Hi everyone,
So, did some mescaline last weekend (very good time, aside from my tolerance being high and not getting the full blast, as it were). After spending the height of it meditating, I thought I'd go hang out on the TripSit IRC channel (not TripSit itself, they have a side chat for general discussion).
I had a good time chatting away, but then this one guy comes on after help. He doesn't twig that he needs to go to TripSit itself, and I got chatting to him in order to reduce his panic (he was on 1mg of 25i and a handful of xanax). The guy was clearly depressed in general, and had major trip anxiety after taking the drugs, and began to come up whilst we were talking.
I started giving him the usual advice. Relax. Find some good music. Let the drug work its magic. Don't try to fight it. All that sort of jazz. Eventually, the guy seemed to start having a good time, so we started discussing how to use psychedelics properly and what they can help you discover about yourself.
It turns out the guy was from the US deep south, young, and secretly gay. He hadn't admitted it to anyone apart from the people in the room, from what I gathered. We all started supporting him, and suggested that he could be depressed because he keeps his sexuality repressed. He seemed to largely agree with this, and we carried on by saying that he doesn't have to stay in the deep south, he could move to where its perfectly fine to be gay, and could even find love in the process. He seemed to take this all on board, and was quite moved by all the support in the room.
Eventually, I was happy he was going to be fine, and signed off and went to bed. As I laid there, the pangs of mescaline still firing around my head, I thought about the process that brought him in to tripsit. He must be somewhat panicked, and typed in to google something about a bad trip and got back tripsit. What if he missed the tripsit link, or was too gone to concentrate on words, or was out in the open on his mobile? He'd be out there alone with no support having a bad trip.
So I thought, how about making the Accident & Emergency of trip videos? A pre-recorded, well-written and informed video directly made for someone tripping and having a bad time? Something someone could watch, and help talk them down? You could have the video run, get them to follow the advice, and then maybe even link them into tripsit so they can get some direct support afterwards.
Then the ideas started to run. I wouldn't put my own face on such a video just in case it came back on my career. Should I ask someone else to put their face on it? Or instead, how about using a kinect to build a lifelike avatar, and making a relatively easy going animation instead?
Then I thought, why stop there? Yes, you could have the emergency bad trip video, but you could also have a channel that uses the knowledge we've accumulated here (and perhaps other networks like ours such as Shroomery and tripsit) to produce a range of videos that discuss things like:
- Why we have bad trips and how to avoid them
- Set and settings
- Special, focused, and informed videos on DMT, LSD, Shrooms, Mesc, etc.
- Reasons to take a psychedelic drug
- Reasons not to take a psychedelic drug
- Exploration of the transcendental state
- (add more suggestions below)
I think this could be a great project for the community if people can give it the time and support, and we could put out some high-quality, well-informed videos out there which would make the whole topic a lot easier to access. I'm not sure if anything like this has really been done so far, but my search so far for videos seems to just be people in dark bedrooms with a webcam - not the most appealing or trustworthy video. I think there's definitely room for people from the community to pull together, and put together some decent videos all around the subject of quality information about tripping.
What do you all think?
Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!”
― Hunter S. Thompson