Hello fellow Nexians,

I started my journey with spice not too long ago, It took about a year of scouring the internet for the answers and trying to find the people with the know-how. I was guided to The Nexus by a string of not so coincidental events. I was looking far and wide… High and low, anything or anyone that could help me find, make or learn about spice. I have been drawn to spice and showed signs… kinda like being called by spice without knowing it at the time.
I started my research with this INCREDIBLY valuable site we have here. I knew the start to finish of extraction and various teks as well as what materials are used, But could never manage to actually find someone here locally to assist me in getting the materials to use.


the lack of Local resources and friendly folks I was nearing my Witt’s end I met a magical person by “coincidence” who at the same day me deciding that I will put this pursue on hold until until, he gave me a call and advised that he knows someone and can do one better, the someone can teach me as well as supply the materials, Without thinking twice I reserved the opportunity.
That weekend I met up with the person who taught me. It was indeed a very magical day! I Made my 1st actual Xtraction and later that day had his 1st Experience in the form of Changa…

The Changa…
We all sat down… This was my Very 1st experience, not only that was it my 1st experience with a REAL pshycedlic, before this I had only done 1 mild acid that made mild patterns move. So I was in for a hell of a surprise so say the least.
We cleared the space and I prepared myself with a few deep calming breaths. I was still very nervous. The pipe came around to me and I was told to take three hits and keep each in for a minimum of 15 seconds I did so but took small hits as I didn’t really know what to expect. I got a very strange body feeling and very very mild Closed Eye Vis. I told the person who guided me and they advised that I must go again… I do so but did it with all my bong hitting experience and really took a HUGE hit. As I wa exhaling I had to lay down as the fractals took over, I had to close my eyes because I felt kinda sick when I’d open them.
I got lost in the fractals; It started out as a vast, big, black room or inside of a structure? with what I can only explain as black visual fractals in the black wall. That soon progressed to unexplainable fractals, I don’t really know what I saw and dindt really give attention to whats happening.

I suddenly felt the feeling and presence of a lot of beings. I was in a desert sitting around a weird mystical fire with what I knew was all a shaman from every tribe / destination that ever existed, I then heard the voice of a elderly black male saing “Sawubona” as he entered the circle, I instantly felt fear as I knew that the circle of people I was sitting with there was no elderly black man, At the same time of getting anxious I also felt that the elderly black African man was very pure – good intentions. But I was still freaking out, I forced myself out of it and fought to get back to the circle of people. I then closed my eyes and refused to give attention to anything happening, I just wanted to get back.
I eventually got back, We I opened my eyes and was looking up at a beautiful starry night, but with mild hallucinations going I also saw a fading light grid around earth.
That experience left me with a big feeling of appreciation and I was overwhelmed with emotion. I could not control the emotion and started crying out of joy or just awe of what I have just seen, but could barely remember anything.

Since that day I was changed In ways that I would never have imagined. Micro changes but as a collection it was HUGE change.
This fueled my need for this few found UNDENIABLE that I feel within my Core truth! I have since done my own extraction of Mimos and was really surprised with my final product.

My OWN
my 1st pulls where almost white with a off yellow hue to it, this was my freebase. I re-X all of the Freebase apart from 0.15mg. While pulling off the layer for pure re-X I was left with the oils and yellow orange looking oil in my solvent. I infused a bit of cannabis onto this.

April 3rd I decided that I am going to test my batch, but I did not have a scale so I was not keen on blind dosing. I ended up micro dosing on the cannabis infused jungle stuff and wow!! Like feeling the water with my toes.

The big one…
This was a collection of mini testing the effects. I had about 5 mini journeys with the canna and then decided to do a small blind dose of freeBase…
I took one big hit with a bong wedged technique and immediately knew that I was done for the day… I layed back into my bed and had an experience in that I still don’t really know what happened, I can only say that I had the feeling that I did it wrong, I was forced into a bowing position, it was soooo intense, I got the feeling that I was disrespectful, Like I was being told that I am arrogant for walsing in here demanding entertainment, I was told or given the feeling that I was not there for amusement, that I should give attention and due respect as I was to learn from that place in order to teach in this place that we are in.
It was very very intense and left e me a bit cautious and with nothing more than that to remember.

SO THE POINT OF THIS POST WAS… (Lol I Digress)
I have since not to journey without the correct tools. I have since procured a 0.01g scale, My vapourgenie (classic) arrived at my door last week and I have both freebase and Pure Spice.

I feel that I am being called every day but I get home all psyched up and ready only to look at my pipe and collection to say… "nah not today lol maby tomorrow"

Do any of you have this pre flight jitters? I would like to hear from some of the experience peeps here, how do you get past the fear (not really fear but More a anxiousness)
I have not had a definitive bad experience but its seems like Im a bit scared of the deep end now, How id you progress past that feeling?

Irie
Arc

pre flight jitters are normal, even for experienced travellers.

There are plenty of posts here at nexus about how people deal with it, some just get a best hit they can and go with it. others meditate for a while and only hit when they feel most relaxed they can.

I always say to myself that " I WILL RETURN UNHARMED" no matter if the experience is good or bad, you will always come back and get back to base line after minutes ( rather than hours when oral )

DMT scares me. I don't deny it. I think it needs to be feared, although show love and respect to it and it can show you things you didn't think possible.

I'm no where near as experienced as some folk here, but due to the people here I feel more comfortable.

research some trip reports. it can help.

peace

thanks Jamma