#1 That familiar plasticy caramel flavour provides an instant flashback.
Instant heat throughout my body my head crackles with energy then the scalp seems to crawl. Breath shortens before I adjust and deeply breath keeping physically under control.
Purple and green fractalised ribbons and tentacles criss cross and fade. I feel every ache in my body acutely, my headache from too much screen time.
My gut from unhealthy food being digested, my lungs from smoking, my back from bad seating postures..
The tentacles fade away and leave me just with a sense of webs all around , not far from the truth the house is a spider haven. I take another rip and feel the heat again so go to bed and feel the benefit in the difference of comfort.
I close my eyes and a tentacled fractal star descends towards me slowly and I sense the invisible strings again, eyelids now seem transparent as the star envelopes me and dissipates into purple green static overlay patterns.
I open my eyes to the same feint static overlay and get up and stretch. I must start looking after my body more.
#2 I load weak blue lotus enhanced leaf and more freebase in a sandwich with some ash. In one I pull the smoke in and lay back to see more tentacles this time individual and more defined like DNA and 3+ dimensions snaking around each other.
I feel my heart quicken and miss a beat, with it hyperspace opens up tantalisingly revealing many more tentacles and dimensions but then in no more than 3 seconds closes quietly within another 10 seconds im at baseline and feeling the warm glow..
A hyperspace shutout, something decided I still wasnt ready to go through the veil.
#3 stronger come up head is very fuzzy and eyes closed reveals multi-angular geometry and the DNA tentacles again, a pink grid morphs and the euphoria arises.
The pink grid fades to black and I briefly see what I think is my libido personified then the William orbit album cover animated
http://www.williamorbit....oads/hello-waveforms.jpg , the being has a rainbow Aura and in what seems like a second or two the aura narrows dissolving the being and a bearded man appears in front of it and looks over his shoulder before the aura simply shoots upwards into the darkness in a ray of rainbow stardust while simultaneously the man disappears.
The next brief vision is of a jimjam psycedelia blackhole sucking in all the glyphys images and symbols..this disappears quickly and I'm left with the static overlay pattern.
#4 After a few beers I come home and load the bong with some weed and the last of the spice. Not as much as had previously thought.
I take it all in one and retreat quickly to my bed I lie on my side and feel a wave of contentment wash over me no visions, no colour, no darkness just the perfect calm in limbo between wake and sleep. Time has no meaning I am concious I am not asleep at first but I am certainly not awake.
I eventually do fall asleep and wake a couple of hours later feeling like Im on a low dose mushroom trip. The 2D quilt of symbols and simple images overlays the material world.
Base has been touched and the message is heard loud and clear, there is much more for me to be shown when I have completed essential work on my body, mind and to a certain extent the ambience of my launch pad
