I know that having your way in a full blown breakthrough is near imposible ..all you can do is observe and learn...
Im used to tripping on traditional stuff like ...LSD .. mescaline...opiated hash..ect...
Im finally feeling my way into DMT space and havent broken through yet but intend to...
Right now..My doses now are small to average and i find that my CEVs on acacia are soo awesome everytime in every vaped experiance!
I find that i can navigate and manipulate my experiances pretty well with my closed eye visuals..[something that is very hard to acheave durring a breakthrough I hear]...
On this trip this afternoon.. durring CEVs I discovered that I can see what ever I want to see just by thinking of it!
I credit this to the way DMT alows one to be very aware and thinking clearly as to what is going on around them..

Todays trip Example ..Durring CEVs..I found myself in a cosmic room that seemed to be floating through space..and the walls in the room began to spin ..[or maybe I was spinning within the room? ]
As the objects around me continued to spin.. I sudenly started observing other images and one looked like a wooden charlie mcarthy puppet...

I quickly noticed the puppets smiling face and observed his eyes..they looked strange...
So at will I focused on this puppet and found I had flown right up to its face..!

Being in front of the puppet that close.. I noticed its eyes looked strange ..as they apeared to have a blazing white light in them. instead of eyes!

I traveled up to the right eye socket and slowly and noticed it contained a spinning galaxy instead of an eye! .

WOW! I thought! as I [DECIEDED]...to entered into the puppets right eye ..and as soon as I went in i sudenly found myself in some other place with awesomly colored fractals flying all over ..
I continued to float through a new space with awesome colors and paterns every where...
While this was hapening I had some great piano music playing..wow what an experiance I thought..and only on an average dose!
I think in my new trips on this dose ill be able to direct the direction of my trip to some extent and that is much like lucid dreaming..a subject ive been studing for years...
Once one turns aware in a normal nightly dream while asleep..they are lucid and can control their dreamscape to some extent..
But the awareness that DMT alows is constant and in some ways superior to lucid awareness durring sleep...
So I find that I can navigate my own DMT experiance durring CEVs to some extent just by using focus on objects that I observe and even create with my own will!
The larger dose experiances may not alow this kind of control...

Hello,

I know what your saying, on the smaller doses I find my trips reflect the state of my mind at that time, hence my name reflection. As you say your trips are heavily influenced by thought, by simply thinking of something it almost appears from nowhere, I cant say I have as much control over my trips as you but they are heavily influenced by current mood and thoughts.

I try going in with and clear my mind now, as to let the spice create the trip rather than my mind interfere. I found music helps with this as it silences the mind when under the influence.

All I can say is when you go deeper you can forget having any control, its if the spice is saying, right youve had your fun now its my time for me to take you on an adventure............

Safe Travels

I definitely get what you mean. On some of my first experiences, I met a lizard-man entity who showed me how to focus my attention wholly on an object or place in order to perceive or navigate. I've been doing it consistently for a while now. Even on big doses and especially with pharma, I can navigate to some extent. Sometimes more than others. It depends on the experience. I have also observed entities interacting with things, each other and even me in the same way you are describing. I've had experiences where an entity has looked at me intensely and changed the whole landscape or the dimensions of the room around so we are in front of each other. The most control i have ever had was a time when i was transformed into a giant red dragon by a shaman looking woman who appeared to me in a trip. Once i had become the dragon, I could traverse the environment with extreme ease. i could even communicate with other entities better. This particular time there was more entities than I could count. i was at some kind of hyperspace party. i had the complete experience of being a dragon too. I could move my tail and wings. Feel the inside skin that attached to the scales as I moved. the whole bit. haha. I'm excited to see what happens when you go for a full dose. Best of luck.

Just wow.. the most control i have had was summoning a beam of light and sort of flew upwards out of my body into outer space. and revealing a white light with a beautiful blue diamond in it.

Funny that you mention a dragon Aleph, in one trip when i was apparently feeling a little down i was granted a rejunivation in less than 5 minutes and felt myself become a dragon for just a second. which was very empowering and raised my spirits by tenfold. Your story is so amazing and moving i can't begin to explain what it does to me. Just awesome. Looking forward to pharma.

Btw, does pharma and lsd mix very well? I haven't tried either but it sounds like a dreaming combination to me.

I've done DMT and LSD together, but not with Pharma. I hear it's wonderful. I find LSD and DMT to be magic together, so I can only imagine. With the addition of LSD, I find the trips take on super over saturated colours. i also seem to remember more of what happens. There is less of a "woos" upon entry since you're half way there anyhow.. I've done it twice and both times were absolutely sensational. The first I did on come down, which brought me right back up and then some. The afterglow was long and euphoric.
The second time I tried it just after I had settled into the peak of the LSD trip and that one went on and on.. haha. but I loved every minute of it. I had an entity guide me through the whole ordeal, constantly asking me if I'd like to continue. When I was about 20 mins in, he asked me once more. Things at this point were fading.
I said yes. haha. Just wanted to keep going forever in that moment. But when I did, a crack opened up in front of me and what i knew to be lower dimensional entities gathered from the other side. Quickly I said I didn't want to proceed and opened my eyes. When I closed them again I could see the crack fading off into a distant black. PHEW!!! haha.

Some say more control is to be had with LSD involved. I don't know. I'd tend to agree based on my limited experience but I'd say there's more involved than just that. One of my experiences was shared with some friends and either of them had the same degree of control that I had. Which is not to say that their experience was any less profound by any means, but it is an interesting point in reference to the original topic. Some people just seem to have a bit more control than others.

I would love to try pharma and LSD together sometime soon too.. I have a good working relationship with both and I think that's really the key. A "dreaming combination" for sure - haha. Anyhow... Happy travels.