Greetings Nexians,
Please allow me to introduce my self and express my profound gratitude for the community and resources available here at the Nexus university.
I have been a psychedelic explorer since early in my life although dmt has eluded me until just recently. I have had it given to me before a couple of times and have even grown and cloned iowaska and chacruna in my garden. Nothing compares to the power of partaking in ones own extraction!
This new discovery of the freedom and control to extract the spice for my self has been the most liberating experience of my life and I feel compelled to share what I can since this community has been essential in the discovery of this new freedom.
My process has been interesting in that I had already extracted over a kilo of mhirb and journeyed deep into hyperspace, déjà vu, far into to the realms of helpers and allies and glimpsed beyond the vale of the fabric of existence. I have had help from certain "guides" that have led me though chants and meditations. Each time coming back with plenty to reflect upon until the next voyage..
But then out of the blue a new level of breaking through has emerged from my trips that can only be described being Born Again
It's happens as a purge like experience involving expelling quantities of slime and mucus of an indescribable gooieness
When I emerge the goo then transmutes, leaving me brand new clean and dry and fresh like a new baby. my lungs feel the first breath of air filling my brand new lungs and my hair and skin are soft and new.
My arms go up in praise to god. I find my self chanting aum shiviya ! Ohm shiva ya ! Yes! Yes!!! Yeeeesss!!! Deep breathing power into my being realizing that this is what I was meant to be and this is the purpose of evolution..
Yes! Praise god and all of creation!
I have many friends that I am drawn to share this experience with and must spread this consciousness.
Does this happen to others? I read some about the slime here.
I'd call it a breakthrough purge, rebirth, like really being born again, then ultimate soul-gasm.. Wow!
Much love to all of the Nexians whom I have learned so much from.
Anything I may post here is complete fantasy and are simply the musing of a fictional character.