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Last night I had the most weird and intense DMT trip ever. The weird thing is, is that it was so unlike DMT at all. Was more like a ( even more ) terrifying Salvia trip. I have enhanced leaf, using mullien (about 1:1 ratio. I loaded up 80mg ( im working my way up from 40mg with this batch of enhanced leaf) I have been taking two hits to clear the bowl. I sit back and relax, try to slow my heart and feel at peace, ( although anxiety exixts I still try to reassure my self) I start to take the first hit on my converted VG. see here as soon as I see the vapour, I slowly move the heat away, and inhale the first hit all the way. This is where it got weird. I am holding my breath and can feel the effects immediately, but everything starts to go fuzzy, and AMAZINGLY loud hum and or buzz started to fill my head. It was so loud I thought my head was going to explode. lol. Then all hell broke loose. It was like nothing I have witnessed before on DMT, I have had a few chaotic trips before, but I found out that was cause my vape technique. This was different kind of chaotic. It was almost like a Salvia trip. ( done salvia loads of times) salvia just makes me feel like I am a player in some kind of life game. so once I discovered DMT, salvia was all in the past for me. Also, it was so strong this trip, normally I don't feel the effects until I am on the 2nd pull from my VG. but this happened so fast after the first toke. It was so UNLIKE any DMT trip. no colours at all. it was terrifying. I was still in my body and my mind kind of remembered I had taken DMT, but vaguely, I honestly thought I had gone mad. nothing was clear. my eyes were open and I managed to sit back on my sofa and pull my legs into my chest. ( like a baby position) I was shaking. I try and focus as closing my eyes felt impossible, I must have looked absolutely terrified, my eyes were wide open in fear. really hard to explain the chaotic scene I was seeing, I could see some items in my room, like I saw my mobile phone on the sofa next to me, but it was if my vision was in some kind of telescopic view, everything seemed to jump forward and back in my vision, got larger and smaller, all at the same time. really weird. It felt like an age to pass and my room to appear clear again. Once back in my room, the visuals were completely gone ( normally after DMT I sit and stare at my clear white wall to watch the colourful pattern like waves ) these didn't happen at all. Just had to share this, not sure why it happened. After, I came out with some kind of lesson, I felt I was told somehow, " don't dis respect the spice" although I don't feel like I do ever dis respect it. This is what I only feel from the experience. The strange thing is, after the trip, although absolutely terrifying, I reflected on my life and have thought of a few things that I could improve on, quality wise. whether in spite of or because of the trip I'm not sure. Anyway, had to share. Thanks for reading Peace “Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.”
Terrence Mckenna
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Sounds familiar. I have had a few deeply confusing journeys like this. Forgetting that I have just smoked a large dose and freaking out. No geometry, fairies or pretty lights, real world objects from my living room like lamps, fizzling out existence only to appear a different size elsewhere in the room. This has also happened with trees outside! Feels like a test in a way. The spice displaying just how thoroughly it can dismantle 'reality'. Maybe it's like a malfunction of sorts where you are unable to cross over fully, so are stuck in between planes? Interestingly enough one of the friendliest and most visually stunning things I have ever smoked is my Salvia Changa. Truly stunning and joyful. Think all my blends will contain a pinch from now on. It's strange because I haven't really had much joy with Salvia on its own. Lose Control, Free My Soul, Break Me Open, Make Me Whole."DMT kicked my balls off" - od3
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Purges wrote:Sounds familiar. Feels like a test in a way. The spice displaying just how thoroughly it can dismantle 'reality'. This I can totally agree with, now anyway  maybe I will try the salvia mix sometime, sounds like an interesting combination. “Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.”
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All entheogenic experiences can be negative, even painful. They are also widely known as very profound, positive experiences. Perhaps do this with a close friend to watch over so you feel more comfortable in actually partaking in these realms. If that doesn't help, then choose the right time/method to enter these places. This kind of experience is completely relatable, I think many people go through these kinds of trips. Especially with reflection and inner discussion on your personal life. It can be said that these experiences are important for development. Completely immerse in it and take the time to adjust. Feel your way in to them, as you. 'What's going to happen?' 'Something wonderful.'
Skip the manual, now, where's the master switch?
We are interstellar stardust, the re-dox co-factors of existence. Serve the sacred laws of the universe before your time comes to an end. Oh yes, you shall be rewarded.
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The reality f*ckery really can be a doozy. 80mg sounds like A LOT though. No? at 1:1 you technically took 40mg of dmt. Did you do that in one big quick breath? If you took all of that in one solid hit, thats likely what did it. I know thats what gave me my horrible trip was getting a whole dose of just xtals in one big quick hard breath. I feel that it shocked my system and just wreaked havoc. Everything hit almost instantly, I couldnt even put the GVG down. There was no come up, it just was BAM there. Everything seemed on fast forward, glitchy, minecraft, grainy. It was terrible. All of my good experiences were sloooooooow inhales holding my breath 15-20 seconds each hit, 2-3 hits. I feel like it allows your body to acclimate. Picture standing on a pool ladder, climbing down one step at a time and then floating in gently versus packing yourself into a cannon and then being shot thru the pool lol. Coming back down, it was possibly one of the coolest things Id ever seen once I was able to get my bearings. But, still to this day a good 5 months later, it still really did me in and Im a bit apprehensive. "A troop of elves smashes down your front door and rotates and balances the wheels on the after death vehicle, present you with the bill and then depart. And it's completely paradigm shattering. I mean, ya know, union with the white light you could handle. An invasion of your apartment by jeweled self dribbling basketballs from hyperspace that are speaking in demonic Greek is NOT something that you anticipated and could handle!' -T.M.
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Hi mate, yeh its 1:1 ratio, so as I have been building up only half the weight is DMT. I inhale really slowly so cant do it in one go, as im not just smoking crystals, im inhaling the mullien too Its the same batch I have been using, last time I did 2 inhales of 70mg. and was totally DMT like. This is why this time it shocked me so much, as on the first hit it went mental straight away, as massive loud buzz and hum in my head. was really really weird. “Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.”
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[quote=HumbleTraveler]80mg sounds like A LOT though. No? at 1:1 you technically took 40mg of dmt./quote] Agreed with this notion. 80mg is a massive dose. Careful. 'What's going to happen?' 'Something wonderful.'
Skip the manual, now, where's the master switch?
We are interstellar stardust, the re-dox co-factors of existence. Serve the sacred laws of the universe before your time comes to an end. Oh yes, you shall be rewarded.
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yes 80mg is a big dose, but mine is half mullien half dmt, maybe even slightly more mullien than dmt. so the max dose with this is 40mg, probably more like 30 to 35mg. “Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong.”
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The hum (carrier wave) was the coolest thing on my first full on experience, I heard it and I was like omgggg thats it its happening! The bad experience I described above didnt have that, it was just this overwhelming wonk wonk wonk digitized sound that kept repeating. Very strange and unpleasant. "A troop of elves smashes down your front door and rotates and balances the wheels on the after death vehicle, present you with the bill and then depart. And it's completely paradigm shattering. I mean, ya know, union with the white light you could handle. An invasion of your apartment by jeweled self dribbling basketballs from hyperspace that are speaking in demonic Greek is NOT something that you anticipated and could handle!' -T.M.
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