I not super long ago was given the gift of bark by one heck of a stand up guy! He had done some major sized extraction but had saved about 20g of unused bark. He had sent it all the way over from Australia. Words cannot describe my excitement when it got here safely after I'd waited so many years.

I certainly couldn't wait too long to go at my small first extraction. I did pretty much the standard a/b type of extraction. Everything went pretty smooth considering it was my first extraction of DMT ever. Didn't yield a ton obviously but I did get quite a bit of slightly orange goo once all solvent was evaporated. As of now there's a small bit left after six uses! I myself twice and once for four good friends.

Now on to the experiences. So the first time I went farther out than the second but not by a massive degree. Both experiences were about on par with each other.

Round one goes like this. I load up a regular MJ pipe with a deep pack by layering a bunch of ash on bottom then some MJ covered in the goo then a bunch more ash to protect the goods. I told my wife I needed to pause the TV which we were watching Netflix on at the time. Told her I heard not to have distraction. She wasn't so keen on just sitting there but she did so I could do my thing.

I scared as hell take rip one and hold it a solid ten count and let it out. I could feel a sensation already manifesting within me. So I go for rip number two. I get to the count of seven before I was being frisked toward the experience fast. I'm thinking right then holy crap its gonna happen for real! I wasn't sure it was gonna work. Wasn't sure if I was ready. So much thought going on so fast. Then I realized I needed to take one more rip if I could. So I did but only got a half hit or so before I was pretty overwhelmed. So I quickly put the pipe down. Blew out my third hit and laid back.

I remember watching the room as I laid back thinking what a tremendously odd feeling but not a whole lot of trippy visuals just a different view altogether if it makes sense. So I close my eyes only as if to awaken in a world of mandalas. I felt as if I were at the center of what I was seeing. Like I could somehow see in all directions at once from the position in the middle of all the complex mandalas. I then was shown human development I believe inside the womb. Not totally sure as the memory is very fleeting. Then I most vividly remember a world of tubes or more like tentacles waving around in the most awe inspiring complexity I could cry thinking of how beautiful it was.

The experience started talking to me at this point. Telling me you have done it! Your finally here after all those years of waiting. It told me a few personal things but the sum of the teaching was that we are all one. That the Creator has all of reality under control. Everything is happening as it should. It doesn't matter too much what it seems our world is doing as its supposed to happen. JUST LIVE!

After that revelation I could feel that it was pushing back toward normality really fast. I wanted to stay in its unconditional love but realized that its always there either way. The Creator loves us all and that feeling inside even when not on DMT is just that. Life itself is the love that its giving us. The chance to experience third dimensional existence is a great undertaking and needs to be appreciated for what it can be which is what we make for ourselves. You feel the love and embrace it or you ignore it and seemingly think its not there but that's our choice. We must tune in on the feeling or its not so apparent. Seems like a lot of people are shrouded from the feeling because of all the hedonism and distraction away from the spiritual that modern life promotes.

As it all wound down I opened my eyes and just sat a few mins before saying anything to my wife. She was surprised it was all over so fast. Probably like ten mins but I did not check the time. All that I was feeling at that point was peace.

I couldn't help but be disappointed though as I knew I did not break through. I only got to see some beautiful stuff and know I finally got to taste the experience but I was fully aware it was only a taste. All that I saw and was told only scratching toward the actual door but I hadn't even reached the door to scratch it. It blew me away but not as heavily as I'd imagine I was supposed to.

So being as though I feel like that I can't have actually broken through. I am under the impression I will know when it actually happens. Earth shattering you know but I was not in the least shattered. No more than an LSD experience but way less duration. So I have not really done anything yet...

The second round a few weeks later was weaker but probably due to distractions in my environment. I couldn't focus on going deep because of TV noises that kept trying to get my mind to stay grounded. Otherwise I again only saw the brilliantly decorated tentacles and mandalas. This time it only said why you still asking the same stuff I told you already JUST BE! Again I emerge knowing again I did not break through but was still in a great state of inner peace.

Maybe the third time will be the charm. I'm going for the break this next time! I want to really see the full experience. I must try again!

Congrats and sounds like you had a great time. Also sounds like your wife isn't interested. Which is all well and good. I'd like to hear more on what she thought about when/if you told her your experiences.

Glad you felt the love. Welcome to the other world

Great read! It's good you are documenting your experiences. In the future they will offer a window to look back through and reflect on.

I would say third time is a charm if you turn off the TV!

Thanks you guys for the replies!

Yes my wife isn't much interested in experiencing the DMT that is for sure. She has not the desire to push her limits. She has tried with me several things like MDMA, LSD, and mushrooms. Surprisingly she had a pretty bad time with MDMA or what was supposed to be that anyway. Made her puke on and off the entire duration unfortunately but it was a bean and most likely only partly real MDMA. I took the same one and was as straight as could be so I don't know. The nausea of shrooms never subsided the whole time on that either for her so again not totally enjoyable. LSD she liked which was good but she doesn't like the duration it takes so again its hard to ever get her to wanna do that to herself is the best way to say it...
Never saw the light that I do I guess.

However she knows that at the core of my being that psychoactives are my life outside of her and our child and deals with my desire for the outter limits. My birthday and maybe once in between I get to do my thing. Otherwise I just grow and spread the plants that steward the novel compounds for others to enjoy the rest of the time.

DMT is changing my life though. Not only by allowing more frequency of usage due to short duration but also just those two minor goes have already produced dramatic changes to my thinking that are seemly still manifesting and morphing. I can now get in a more profound spiritual search in way less time more often. I can find the hour to do the DMT once every few weeks instead of planning a whole days time for taking say LSD. Thank the Creator!

I plan on making another attempt here soon. Maybe I'll make it a little deeper this time. Is it weird that I know its so much love and peace but yet I sit for like an hour with the pipe in hand before I can muster go time? Its so beautiful but it scares me in truth but perhaps that's what I want. When I'm done I'm like why was I so hesitant that was so beyond awesome! I know however when I mosey on over to grab that pipe again I'm gonna be hesitant again. I guess its just the magnitude I know is to come I guess.

Peace