bang. It was, as this post may appear to some of you, a mind fuck. But a beautiful and transcendental one.

Now my problem: Since those last two trips almost a month ago now I can not get back to what could even be remotely considered hyperspace. I've smoked double bong rips of !:! change that should knock me out of the galaxy with absolutely no effect other than a bog standard trypamine glow when I open my eyes. I only open my eyes because absolutely nothing is happening with them closed. No hurtling through the Chrysanthemum, no toy room, no elves, no self-transforming faberge eggs. Nada. If I didn't know better I'd think it was my medicine ... but its not as confirmed by friends and my spouse.

I genuinely feel like I've been barred, 86'd, banned from interdimensional travel -- "No Hyperspace for you, sir!"

And I'm frankly a bit peeved about the whole thing. I was questioning some of these entities and they weren't happy about the questions and now they've just shut me off? Seems rather rude.

My last effort to get back there was a sure fire way back behind the veil --- about 5 grams of cubenis before a bong rip that was held til I was blue in the face of a 1:1 Caapi enhanced changa .... and you know what happened? Nothing.

Im really quite upset about the whole thing and want to complain to the inter dimensional bouncer about this treatment. If only they'd let me knock on the door to do so.

Has this (or anything similar) ever happened to anyone else?

I must also state I'm not a looney --- I've been doing psychedelics since I was 13 (In my mid thirties now) and have a proper job and consider myself a relatively well adjusted member of society. I'm not crazy. Although, yes I do see the irony of saying I'm not crazy having just written a post about being blocked from hyperspace by some sort of inter dimensional doorman.

Suggestions and theories more than welcome,

Lots of love and light,

Awooga

Wow. That was my first post on Nexus ... thought Id written more here. I've been over on Ayahuasca.com chatting ... so I'm not trolling. I guess Ive never felt the need to ask anything other than now

You're psyching yourself out, mannnn.

Im not psyching myself out --- there's no way the amount I've hit in the past few days wouldn't catapult most people beyond the chrysanthemum. Ive probably doubled the biggest doses Ive ever done trying to get back ... Im literally just 'denied access' at the moment. A bit of reading about and I'm glad to see I'm not alone fellow traveller had the same experience here
I think he may have got it ... I need to do what I was told. But I need to remember what I was told first

Maybe you should take a break for a while

I'm on a break it sucks -- how long shouldn't take? A week? A month? Maybe a week would be sensible as there's no point blowing through 8 grams of top notch organically extracted crystals and brewed down Caapi as mixes for the changa if I just get a black wall every time. Weirdly the mushrooms aren't at all upset and getting some lovely work done with them in the meantime . Pffft! 😆 I want more inter dimensional experiences though and DMT is the only doorway to the entities (except perhaps salvia but I hate that shit) lol

Don't know how long the break should be...I'm not in a position to say since, by reading your posts, it looks like you have much more experience than me, but it just seems like you are pushing too hard looking to get get back to that place and sometimes when you get too desperate, it just has the opposite effect...or in your case, no effect. Good luck, though, I'll be keeping an eye on this thread to see how it goes for you. Hope you get back to your special place soon

Cheers.. much appreciates reading my ramblings.

I guess this goes beyond the dose response curve even --- as in most of us who've done changa for a while know sometime you have a toke and boom --- the Harlequins are dancing and suddenly you're on a spaceship. Other times its just pretty patterns at double the dose. Thats happened many times -- one of my biggest breakthroughs was from barely a whisp of smoke from a pipe --- not even a bong - just a tiny pipe.

So it's not that which is bugging me so much. I guess its that I genuinely feel there is an entity that has cut me off. And possibly not for a good reason ... This all happened after learning about archons and inter dimensional parasites, which I tale with a grain of salt, but haven't had anything close to a breakthrough since seeing the parasite and equating it to an archon.

Freaks me out that an archon could have the power to stop me getting there ... I feel like my snake queen Ayahuasca should be able to help me here ... we're homies. But these last entities seem strong.

This is what worked for me after I seemed to be shut out.

Try and empty your mind of dmt and focus on this world for a while. Eventually you'll get a calling (came to me in the form of a dream) and then when the time is right go for it again.

I had become locked into having very dysphoric, negative experiences and after doing the above I was welcomed back with opened arms and even told that I've come a long way since last time and am in a much better place for interdimensional travel

Did you read the FAQ and health and safety links? Maybe it helps:

https://wiki.dmt-nexus.m..._experiences_anymore_.3F

https://wiki.dmt-nexus.m..._trips_.2F_Dark_entities

I guess I see it like this: psychedelics have a tendency to give us what we need. Sometimes feeling blocked or simply not having a psychedelic experience is just what we need. For whatever mysterious reason. I have been locked out before, told to my face and told indirectly to not come back. For a while. I took a break of several months and then was able to do it again. It can be a good lesson to hold out some time, especially if one week of break seems like a long time to you.

I don't particularly believe in archons or elves or parasitical entities but I do believe in what they might represent psychologically or metaphorically. Of course I cannot tell you what that is in your case, that's up to you to do it during your integration process. I also would like to point out, that while I don't believe in their existence as something concrete, the effects these things can have on us - in whatever form they appear - can be very real and very strong even.

I like to think that negative entities are attracted to us when we have some kind of vulnerability, something that is disturbing our spiritual or psychological defense mechanism. Even expelling the demons is only a symptomatic treatment, but does not address the cause.

A lot of times, it seems to me, the answers to questions of this nature are more complex and subtle than something you could fit on a bumper sticker. This means it might also take some time to figure it out - conscious or unconsciously. Either way we should not see it as a punishment of some sort, but rather as a new challenge and opportunity to learn about ourselves - even if it means doing it without DMT for some time.

My assumption is that you have experienced all that you need to know for the forseeable future.
You've gone deep, to the point of singularity of consciousness.
Such a profound and outright HEAVVVY experience can take a lot of time to integrate.


You might reflect back on all that you learned in that one special trypp, and do what you can
to apply that knowledge to your daily sober life.

Another intense breakthrough, as fun and fractalized as it may be, might actually distract you from your own personal truths.

This has happened to me on many occasions. Tryptamines are cool like that. When you have used enough, they tend to let you know, either directly through an entity contact, or they may simply stop working. It happens to the best of us. Good luck and safe travels -elver

Why don't you give the DMT a little rest and try some other compounds of different families such as mescaline or 2c-b or some LSA/LSD ..just something not of tryptamine origin ?

Thankful for all the replies Pile of cats, endless, enoon and elver and everyone else. Glad to see so may others have been temporarily shut out.

I agree with everything you've said. I just need to step away and think about what I've learned. I signed up for. 10dqy silent Vipassanna meditation course for September a couple days after 'the big one' and may wait til I've finished that before I come back to my changa. I have been trying almost daily to get back to that singularity -- but in no way do need it. Just been knocking at the door to see if anyone's home. I'll step back for a while. I didn't believe in a hell of a lot of stuff I've seen and am still skeptical of most of the entities --- you have to be --- but there's some absolute batshit crazy similarities between stuff I've seen and stuff I scoffed at before using changa regularly. The archons and parasites are ridiculously similar to some of the stuff in Scientology .... And I think those guys are plain brainwashed lunatics. I've flown over their 'Gold Base' in a chopper and seen their sniper turret (in real life lol) so know they are mad. But some of their stuff on parasites and archons now seems almost plausible. Hey ho hum. Time for a nice cup of tea and a few biscuits. Love that you guys / girls are all here and I can actually discuss without feeling like the town idiot.
I had this conversation with some mates I've introduced to the medicine and have experienced mild journeys. They laugh their face off when I talk about thinking 'L Ron' might have been onto something when he said earth was a quarantined planet. I laugh too, it's bonkers but then again is it more bonkers than other beliefs? Entities are now chuckling their squid-brained balls off now somewhere in the n-th dimension reading g this land having cosmic lulz. "Get this guy! We have almost convinced this human what crazy bastard Tom Cruise might not be as crazy as he thought."
"Nice one Neville," replies his machine elf pal.

Xox

Nice of you!
On the topic of Scientologists maybe they truly are manipulated by these archons as they are trying to influence our world constantly (just a silly guess ).

I just got back in!

Listened to this beautiful icaro while blasting off. I haven't listened to one for a while, no idea why as they are simply amazing. IMHO these songs are part of the technology and no doubt in my mind one of the strongest components.

After hitting the pipe it was like the song opened a tunnel in the fabric of space time and whoosh I was on my way back. I landed straight in the nursery / toy room. Nice familiar stop off point, I thought. Very shortly after I was 'collected' when one extremely friendly elf decided to give me a little tour. Gets weird here as I had been listening to a Terrence McKenna lecture yesterday on Hermeticism and Alchemy and I recognized where I ended up from the description McKenna gave about some sort of library room where the pack of elves print flashcards cards with large sanskrit / hebrew style letters as described here. The elf was saying, 'Here it is, this is what you wanted to see right?"
Was suitably astonished. Was it me or the elves influenced by Terrance's words, who knows, who cares. At the very least my brain was processing data like a supercomputer ... and that's one hell of a rush. I personally believe it IS there though. Next time I'm having a pen and pad in my hand as I could have drawn the letters I was being shown.
I wanted to draw them but knew if I opened my eyes I wouldn't get back so just rode it out for what seemed like 25 minutes. The Icaro was playing throughout and made this breakthrough one of the friendliest and smoothest Ive ever had. Right, time for a cup of tea and a biscuit ...

Hope this helps anyone finding it hard to breakthrough or getting back in.

If you're locked out give it a go --- Icaro, icaro, icaro!


Awooga

That's an interesting topic, it's incredible that so many people meet the same entities and see the same creatures but are they real?We don't know what reality is, how we experience it, it might very well be another layer of illusion, so real there is no doubt it is REAL, although, we have no clue about what reality actually is and how our brains work exactly, maybe it's something we all subconsciously experience?A Zeitgeist?

A friend of mine's experience made me question the actual existence of these entities.

I have a big flag of Ganesha in my room and after his trip ended he said he saw Ganesha, the one from the flag i have in my room, centered in his vision and the mice became snakes which crawled all over his body.

This made me doubt their real existence, because his vision was clearly influenced by something he saw in my room.
It's still extremely fascinating why so many people see the same entities and experience the same things, but that doesn't mean they are real.

It's a very interesting topic of discussion, which is discussed many times before, i know, but still.

I'm not sure people really see the same entities. Perhaps it's just the words we use that are the same, while the experience itself is quite different? I know I've never seen the same entity twice, nor have I ever seen anything described by anyone else. I often think people see machine elves because they've listened to too much McKenna etc.

just my 2c. Sorry for derailing.

Here's my understanding - the entities are a representation of yourself and "god" or "truth" or what ever you choose to call it based on your current understanding at the time - this is very open ended. Truth is ever changeable. the only truth I can say that is certain for this realm is change.

Truth is of the participant, IMO. I cannot deny the mystical magic of the hyperspace realm, but something certainly raises my question.

A friend of mine contacted me and told me about an experience that he had. Apparently he entered hyperspace and was confronted by some pushy entities that were "yelling at him" about entering in that state of mind. He said that I appeared and began talking to the entities and calming them down and then confronting him about his state of mind -- and calming him down-- and giving a little explanation about intent and expectations.

So It made me wonder.

I was, coincidentally, taking Pharma that night, however I was in the mountains camping and had not spoken to him for a few days.

Do I influence him in this realm to the extent that he would manifest me in his mind? Or did the fact that I was also on Pharma play a roll?

Maybe there was more going on then we are made aware. Maybe not.

I found this poem:

"I laugh when I hear that the fish in the water is thirsty.
You don't grasp the fact that what is most alive of all is inside your own house;
and so you walk from one holy city to the next with a confused look!
Kabir will tell you the truth: go wherever you like, to Calcutta or Tibet;
if you can't find where your soul is hidden,
for you the world will never be real!"

---Kabir

I don't usually see Machine Elves, I usually see totally distinct entities --- which is interesting about earlier. Was entirely a McKenna influenced vision ... or was it? The mutating Faberge eggs seem to be incredibly common and the nursery / playroom thing is also seen by so many.

I can't remember who wrote it but at the end of the day what I find so interesting is that much of Gnostic practice and Hermetic Alchemy is about obtaining connection to ones 'higher self' or 'inner genius' though communication with Angelic beings and path-working the Tree Of Life. So that's the spiritual side that one may be doing instantly with the medicine.

But even is you discount completely the chance entities exist outside your own brain - on the most mundane level if you believe you are inventing these from your own mind then I think you have already contacted your 'higher genius' (which is usually inaccessible) because we all process SO MUCH in the flash. If that's my brain doing it then its still absolutely ridiculously incredible that we have access to teraflop speed 3D processing machines that are attached to our heads that otherwise we might not know the potential of. So I feel that is equally tapping the higher genius.

Existence of Entities = Non Existence of Entities (in terms of pure astonishment at what is going on)