Latest exp. was pretty profound. But I feel like I need to share this with fellow nexians so I can get some feedback as well.

I was ready to go to hyperspace, just loaded up my bong with about 80mg of changa, usually that does the trick. Drew my first hit all is well, Im getting the vibrating sensation like im leaving my body to go but the patterns never appeared, and I never broke threw, just had this very odd feeling like I was no longer by myself.

As The feeling got more intense I saw out of the corner of my eye a dark shadowey figure of a person. As I tried to look at it directly but it vanished. Then would reappear out of the corner of my eye again. Everytime I would go for a direct glance it would just vanish... these were the only visuals that happened. I started becoming uneasy and thought to myself, "This is some wierd stuff, kinda feeling like running..." but I held myself together and asked the being what it wanted, I got no response. I asked it another question, "Are you just passing through?" no response again.

As I feel really uneasy I felt my resoulution build up, I felt pretty damn sure of myself to also say to this entity, "Its fine if your just passing by, chill for a min or two, but dont screw with me you dont want this." As I ended that conversation I felt the uneasyness lift from my shoulders and seemed like it became friendly. Never said anything, I just felt the presence of this being, I could feel the uneasyness of it from what I think was half in half out of that world and I could sense it and it could sense me. Almost like startling eachother, sneeking up on one another kinda. Like bumping into eachother dimensinally. Both seemed to get defensive but kinda felt like bumping into someone and saying "Watch where your-" and its your friend that you knew and then the conversation turned to "Hey, How ya doin?"

Got me thinking, I coulda freaked but just keep your cool and you'll be ok. Think first before you react lol lots of practice with that
Thanks for reading!

Just a quick question, does this sound like almost purely nmt? Because I understand it puts way more of a body load on the user since I didn't get any patterns or out of body exp.?

Thoughts?

I've had a very similar experience once where I could detect the presence of something that would sort of flicker in and out of existence. It was very elusive. Seemed like it was there and not there at the same time. Very weird and unsettling. Only advice I have is to keep your fingers crossed it doesn't happen again...

Darklordsson doesn't seem scared. How could he, with that name?!

These things make me wonder where we are exactly. With our consciousness I mean. Are we like surrounded by entities all the time?

I wonder how many children sense things and are told by adults "no, no, silly child, that's just your imagination"...

Are we sensing these entities, or are they manifestations of the mind? I sense negative vibes just as I sense positive vibes.. I am noticing this when I am around other humans, within the last year or so the senses are becoming more clear. Some seem warm and full of light.. others feel cold and cause me to feel pressure directly on the area of my heart..

My thought is that I don't think any of us would consciously choose to sense dark entities, so they must be external..? Sort of like how even if we couldn't see/hear/smell the fire we still knew it was there because we feel heat..

I feel that DMT usually isn't gracious enough to let us choose much of anything as to the contents of the experience. Sometimes if you ask, and they're in a good mood, they might answer your prayers, but usually they're operating on their own agenda. They can be real or not real, but it's just simple observation that they tend to operate as if with minds of their own.

One must wonder how much one is projecting their own feelings on the energetic sensations. For example, if we don't see/hear/smell the fire, and we feel heat, perhaps that is because we are near a hot lamp, a heating vent, etc...perhaps it is psychological and it is a hot flash that is being experienced with is for all intents and purposes, inside the mind. Heat is more of a concrete concept than the ethereal positive/negative energies, and so one must be careful when analyzing the sensations of detecting such energy. It could be other humans you are detecting, or you might be noticing fluctuations in your own energy. Considering we cannot see it emanating from a source, we must be careful of how we attribute it.

There have been times when I've been sitting around, reading the nexus or something, when I feel an energetic push. My first reaction might be, "that feels like colliding with an entity or some part of hyperspace or something like that" whereas I may come to realize that my continual focus in engaging in the act of reading has built up a sort of energy between me and my screen which has pushed me slightly. It's easy to get paranoid, and think "they must be stalking me" when in actuality it's just essentially you getting scared of your shadow or reflection.

Hm, okay, so I'm with you there, and believe that we cannot objectively prove if we are sensing or creating shadowy figures out of the corner of our eyes, or as the OP suggested, consciously interacting with a manifestation of the mind.



I understand what you are saying, yet from how I understand things, heat, physical matter, all of it really just exists as an energetic frequency. I believe we have even shown that we cannot objectively say where an atom can be at any point in time, only an approximation, because it isn't in a stable location..

This being said, nothing here can really be proven to exist, and anything external has equal chance of being manifested internally. So when it comes to how we feel about things, we have to trust our instincts, it's all we have. It's the only way a singular being can understand anything. It's who I am. I am not you, I am not another, I am not this conglomeration of cells typing on this machine, I am a soul, therefore, I trust what I sense about things above all else. The trick is not to be fearful of anything or react out of emotion, to break free from recursive subconscious activities. Understand what the feeling is signifying, accept it and make action to adjust perception of the situation until the feeling transforms into something more harmonious. Perception can mean not only physical reality but the paradigm we live in as well. When I die, I leave, everything else here stays (supposedly), so therefore, I am the only one that knows how to interpret the signals my internal body is telling me. So everything I sense is true, everything else has potential to not be true so it cannot be trusted as true.

It is us, our own Spirit, we own and have control over nothing else in this life.

I can relate to this a lot. Happened almost identically. With the difference that I didn't keep so calm and cool like you did, especially since I felt a foreign presence.

I became uneasy and what happened was the blackness spread a bit around the room. But it didnt grow from the direction where I saw it but from different corners of the room. I then closed my eyes trying to focus on the mind and instead of seeing pixelated patterns or complex mosaics as I did on previous trips, I would see mostly dark smudges and irregular oval shapes ....

What creeped me out was the the following 1-2 weeks I had a really strange sensation that I would catch a glimpse of some reflection/shadow ...everytime I saw a mirror/window with the corner of my eye. It wasnt unpleasant or scarry, but very unusual as if I now started seeing something I didnt before. Sensing like a hidden presence.

I went and questioned the entity what its purpose was, even if I felt unsettled. But believe me, scared the crap out of me but did not lose focus on what was there. The Entity was clear as day, but as shadowy and evasive. Would creep anyone out. But asking these questions and coming to terms and setting boundaries in a very confidant and friendly way, as I said "don't screw with me, but you can chill", really helped ease the tension. You need to set it up so you don't fear it, be confident in what you can do as you. It was one of most terrifying things that happened to me that didn't involve a memory of mine, or my existence, I have come to terms with that lol.

But everyone is strong, we just need to realize it. Everyone is so full of potential that its stronger than anything I could think of. Just believe in yourself and there are no dark entity's, just fearful spirits. We are all Infinitely powerful.

dark-king, I can soo relate to your trip, "It Just Wont Go Away." Even when I closed my eyes I could still strongly feel the present of this being. It was, "Heavy." now that I can put a vague description on it.

But thanks for all the responses guys love them all , and lots of great reading as well !

Peace and Harmony! --dls--

Yes I remember that when I closed my eyes I ended up seeing visions of muddy sludge as well. I had my eyes closed for a little bit, and then as I realized I wasn't seeing anything, and was confused as to what was going on, I saw the sludge slowly ooze into the picture. Afterward I felt quite "dirty".

You're still a seedling Darklordsson

I'll give you a vote for promotion, maybe the overlords will notice.

Heh, just gave the vote myself, let's hope we have a sprout growing to a redwood.

That means a lot to me, I would love to be a full member of the community! Thank you. I don't wanna spam the site with nonsense but useful info that can be related to the community. I love life and everything it has to offer, ups, downs, sideways, and the most confusing lol . Once again, a true thank you!

Thank you as well 112233! I'm very exited to learn and share with all !

I noticed when I saw such an entity, the reason I was so baffled by my inability to see it (all my attempts to look at it would prove futile) was because it would be JUST out of reach.

One conclusion I came to as it was happening is that the blind spot was teasing me. Everytime I would look this entity would be where my blind spot was lol

I had felt the exact same sensation in the wakeful state. It was when I was 17 and did the blind spot experiment. Maybe the spice made this biological limitation more pronounced?

I actually just told this entity, "it's okay, do as you please" and it became comfortable and peaceful.

It could quite possibly just be the blind spot perhaps?

I had a crazy trip last night where I had a meditation session with the enlightened masters. Expect to see a trip report in the next few days.

Beyond Me,
Maybe its frightened of what we are so it kind of puffs up like a puffer fish to scare us away. We both don't understand what the other is so it becomes a confusing mess, but once the cards are on the table and there have been some understanding on what the intensions were, non harmful in any way, then the tensions are leveled out. Who knows, It could just be ourselves trying to make ourselves feel better, any the case I now have a technique used when I encounter these things. No longer afraid of dark entities, more curious now though than ever. lol Im a good person who tries to do the best he can on a day to day basis in this crazy world. I have no "bad karma" that im aware of or would make me worried that there is something out to get me. I just try to be the best I can and that's all you can do. Love ya guys! Thanks for all the suggestions!

The Nexus Is One Of The Places I Can Feel Like There Is Family I Have Never Met Before Out There! Thanks for the support guys!

--dls--

you all may find some solace in the movie (if you have an hour to spare) or the book (if you have more) John Dies at the End, by David Wong. Last I knew it was available on Netflix. I think this community will extract a message pretty clearly, I haven't read the book but I felt that the movie was well done, but doesn't have nearly as good reviews as the book.

To quote one reviewer on IMDB: "Have you ever seen something out of the corner of your eye late at night, but when you turn to look, nothing's there? What if something really was there, and you gained the ability to see those beings? That's what John Dies at the End is about - being able to see those creepy things in the night!"

Soy Sauce

I ended up being a little disappointed by John Dies at the End. I must confess, I've only seen the film, but found it underwhelming.

But then, I felt the same way about Limitless. Perhaps I just don't like it when films have fake drugs in them

Ill give it a lookie lookie thanks for the suggestion. I never knew what the heck it was about by and through the previews. Now I do ill take a look. Thanks Ouroboros777.

--dls--

p.s. I can relate to fake drugs in a movie, its stupid lol but, I gotta give this one a try cause it has my post in it lol.

haha yeah I know! Someone explained it well, like John Dies in the End is an hour long trailer for an eight hour movie haha. So much potential, eh I should probably just stop bein' so lazy and actually pick up the book