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https://www.dmt-nexus.me...m=545149&#post545149After my experience with the 2 weak with tabs that helped me accomplish a lot of stuff on Peace walker, I find myself sitting at my best friends Brickwall. Brick wall had a cousin that was coming over with another friend and Brickwalls cousin said "hey man we should eat those doses" Brickwall thinks about it because he has to work tomorrow at 2pm and its 7pm on a Sunday 7 days after the weak LSD experience. I ask Brickwall when he is going to trip with me because he promised to trip with me because he gave me some weak tabs and I have never really tripped before I've only smoke Mj and have been really drunk that's' the closest thing I have done to hallucinating, and that's what I thought tripping on LSD was about just seeing things that are not there, I was proven wrong and blown away by its power and what it does to a brain on this night.
Brickwall says to me, "my cousin asked me about them and I think we are all going to do it together" I am filled with excitement when I was told that and wait for Mitch and Eli to show up. They show up and we all sit at a round table, Eli and Mitch know its my first time tripping every, (I know Mitch and Eli but not very well, just enough to know there cool to hang with). Mitch begins to tell me tales of music festivals and all of his experiences on LSD and I become more excited as he went on.
Brickwall cuts up 4 doses for each person, Mitch says" I thought we were doing 2? Brickwall says with a grin on his face "I was going to do 4! Mitch points at me and says well what about it being his first time and all, I say that I want my first time to be and good hard trip, Mitch and chad look at each other and both say "He will be fine". Brickwall passes my 4 hits first and I place them on my tongue right away and as soon as I do that Mitch says "wait I dont wanna do it no more!" I yell WHAT! and it was not and ordinary yell it sounded like my tongue was stuck to a frozen poll because I had my tongue sticking out with the tabs on it. Mitch says "Im just f****n with ya man" and we all get a good laugh out of it and everybody else proceeds to drop. W sit around a socialize for a bit and decide to pack a bowl, but while grinding are weed Brickwall says to Mitch "did you grab glow sticks" Mitch says "Oh no I forgot" Brickwall says "Well go run and get some before the doses kick in" Mitch says "alright" and Mitch and Eli run to wal mart to grab some glow sticks. While Mitch and Eli are on the glow stick mission, me and brickwall wait at the table and talk about how I am hoping to fell these doses this time because I did not feel the first 2, We talk some more and both look at the time and it had been 15 mins after we dropped and Brickwall says "Dude they better hurry up" we both laugh and talk about nonsense and start laughing like children and look at the time again and again we say dude they gotta hurry up. I was definitely feeling something almost like being super stoned. I move into the living room, sit on the couch and put a beer box on my head like a welders mask and stair at the door and Mitch and Eli return from wal mart with glow sticks and we all begin to laugh and return to the table and smoke are bowl, and we are laughing hysterically at this point and acting goofy and I noticed the walls breathing and stuff melting and my body tingling, and it felt as if my brain was a race car motor, like its was running at max capacity.
We decide to go to the rail road tracks and Mitch says "Before we do that lets grab a bag and put all of are phones and wallets in it so we do not loose them" Good idea we all reply, so we put all of are important things into this bag and walk to the rail road tracks at 11 at night laughing are heads off. As I'm walking down the dark road in the city I start to get scared and over whelmed and I yell "This is to much for me, what if the cops come" My friends say" no come on its alright we will be fine" and for some reason I fell something fly into my mouth and I think I swallowed a bug and begin to gag and cough trying to get this bug out of my throat, but there was not a bug there at all and I did not realize it and I almost freaked out but I somehow got a grip and noticed there was no bug I was just tripping. We get to the tracks and right as we do a train goes by and I remember that being really cool feeling the gust of wind from a huge chunk of speeding steal. The train goes by and we walk down the tracks into the woods laughing and giggling, we get to a spot in the tracks where we can see the street lights above and the sound of cars going down the highway, we can feel the breeze of the wind because we are in a part of the tracks where there is no trees put the ones we are facing that are blocking us from seeing the highway. We lay down on the tracks and watch Brickwall swing glow sticks, I watch him for a while and look at my hands and watch them wave and melt and I notice color is enhanced and I see things differently and I am seeing things I never see, almost liker energy in the air or molecules and atoms, after a while I began to look at the stars and was so in depth in my thoughts I had epiphanies and Began thinking I will only have one life, one chance with this body I have been blessed with and I should learn and do as much with it as I can because Life is so valuable.
I was changing my outlook and life and everything while gazing at those stars, and after a while we decide we wanted to head back and have some beers and play are instruments, so we walk back and grab a beer and go into brickwalls room where he has lights and greatfull dead art all over his room, and he had a strobe light, a black light, a light that made you ceiling look like space and Mitch brought these crazy laser pens that had lenses that made these awesome kaleidoscope light patterns, and we had all the glow sticks on top of it. We all garbed are instruments and jammed, Brickwall had blue rope lights around his drum set and Eli had his Black heavy metal bass, and Mitch had his red Ibanez guitar, and I unfortunately did not have my shecter guitar so I just played the bongos with them it was amazing being in that room with all the lights and good friends.
Its about 5 hours into are trip and I had been dancing for a while to music that Mitch had been playing, and we are still in brickwalls room and I sit on the floor and grab a single glow stick and stair at it for while and think about my life. I've had a really tuff life and Im real negative sometimes because of childhood problems, and as I began to think about how I think negative to much, I thought to my self "I'm having a really good time right now, why do I feel so good on acid, Why am i having so much fun just staring at this glow stick, why can I not be this happy any other time just staring at a glow stick" I get angry and throw a hand full of glow sticks and watch them all fall, My friends yell whats wrong, I say to them "I just don't understand why I cant be happy when I'm sober" but that's when I realized to be more positive.
We continue to listen to music and relax, and we we noticed we where starting to come down we decide to watch Alice returns to wonder land, I finish the movie with them and decide its time fore me to go home it was noon the next day and I had to be home. I said my goodbyes and told them how amazing that was and I want to do it again soon. I drive home and look at the green fields and enjoy the sunny weather, I was not tripping still I just felt really changed and my mind felt opened or turned on. I always thought LSD was just a drug, but not at all anymore, I never knew drugs could do something like that to a person, ever since that day i've been changed for the better and have fallen in love with the study of psychedelics and science.
I would not be here today studying DMT if it was not for LSD.