First off I had always thought I had broken threw to the other side many times before on mushrooms and LSD, and even DMT. But last night I truly entered the realm of the infinites. I filled my pipe using the sandwhich method.....oops I got a lttle much in there... The more the better right. Put some 20x Salvia extaract on top...really need to get some cappi leaves to sandwich this stuff.....anywhoose...

Did i also mention I was on 400 mics of LSD. Which by itself was nice, and made me very lucid, but........ So I sat crossd legged on the grown on some fine grass, and meditated briefly. Took that first hit...oh boy. then the second..... then what is that rule again, oh yeah dont stop. So after the the third or fourth hit I crossed into/across a plasma barrier and the hyperspacial beings became present. All joyous and all praising my entrance into this fabled land. By the fifth sixth hit though the pipe was getting pluged which really didnt matter cause those damn little elves kept turning the pipe around in my hand so it seemed. It was two inches from my mouth, but I couldnt find the damned thing!!!!

All the while the infinite line of beings watching me whispering get that next hit, beat them elves. Finally I found the end of the pipe, which as I said before was seemingly turned backwards........Hit it again the best I could but it was plugged. I really cant remember the rest to well. I mean the biggest thing was although I had touched briefly with the hyperspacial plane in the past, this time I broke threw the plasma completly as I recently read someone describe it and was instantly "there".

"There" like I had never been before. Well the last major hyperspace visit I pictured with closed eyes a box of black and white spin ferouciously, before I relized it was a top being spun by this being. Anyways back to last night. I still cant get over how real it all seemed. I thought I was experienced, which I truly was...but it seemes like everything has led to this momonet in time. That this is my time to shine, and become one as they all dance around me they actually say/chant this. He has finally come, he has finally broken threw and found us.

I have had some very strong Salvia trips where the world literally falls apart, and it feels like I like all of you am God, only I am about to awaken like no other. I always hold back on these salvia trips and tell them this is just a practice run......what will happen if I truly let go and allow them to crown me prince. Will I become the awakened diety alive on earth to ring the bell that awakens the world to the reality of it all. Or is it a personal fear I am holding back against. Although I dont feel I am holding back anything but me becoming the next buddha(so to speak).

This intense trip to hyperspace did not help this as I truly did let my self go and get covered with the goo. Its funny becuase in one of my trips a few weeks back with a DMT salvia mixture I truly feel that God has entered me. And every time I partake, almost daily now, at the very end I whip my head back towards the heavens and am fed 3 sacred pills/seeds/foods?

Sorry this is so long I just need to get this stuff off my back and I know you fellow nexians can most likely relate, unlike anyone I know in my local life. So I partake in the DMT ritual 3 times during my LSD voyage, and with my last one, well its funny cause every time I hit I count down from ten.......ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one.....I don't necassarily exhale at this point, but I need to do this before I can exhale.

The last time I was communicated to that this was actually well I dont even know if I should say it, because it is so sacred. But I fear not because at this point I have already established my reign, and only it seems that it is only the combination for my lock. Some long, long, long ago locked, lock that now needs to be opened. And what a simple combination to remember, a count down from ten.

So any way I do this little ritual talking into my hand which has a microphone/box/something. I say this over and over and at some moment in time am instructed to say zero, pound the ground and fling the box into the air.....holy shit, fireworks rain down from the heavens. Again I do this into my hand, repeating faster. I pound harder on the ground and fling this energy ball/box into the air. This time no fireworks, but then i am forced to do this again. Only I pound the ground harder and between each count of ten and I whip this thing far into the heavens, and ask......did you get that boys???? And lie down to have the heavens cover me with their glory.

Wow man I know I sound like a complete nut job to anyone I could talk to in my world, but I hope that the nexus, the fellow men of wisdom and hyperspace will understand this craziness, as completly rational, as an experience similiar to what you have seen/felt/been. I know I am about to be completly changed, and with each voyage I inch a step closer to fully unlocking my full potential as a hyperspacial being.

It was the most intense and real experience I have had in my 16 years of using psychedlics, and I cant wait for many more....well hopefully not too many more. Hopefully I will soon be fully merged with the hyperspace, being fully awakened as what can be most recognized to most as a buddha. But alas my awakening will bring forthe hundreds if not thousands of fellow buddhas, perhaps some of you reading this right now.........And what a glorious time it will be for all.

Peace. Love, and Namaste