So I finished Q21Q21's tek with lime today with 250g of MHRB. After my first extraction with ACRB failed, i was beyond excited to see within the first pull i had a higher yeild than my entire last extraction. I dried all the pretty crystals out (Ill upload pics when all the pulls are done) and decided to give it a shot since the only time i ever experienced DMT before this was while on LSD. About 15 minutes before i smoked it, I took a few hits of hash oil from my g-pen as I always do throughout the day.

I sat in bed, put about 60mg of fluffy white crystals (I'm on an SSRI) on top o' some lemon balm and took it through my bong deep and slow. As soon as I finished the hit, I layed back, closed my eyes, and waited.

I didn't need to wait long, within two seconds the hyperspace harmony was already shattering my skull and the morphing patterns and bright lights were overtaking me. At this point, my jaw DROPPED and I felt the biggest rush of happiness and bliss I've ever felt and I watched in amazement. This is where it got kind of strange. I saw a vague outline of a like, chrysanthemum (the usual pre-breakthrough visual) and the body vibrations got so strong that my entire being vibrated out of me. I knew that I was in the DMT space but it was as if there was a fog machine and strobe lights going on in there. I could feel the beings allllll around me and i could see all the fractal machines pretty well. I got very faint views of the beings just wiggling their arms in my face. The best part was that they were chatting with me the entire time. There mustve been at least a dozen of these things. The sounds that I was hearing come from them were the most mind blowing thing I've ever heard. I actually started busting out laughing uncontrollably because it was just so unlike anything I've ever heard before.

After I came down, I realized that cannabis definitely clouded my experience up a little bit, and if I hadn't smoked it prior, I probably would've watched some pretty mind blowing stuff.

I also feel that I shouldnt have smoked weed earlier in the day before my first journey, even though it was hours before - I feel it still hampered my recall of the journey itself.

Yeah its almost like the lights are off. I mean don't get me wrong it was still incredible but it couldvr definitely been more vivid

First off, SSRI's will mess with DMT more than Cannabis ever will, and secondly, you smoked hash oil, not Cannabis, with higher THC of course it'd probably fog the experience. If you're gonna use Cannabis with DMT, perhaps try smoking on some regular bud? I'm not much of a DMT smoker, but Cannabis goes great with oral DMT in Ayahuasca/Pharmahuasca.

I was on an SSRI for my first breakthrough though and it was incredibly vivid and visual. That's why I attributed this one to THC(sorry, didn't mean to generalize and say cannabis) .... I'm thinking about tapering off my SSRI and vyvanse and using some Rue 10x extract instead of an ssri as an anti depressant. I've heard that it works very well for that matter. And as a plus, I'd be able to make some real changa and experience dmt orally, which I'm very excited to do. Do you have any experience with the anti-depressant qualities of syrian rue?

Well, i know the use of Ayahuasca/Pharmahuasca has seemingly cured my depression, so i'd assume it's quite the anti-depressant. That's why i've been trying to get my mom and bro to commit to Aya/Pharma instead of Prozac and Zoloft. As far as i know, SSRI's down-regulate and de-sensitize the serotonergic receptors, thus limiting it's effectiveness for the treatment of depression, but with Aya/Pharma the receptors are up-regulated and sensitized, and it's been shown that more frequent/regular users of Aya have more serotonin (especially compared to those on SSRI's).

Yeah I was actually just doing my research on whether to use rue/caapi and I've decided that once I'm off the SSRI or two weeks im going to start drinking un-evaporated caapi tea once a day. I've seen a lot of posts that say Caapi is an absolutely amazing healer and gives better results than anything else.

Awesome man, good read!

Particularly, the sounds you've never heard before and the vibrating out of your body part.

Good luck tapering off the meds, all natural is definitely the way to go if it's possible.