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Posts: 89 Joined: 06-Apr-2014 Last visit: 10-Nov-2020 Location: al.kemet
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how long are the gaps between your journeys? do you go back at it when you are down in the hole or only do it in a good mood? do you only do it when you're seeking to solve something or is it just a dive into the mysterious without any expectations? give your insights! "..undisturbed by order, chaos creates balance. it is not the artifical balance of scales and weights, but the lively, ever-changing balance of a wild and beautiful dance. it is wonderful; it is magickal. it is beyond any definition, and every attempt to describe it can only be a metaphor that never comes near to its true beauty or erotic energy."
"the angel is free because of his knowledge, the beast because of his ignorance. between the two remains the son of man to struggle."
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Posts: 298 Joined: 17-May-2014 Last visit: 25-Sep-2022
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I personally work with the alkaloid every night til its gone, then I take a break til the next extraction. I haven't ever lost any magic and the experience gets more amazing every time as you become familiar with it. The eerie feeling of familiarity grows every time as well. I always feel like I GET IT NOW but it really invokes more questions than answers when I come down.
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Posts: 27 Joined: 31-Aug-2013 Last visit: 19-Jan-2016 Location: My cactus's house
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I know it is time to hit it again when I feel the urge.It kinda feels like hyperspace calls me back.Sometimes the gap is weeks or months and sometimes days or hours. I never go in with expectations because this molecule is a stallion that is will kick you off if you tell it what to do, it will show you what it wants to show you and it will do as it pleases...at least with me. Just do what you feel. Psychedelics aren't for everymind.
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 Novice Apprentice of ENTHEON Wizardry
Posts: 107 Joined: 26-Mar-2013 Last visit: 04-Feb-2019
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philipsbeers wrote:I know it is time to hit it again when I feel the urge.It kinda feels like hyperspace calls me back.Sometimes the gap is weeks or months and sometimes days or hours. I never go in with expectations because this molecule is a stallion that is will kick you off if you tell it what to do, it will show you what it wants to show you and it will do as it pleases...at least with me. Just do what you feel. That type of trust and surrender is what I feel is the most element of a productive journey. Thank you for sharing that. Sometimes a simple analogy is all you need to make things crystal clear. Smile - Akasha224
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Posts: 27 Joined: 28-Jan-2013 Last visit: 06-Apr-2023
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I smoke changa weekly, while chilling out in the garden or out in the forest, sometimes late at night via bong, although most of the time with joints... freebase is a different story, i used to smoke crystal regularly and after a while i realized that the experience never really goes any further, after changing my habits, i only smoke freebase on special occasions and ceremonially , i make a day out of it and dedicate everything towards the experience - preparing maoi tea the day before (nice and fresh), and smoking only during full moon(usually), outdoors and alone... if i get a message in between my usual journeys i will smoke without maoi and go for it that night... with aya, they will visit me in a dream and tell me when  do you guys hear and feel pops throughout your chakras just after inhalation? and or, tingling sensations in the center of your spine? <3
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Posts: 27 Joined: 28-Jan-2013 Last visit: 06-Apr-2023
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sometimes i smell it, out of nowhere, i will smell that "smell" and right away i know it is a message saying that i should prepare...
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Posts: 506 Joined: 26-Apr-2014 Last visit: 04-Aug-2023 Location: Life
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I have sun burn right now from being outside without a t-shirt, and i can feel the burn from the sun come back as I hit my dmt. It feels like red hot flames burning my shoulders and any other part that was burned before hyperspace. Strange to me because before it never did when i didnt have the burn. It could be from nerves overreacting with my body to tell me there is more going on with my situation. But for your question, it just needs to feel right. One time I was down in a hole, lost myself recently, and had a bad trip off of dmt. I had to face my fears and go back and claim what was mine. As I ripped the pipe a sudden reasurrance rushed over me, everything is as it should be with A7X "Shepard Of Fire". Then it took over. Showed me that god or unity is always with me, (im not preaching but this is what i got), and put myself out for me to see myself and how strong i am. It was tough to get through but I had no choice but to get through it, and see myself for who i am. Any trip can be life changing and almost killing in some cases of your ego. But whats to say that is not the plan? Best wishes fellow nexian hope you find what is needed, and me too!
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 Street Chemist
Posts: 51 Joined: 06-Apr-2014 Last visit: 08-Jan-2020
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When i fully connected to this world and forget "there" and creed of "there" . When i bored by this world's meaningless things , i know that it is time to go back there and remember Impossible is just for ignorant fools
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Posts: 298 Joined: 17-May-2014 Last visit: 25-Sep-2022
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atticus.paa.tal wrote:sometimes i smell it, out of nowhere, i will smell that "smell" and right away i know it is a message saying that i should prepare... THIS! I will be walking around and just get a huge whiff of DMT out of nowhere. All of the sudden my breathing will go from normal to as soon as I get that smell, the most deep, satisfying nasal breaths I have  The smell brings up so much in me.... sometimes even helps me remember parts of my experience that I have forgotten!
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Posts: 26 Joined: 14-Jun-2014 Last visit: 04-Jan-2018
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To me, that smell is just like remembering a dream you had forgotten. It definitely tells me it's time to return. I also get these feelings to enter hyperspace, like a deep gut feeling that I will usually act on after I've given it some time to process or pass. "You are precisely as big as what you love and precisely as small as what you allow to annoy you."
“Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.”
“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.”
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 For Science!!!
Posts: 62 Joined: 24-Aug-2012 Last visit: 27-Jan-2021 Location: Limbo
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I've never been to hyperspace yet, I hope to try tonight with a psilocybin/harmala infusion and hitting some spice during. I just get this sudden urge for psychedelia, I love mushrooms 1000x more than spice because of the prolonged experience, but spice gives a very extremely unique experience every time, I swear its based on your mood, the setting, and your personal demons at the moment.
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