I just arrived with the most recent pulse. The subject I am most invested in currently is the concept of energy, vibrating frequencies, and the resulting self awareness of this phenomenon in our environment. The combination of words I have chosen, as well as the structure of these sentences, are manifestations of this energy - the impetus that causes any of us to do anything.

I could provide information regarding my past, experience reports, insights, resulting perception shifts, these may come in time. I am not currently interested in the synthesis of any of the compounds on this portal, but am more intrigued by your collective mind... Wisdom and intelligence are very subjective variables to quantify, although common consensus indicates the standard measurement tool of these traits are 'tests'. I sure am glad the ones I enjoy don't require the use of a pencil, writing on paper is so archaic!

I am here, partly, because I need your help. I can't quite figure some things out, and I think that everyone here will be able to help me, which hopefully will help us. Like any good entity, I should have a mission statement to define what I am and where I am going, I suppose.

"I am joining The Nexus to assist in any mode I am able for as long as I am able. I am here to serve, and in this serving I become satisfied."

Good, because synthesis discussion is prohibited on this forum.

Welcome, Ouroboros!

I did not know that...

TheGreenArrow, I imagine Entheogenerator was referring to this (from attitude page):

No synthesis talk that uses dangerous/watched chemicals and procedures
Discussion of simple safe non-commercial synthesis not requiring watched chemicals are tolerated (example: the reduction of DMT N-oxide to DMT with zinc, or the supposed LSA-to-LSH conversion)

Thanks for the welcome, I'm real excited to absorb the personality traits of the members of this forum and add what I can. In the same way we begin to emulate those around us that we view as successful, these forums provide such a ripe opportunity for growth!

Infinite: limitless or endless in space, extent, or size; impossible to measure or calculate. Boundless, unbounded, unlimited, never-ending, interminable.
When we look out into the universe there appears to be some kind of duality, male, female, light, darkness, positive, negative on and on, from the macro to the micro.

One could make the assumption that this duality must exist through all of creation. After all, how could any thing be created without the male and female union? So we are left
with a universe that is endlessly trying to balance it's self out, or to put it another way, to find zen. One could make an assumption that in order to achieve zen all the universe

needs to do is stay in the middle, not too much light, not too much darkness. If this were the case however, the universe would become stable and no longer expand.
Science shows us that the universe is expanding presumably forever. The universe is not infinite. It can be measured and it has an edge. It's the space that the

universe is expanding in that is infinite. Science works by proving it's self wrong. There is no such thing as scientific fact, only theory.
A simple example: At one time scientific minds thought the Earth was flat and that the sun and planets revolved around it.

Something stands as scientific fact only until science proves it wrong. What is fact today, is tomorrows fiction. So one could say that we acquire knowledge not by knowing
what is right, but by learning what was wrong.

When we use the word "God", what do we mean? God: The creator and ruler of the universe and source of all moral authority; the supreme being. Clearly because the universe is not infinite this definition will not do.
I would like to use the term "the all" as I feel it more closely represents what I would consider truth. All: used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing. Everyone, everybody, each person, every person

"all are welcome" each one, the sum, the total, the whole lot. Everything, every part, the whole amount, the (whole) lot, the entirety. For something to exist, it would mean that it is indeed part of the all, not somehow outside,
the all has no edge. The all is all knowing and is the source of all thought. Enlightenment: Insight, understanding, awareness, wisdom, education, learning, knowledge, illumination, awakening, instruction, teaching,
sophistication, advancement, development, culture, refinement, cultivation, civilization.

In the word enlightenment there is the word light, and in the definition the words illumination, wisdom, and knowledge. So we could make the assumption that knowledge is light.
Light is energy and energy cannot be created or destroyed. Force: strength or energy as an attribute of physical action or movement. Strength, power, energy, might, effort, exertion;

impact, pressure, weight, impetus. The light force is the driving force behind the expansion of the universe, and therefore, our awareness because as the universe expands so too does our knowledge of the universe it's self.
Ignorance: Lack of knowledge or information, unawareness of, unconsciousness of, unfamiliarity with, inexperience with, lack of knowledge about, lack of information about. Darkness: The partial or total absence of light, blackness, gloom, dimness, murkiness, shadow, evil, wickedness, sin, iniquity, immorality;devilry, the Devil. Now with the understanding of "the all", and that light is knowledge, how can there be any darkness? The darkness is the void, the light is attracted to the darkness. If you where to go into a pitch black room what do you see? You see nothing, but if you flip the light on you see the space that is the room. As soon as you flip the light on the darkness disappears. The void is the never ending room. The light is attracted to the darkness (it wants to see the unknown.) The attraction of the light to the darkness is the engine that drives eternity.

There is no boogie man. No such thing as an evil plant or animal, or man. There is only ignorance and ignorance generates fear of the light. We are not male or female, black or white, American or Russian, human or animal.
We are light and we can not be created or destroyed. We are eternal! There is no difference between us and "the all", we ARE "the all'. The universe is mental: when we look out, we are really looking in. When a person uses

certain psychedelic plants they experience other realities beyond our current ability of understanding. When they make these journeys they are not blasting off to some new place. It is in fact a journey deep into ones own mind and the higher intelligence is their own. Just a theory

Good. I liked to read this. Yes, darkness is only the absence of light. And the concept of a candle, how one light can be used to light up a million candles while it still burns strongly itself. If you go into a room that is pure darkness, and light a little match, the darkness disappears. Now is this true? Does the darkness leave? Or do we only become aware of the light? This concept of light and darkness can only be created by an observer, us. But do we only 'see' light? No, I would argue we can feel it. It feels warm from afar and hot when up close.

I implore us, as we go about our day, to begin to feel how people/situations/conversations make us feel inside. Does the bird chirping sound beautiful, or is it stuck on a single note and yelling a vibration at an unbearable frequency with disharmonious timing? We all learn, and we can always get better at noticing which people or events are causing us internal distress. This concept is often referred to as body intelligence wisdom. And I am learning to trust that the approx 50 trillion cells formed together to structure my body know a little more than my paradigm of reality and ego mind that I believe to be me!!!

when I say light what I really mean is information or knowledge or thought. When we see light what we are really seeing is the information that indicates light.
It's the same principle as listing to music with an electronic device. Electronic information is sent to the speaker. The speaker vibrates and causes sound. The sound is picked up by our ears.
Then brain then takes the audio information and converts it into thought, that then paints the picture in our mind witch allows us to hear and understand the information as music.
So there really is no light or darkness, just thought. It is indeed a paradox in the since that from nothing came something. To illustrate this point I would like you to imagine this:

Nothing...but to try an imagine something is not nothing, it is something. The nothing is not black or white it is nothing. The nothing is like air, it is colorless and see through. The nothing is not air because air is something. The nothing is thought. Since we cannot imagine the nothing as nothing I will ask you to imagine it as a black void. Out of this void a single

thought: What? Intensely a single white dot appears off in the distance. The dot immediately produces another thought: What is that? Now time does not exist in the void but I would like you to think of this thought as repeating over and over for a very long time. As the time that doesn't really exist goes by the dot grows bigger and bigger until the black void becomes

the white void. When this happened the void realized that the white dot was it, like looking in the mirror. The shock of the realization causes the mirror to shatter and the void or nothing becomes the creator.(The big bang) Where you able to imagine what I just described? If so the you proved my next point. The universe is mental: You where able to take information into your brain and convert it into thought and produce a reality in your own mind.