In alchemy there is a point in the process called Rubedo and it's color is red. Heat stress and pressure are applied to purify the base...
It was the brightest white light I have ever seen. It looked like a triangle in a void black space that tho I could not see any depth I could feel the emptiness like being stretched in all directions at the same time. I felt what infinity feels like.
The triangle had light spewing off it. So much that
I could hear it like a thundering rocket, it could be felt.
I was shown everything, I cant over state this enough I mean
everything that EVER happened everywhere on all planes of existence.
Now to describe exactly how I was shown this would take many many words and one might get board so I'll
explain it like this. When we look at a painting like the Mona Lisa our eyes and there for our conscious mind see a woman smiling.
The subconscious mind sees something different.
It sees the patterns in the pandemonium and understands the higher message in the painting...
What is truth for me is not necessarily truth for the reader, nor do I claim to know what truth even is. I hope the reader enjoys reading as much as I enjoyed shearing.
Infinite: limitless or endless in space, extent, or size; impossible to measure or calculate. Boundless, unbounded, unlimited, never-ending, interminable.
When we look out into the universe there appears to be some kind of duality, male, female, light, darkness, positive, negative on and on, from the macro to the micro. One could make the assumption that this duality must exist through all of creation.
After all, how could any thing be created without the male and female union? So we are left with a universe that is endlessly trying to balance it's self out, or to put it another way, to find zen. One could make an assumption that in order to achieve zen all the universe needs to do is stay in the middle, not too much light, not too much darkness.
If this were the case however, the universe would become stable and no longer expand. Science shows us that the universe is expanding presumably forever. The universe is not infinite. It can be measured and it has an edge.
It's the space that the universe is expanding in that is infinite. Science works by proving it's self wrong. There is no such thing as scientific fact, only theory.
A simple example: At one time scientific minds thought the Earth was flat and that the sun and planets revolved around it.
Something stands as scientific fact only until science proves it wrong. What is fact today, is tomorrows fiction. So one could say that we acquire knowledge not by knowing
what is right, but by learning what was wrong.
When we use the word "God", what do we mean? God: The creator and ruler of the universe and source of all moral authority; the supreme being. Clearly because the universe is not infinite this definition will not do.
I would like to use the term "the all" as I feel it more closely represents what I would consider truth.
All: used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing. Everyone, everybody, each person, every person "all are welcome" each one, the sum, the total, the whole lot. Everything, every part, the whole amount, the (whole) lot, the entirety. For something to exist, it would mean that it is indeed part of the all, not somehow outside,
the all has no edge.
The all is all knowing and is the source of all thought. Enlightenment: Insight, understanding, awareness, wisdom, education, learning, knowledge, illumination, awakening, instruction, teaching,
sophistication, advancement, development, culture, refinement, cultivation, civilization.
In the word enlightenment there is the word light, and in the definition the words illumination, wisdom, and knowledge. So we could make the assumption that knowledge is light.
Light is energy and energy cannot be created or destroyed. Force: strength or energy as an attribute of physical action or movement. Strength, power, energy, might, effort, exertion;
impact, pressure, weight, impetus.
The light force is the driving force behind the expansion of the universe, and therefore, our awareness because as the universe expands so too does our knowledge of the universe it's self.
Ignorance: Lack of knowledge or information, unawareness of, unconsciousness of, unfamiliarity with, inexperience with, lack of knowledge about, lack of information about.
Darkness: The partial or total absence of light, blackness, gloom, dimness, murkiness, shadow, evil, wickedness, sin, iniquity, immorality;devilry, the Devil. Now with the understanding of "the all", and that light is knowledge, how can there be any darkness?
There is no such thing as an evil plant or animal, or man. There is only ignorance and ignorance generates fear of the light. We are not male or female, black or white, American or Russian, human or animal.
We are light and we can not be created or destroyed. We are eternal, there is no difference between us and "the all", we ARE "the all'. The universe is mental: when we look out, we are really looking in.
When a person uses certain psychedelic plants they experience other realities beyond our current ability of understanding. When they make these journeys they are not blasting off to some new place. It is in fact a journey deep into ones own mind and the higher intelligence is their own.
When I say light what I really mean is information or knowledge or thought. When we see light what we are really seeing is the information that indicates light. It's the same principle as listing to music with an electronic device. Electronic information is sent to the speaker.
The speaker vibrates and causes sound. The sound is picked up by our ears. Then brain then takes the audio information and converts it into thought, that then paints the picture in our mind witch allows us to hear and understand the information as music.
So there really is no light or darkness, just thought. It is indeed a paradox in the since that from nothing came something. To illustrate this point I would like you to imagine this:
Nothing...but to try an imagine something is not nothing, it is something. The nothing is not black or white it is nothing. The nothing is like air, it is colorless and see through. The nothing is not air because air is something. The nothing is thought. Since we cannot imagine the nothing as nothing I will ask you to imagine it as a black void.
Out of this void a single thought: What? Intensely a single white dot appears off in the distance. The dot immediately produces another thought: What is that? Now time does not exist in the void but I would like you to think of this thought as repeating over and over for a very long time. As the time that doesn't really exist goes by the dot grows bigger and bigger until the black void becomes the white void.
When this happened the void realized that the white dot was it. Like looking in the mirror. The shock of the realization causes the mirror to shatter and the void or nothing becomes the creator.(The big bang) Where you able to imagine anything I just described? If so the you proved my next point. The universe is mental: You where able to take information into your brain and convert it into thought and produce a reality in your own mind.
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You tamper with reality maps, and then ask hallucinogenic induced
Who am I What am I Am I forever
"Who is this that darkens counsel by words without any insight?
How do you feel still not alone a cold suspicion is starting to grow?
How do you feel still not alone? Animism of wisdom is our only hope."
--Rubedo-- Massa Confusa Job