Hey Psychonauts.
SWIM is an engineer from Sweden who's been to hyperspace just a few times and the best of them with the help of this forum.
SWIM had never even been close to illegal substances when DMT was introduced by "DMT:The spirit molecule" & or Joe Rogan. SWIM was intrigued from the get go but it took a couple of years before taking the steps to allegedly acquire some and try it out.
Having acquired some 200 mg from unknown sources SWIM failed miserably in delivering these to the appropriate deposits in SWIMs pile of flesh. Having learned the very nasty sensations of burnt crystal a machine was built and 500 mg may have landed on SWIMS doorstep. From there on it has been some nice rides altering from low to medium dosed experiences.
Two in particular memorable experiences so far is worth mentioning. Details are not as clear as in the moment and memories discrete at best. SWIM found himself floating in space, not so much weightless as he felt mass-less, in absolute silence. The silence had a different quality then in the mundane experience, considering Phutureprimitive was running back on earth very clearly and still feeling silence is hard to describe. Accompanied with this quality of silence was a just as fundamentally different quality of calmness and this experience can only be described as absolute harmony. This may or may not have been a so called break through experience but it was explicit.
The second far out trip was different from the others, a lot deeper and very unexpected. This happened when trying out smoking some DMT-infused herb that is also SWIMs now preferable method of delivery. Compared to "The Machine" the onset of smoking infused herb is immediate and unnegotiable. Right off the bat SWIM's faced with an ancient Inca/Mayan indian chief, he's been around before, but only passingly, from the side, from the top never so direct. Now he faced SWIM and with something like wings made out of the fabric of hyperspace itself embraced the traveler and off they went.
This trip was deeper and lasted longer then any before it. Unsure if it were a break through but every moment were bliss and aw like nothing else. Levels of existence from an immediate high to lower and lower until settling back. Only the first and deepest realm can be recalled as it was as clear and real as the ordinary world SWIM subsides in. A 3D world made up out of geometrical patterns, like a 3D chessboard but with all kinds of shapes was the setting. Like as if being guided in a museum from piece to piece where each monument were more aw-inspiring then the previous. The only particular piece that can be recalled was a Buddha-like figure with fine details, cross legged and glowing.
After this trip had settled SWIM knew he was going on more adventures to go as deep as possibly can.
Personally I'm curious in more N-N-DMT and also 5-MeO-DMT eventually. For this though I have understood 5-MeO-DMT is more potent and can be overdosed and a mg-sensitive scale is required. I've never had any bad experiences and attribute this to me not having any difficulty letting go and just going with the experience.
I do feel and believe the creative "center" of my being has been kick-started from these trips among other revelations. Much can be said about what DMT does to you but I'll leave it here for an introduction.