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The Unknowing
#1 Posted : 4/5/2014 9:18:55 AM

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--Last night I swallowed down 3g rue + 15g ACRB with two glasses of orange juice.
I am fit, healthy, and mentally ready for the unknown.--

I call upon the angels and other spirits and invite them to dance.
I shut off the lights and ignite the sage incense, and watch as the pale smoke unfolds before my eyes.

I already feel like I am in a different head space after a mere 10 minutes. I feel fear writhing in the pit of my stomach. Trust it, I tell myself.

I lie back down on my bed, slightly elevated by a series of cushions so as to relieve the nausea of my protesting stomach. Reality begins to shift. I begin playing my psybient playlist.

Behind closed eyelids, visions of pain and suffering wash over me. This is very unsettling. My heart is racing. As much as I try I cannot change the nature of these visions. I open my eyes and stumble to the toilet, and sigh with relief as I emptied my bladder. I return cautiously to my bed and visions. Things are speeding up now. The fabric of reality begins to reveal itself in a breathtaking display of color, patterns and vibration.

Then out of nowhere, this rush of warm pulsating energy surges through my feet and out the crown of my head. The energy is very sexual. The universe is playing with itself, dancing, making love, breathing. With a contempt sigh I flex all the muscles in my body, the feeling is a shock wave of pleasure. I feel beyond powerful.

I begin to slip into a trance. Areas of tension in my body are released with conscious intention, each release I sink deeper into the altered state. I am a river of energy. Everything is flowing freely. Waves of energy surge through me, my spirit is aflame!

I reopen my eyes, against the protest of the spirits. I look at my hands absent recognition, they appear elongated and alien. I place my palms together and feel the energy flow between them. My hands merge and energy begins to overflow from them. I have found the key! Reality begins to tremble. My identity begins to fade. The floodgates of infinity is released. I've found it! I scream with joy! My hands flop limp to my sides. I am drowning in the most complex, divine energy imaginable.

Eehm mah val tul eee waa...God begins the sacred chanting. The words flow effortlessly from the mouth of the body, but is not of its origin. The arms are moving, swaying, swirling, fingers flailing. It is the divine language. Everything is visible, nothing is hidden, eyes everywhere. Time is a choice. There is complete control. The chanting and hand gestures get more powerful, reality is being woven like a web, where consciousness is the spider. There is no judgement. There are no limits. Infinity is the only truth.
'As within, As without' God murmurs.
Eternity is a terrifying, yet beautiful thing.
The god mind is forever chanting, it is the essence of all that is and all that will ever be.

The ego begins to return. The identity slowly reforming. The infinite senses the distress of the identity. It falls silent. Reality continues to ripple with energetic programming. The identity is on its own now. The identity can hear his breath in the distance. It is slow and calm. What am I?
The Universe is Breathing
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#2 Posted : 4/5/2014 7:53:15 PM

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Beautiful report OneEye! Just curious, did you prepare your bark or just eat it plain? If you did prepare, HOW did you prepare? Maybe a stupid question but there is not a lot of good info out there on the oral activity of ACRB.
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#3 Posted : 4/5/2014 8:49:01 PM
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That was an amazing report.

Articulates perfectly quite a few of my deep oral experiences. Have yet to try acacia as an admixture though.

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#4 Posted : 4/5/2014 8:56:37 PM

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I highly enjoyed that! Your writing just flowed. Thank you Smile Sounds like a wonderful experience. I'll remember your words sometime when i start to get the fear, "trust it"!
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#5 Posted : 4/5/2014 11:31:23 PM

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˝What am i?˝

Now that is THE QUESTION...
Thanks for this post reminded me of one of my own that by sound of it was very similar to yours.Surprised Smile
˝What you are is this deep deep thing...and you love to play.˝ - ?
 
The Unknowing
#6 Posted : 4/6/2014 2:21:52 AM

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anon_003 wrote:
Beautiful report OneEye! Just curious, did you prepare your bark or just eat it plain? If you did prepare, HOW did you prepare? Maybe a stupid question but there is not a lot of good info out there on the oral activity of ACRB.


I had already pre-powdered my bark as finely as possible. Then I mixed it thoroughly in a large glass of orange juice and gulped it down.
I don't think I'll be brewing anymore, eating the plants makes the experience much more intense and lasts ALOT longer. That experienced lasted around 7 hours before I was able to sleep. My other experiences brewing lasted around 4-5.
Nausea was almost completely negated by lying slightly upright and staying very still.
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#7 Posted : 4/6/2014 9:28:23 PM

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I have seen this before several times, and can relate:

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[...]I look at my hands absent recognition, they appear elongated and alien.[...]


How intense would you say the visuals were overall? OEV vs CEV's? Was static pattern overlay present throughout the experience? I'm just curious.

How did all that plant material feel when it came out the next day?

Beautiful report! Thanks for sharing. I wish you peace, love, and bliss.


 
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#8 Posted : 4/6/2014 10:30:29 PM

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Great report, compact and to the point. Thanks, you have a gift for writing!

 
The Unknowing
#9 Posted : 4/7/2014 12:28:49 AM

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Warrior wrote:

How intense would you say the visuals were overall? OEV vs CEV's? Was static pattern overlay present throughout the experience? I'm just curious.

How did all that plant material feel when it came out the next day?


I tried to keep my eyes closed for most of the experience and was in a dark room but OEV's in the bathroom were incredible (bright/holographic), even in the darkness of my room I could see the dimensions were horribly distorted (like the room was made of turbulent water) - however there was a very noticeable lack of color in both OEV's and CEV's compared to my brews with caapi, at one stage everything became gray and pixelated and I could see inside and outside of my body with eyes completely shut (at the peak of the experience).
Pattern overlay was present but constantly morphing and wasn't very noticeable as I was distracted by the incredible body sensations.

For me keeping my eyes shut helps me get through the fear of overly intense experiences and only when I'm comfortable will I open my eyes again.

Plant material felt pretty strange in my digestive tract, not uncomfortable but definitely foreign haha Smile I like the idea of eating it because I think they may have medicinal potential.
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#10 Posted : 4/9/2014 4:29:43 PM

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Just beautiful and deeply moving, OneEyeAscension, your expression is quite clear and crystalline.

I didn't realize some folks were directly imbibing the whole Sacred plant materials, without brewing first. I honestly like the idea of that, trusting the Plant Teachers, without the looooooong procedure of brewing down (perhaps, one of the reasons that I love psilocybin mushrooms so very much). Thumbs up

Say, is the nausea and diarrhea experienced far more intensely this way? And would mimosa hostilis root bark be equally doable in it's raw form? Might it not also be a good idea to briefly brew these medicines, in a cup of water with lemon juice, as one does with herbal teas? I sure do like the notion of embracing a longer and more lasting psychedelic experience, regardless of time being an utter, subjective illusion.

Shine on ever brightly, RS




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The Unknowing
#11 Posted : 4/10/2014 1:29:50 AM

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Rising Spirit wrote:
is the nausea and diarrhea experienced far more intensely this way? And would mimosa hostilis root bark be equally doable in it's raw form? Might it not also be a good idea to briefly brew these medicines, in a cup of water with lemon juice, as one does with herbal teas?


I never get nauseous from Rue at the 3g dose. If I were to rate the initial nausea after drinking the ACRB it would be a 2/10, subsiding within 10-20 minutes. Very manageable. My brews with caapi have been way worse.

I didn't get diarrhea either, never have, in my limited experience.
Nausea has never been a problem for me as deep breathing and being in a slightly elevated position helps it pass within 30 minutes.

Hostillis would probably be a superior choice than ACRB because you won't need to 'eat' 15g of it to get a solid dose. I'd be really careful because the brewing dosage would be alot higher than the amount you'd need to 'eat'. You may be surprised how long it lasts- more like the time-frame of mushrooms.

I have a suspicion that drinking warm brews worsens the nausea. I'm going to try this non-brew method with caapi when my plant matures and I'll let you know if it is a viable option.
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