Hi all, I'm a 28 year old Male from the best wee country in the world
and DMT found me rather recently. Whilst on a train journey home from college one afternoon, I was discussing with a young lady some subjects that had been close to me at the time, namely synchronicity and lucid dreaming. She seemed to have a deep interest about the subjects although not really knowing anything about them, it was then that she mentioned a recurring dream she had been having for years of a female presence almost trying to absorb her and it filled with fear almost to the point of crying whilst telling me about it on the train.
At this point I had several months of research into the spirit molecule and mother Ayahuasca and so began to give her my interpretation of this female presence she was referring to and of course the subject of DMT was mentioned. When I mentioned DMT for the first time in our conversation I noticed a strange almost puzzled response in her face and when I asked her what it was she responded "that guy sitting behind you is reading a book that says 'DMT' on it) the book was of course Rick Strassman's 'the spirit molecule'. (a book I had not yet read but had seen the documentary).
The conversation prompted the reader of the book to look up and approach us and I knew instantly at the moment our eyes met that this meeting was no coincidence, I immediately before any conversation took place stated "you're awake" to which the stranger just smiled and said yes. The energy that came from him just astounded me (and I found out at a later date that feeling was mutual) and so I now had a partner to help me explain some things to the girl and put her fears at ease.
After a little time had passed the strangers train stop was approaching and he began to gather his things to leave, he wished us well and before he walked off handed me the book, to which I responded "No, I can't, how would I get it back to you" only to hear the retort of "Don't worry, we'll see each other again" followed by a heart-felt "Namaste".
We did see each other again, less than two weeks later in a city of 1.2 million inhabitants we 'randomly' bumped into each other and to my surprise I was not in the least bit surprised (if you know what I mean). We exchanged details and it wasn't long before the now not-stranger invited me to his home to take part in my first Ayahuasca experience.
The timing could not have been better as the day he had contacted me to extend this invite I had just finished my first ever MHRB extraction. I was understandably worried about how well my extraction would turn out being my first time attempting it, using just the 'disregardeverythingIsay' TEK with a few small adjustments such as a vibration plate and hot water baths, what also worried me a little was the colouring of my yield as it was a little darker than what I was used to seeing online (something a mini A/B rectified superbly), it was only when I sent a photograph of my first yield to the not-stranger I was heaped with praise from him on the appearance of the spice as well as the 1.3g I extracted from 100g MHRB.
Of course I took some of the spice with me to the not-strangers house as a gift for us both to enjoy (as well as a dipping the toe introduction for myself) in preparation for our upcoming experience that night. What surprised me most was how nervous this not-stranger who had a fairly vast experience of Ayahuasca and DMT was in preparation for our journey and what seemed to surprise him was how much my presence put him at ease. Admittedly I was a bag of nerves for around 30 mins before our journey was to begin but felt a duty to stay in a positive mood and send out good vibrations as I seen how my calmness was flowing through me to him.
The nervousness that I was feeling suddenly lifted almost instantaneously around 5 minutes before we were ready to go, whilst we were blessing the Ayahuasca. I won't go into details about how my experience was that night but I can tell you I had finally found something I had been searching for since I was a small child. I always knew I was being drawn towards something my entire life and I found it (or rather it found me) that night.
And not only that night as the experience stayed with me for what seemed like days, I was beginning to notice the most intricate things in everyday life, and the amount of synchronicities in my life increased 10-fold. I will point out one thing from that night, when explaining a vision I had had during my journey I was talking about a fractal pyramid I had experienced surrounded by small eyes joined by a big yellow eye in a void in the distance behind the pyramid, the not-stranger just smiled and lifted up his t-shirt to reveal a tattoo of a pyramid surrounded by small eyes. I returned the smile unsurprised as he opened the drawer next to where he was seated and proceeded to pull out a sketch pad, upon opening the pad the first page was (you guessed it) a drawing of a giant yellow eye in a black void. Like I said before the biggest surprise to me when these things happen now is my lack of being surprised,
Things just are
I used the rest of the DMT I had left with 2 very close friends at different times who I knew were ready to undertake the experience and they were not disappointed and although I thought it not possible of these two beautiful souls, they became so enriched with energy and pure love that it was visible to all around them.
As you all know, our experiences do allow us to pursue questions about ourselves as individuals and as part of the greater conciousness that is the universe, but in search of these answers we are often left with more questions.
I am at this very moment working on an extraction using my own TEK now in the hope that in the coming times I will have a chance to explore my inner self and the outer realms of conciousness and pursue some answers to the questions I never knew existed until now. I might add that I did a mini extraction with just 60g MHRB in order to test my modified TEK and I was left with what I can only describe as the most beautiful almost ivory crystals which I soon realised during two journeys last night was way more stronger than my first extraction and quantity wise was very satisfied as I got around .8g of this very pure spice from just the 60g of MHRB.
Anyway prob a bit long for a small introduction, but I'm sure I'll have plenty to talk about over the next few months and hope I can learn as well as contribute with all my brothers and sisters here
I love you all <3