Ok so Saturday night around 1:30 AM, so Sunday morning, I took 3g Syrian Rue extract and 800mg of caapi vine extract orally in hot water like a tea (Didn't taste bad at all really) contrary to what I have read here on the nexus.

About an hour and a half later I vaped 13mg of xtals in my GVG. Had a trip that lasted about 20 minutes and was very floaty feeling for the next hour.

Then I vaped 19mg, I had pandora playing on the Beatles station and strawberry fields forever came on during my come up, I LLLLLOOOOOVVVVVEEEEE that song and it made me extremely happy and I got distracted from the trip and forgot to close my eyes and laughed at the way dmt distorted the song until it ended.

Then I remembered I was supposed to be exploring hyperspace so I closed my eyes to see minimal CEV's for ten minutes or so then opened them to melty OEV's for the next hour and a half while I chatted on the nexus chat.

I got some balls this time around and vaped 29mg in the GVG and had a nice-comfortable-loving-deep thought-sub-breakthrough. I opened my eyes to fast changing, colorless CEV's that lasted about 45 minutes.

I sat around and played on the laptop for a bit before my wife texted me that she wanted to cuddle around 6:15 am. So I crawl into bed and snuggle up to my lover and relax and fall asleep.

This is where it got weird.

I dreamt I was back in my apartment before my wife and I got back together last year, it was summer time and everything was hyper vivid and real.

IT FELT LIKE REAL LIFE. I cannot stress enough how unbelievably real this experience was!!!!!

I'm at my apartment sitting on my green faux leather couch getting ready for a party, I decide to smoke some dmt from my GVG, by the way I didn't own a GVG last summer, nor had I had the opportunity to experience DMT yet.

I vape an amount that I weighed out, I don't remember how much now that I think about it, and walk to my bedroom while holding my breathe to lie down for the experience.

I lie down and close my eyes and instantly I am amongst other people (human beings) at the party I was preparing for earlier. I feel like I'm at the peak of a really amazing Molly trip and the party is amazing and the people are great. Something clicks in my brain and suddenly I feel like I'm tripping on a heavy dose of dmt seeing people that are more ghostly than the substantial people in the party. For some reason I pull out my iPhone and start taking pictures of everything I think I'm seein and showing people and asking if they can see it too, which for some odd reason they cannot see the same things I see in the pictures I am taking.


I feel like my soul is about to leave my body, kinda floaty like, I apologize, I feel like I'm not describing it very well.

Anyway, I feel like my soul is about to leave my body and I hear a deep reverberating voice asking me if I want to come. I say hell yeah, spread out my arms like I'm about to fly, and in the ultimate image of a trust fall, I fall backwards into hyperspace and all of a sudden I am inside of what feels like, for reasons I can not explain, a space ship. I'm surrounded by other people who have been invited just like I was and we are all happy and basically walking around inside the "space ship" which felt like it was the size of an enormous city, or planet even.

The entire time the deep reverberating voice can be heard, but not clearly understood, and trying to understand what it is saying feels like you're eavesdropping on a really REALLY personal conversation, and it is extremely embarrassing, so you basically ignore it unless it is talking directly to you, only then can you understand what it is saying.

It tells each of us, I don't know how I know it I just do, that "we are taking you where you want to go" and you really feel like you are traveling the entire time.

Then he tells each of us a different times "Here we are, now do what you did to get on the ship and you'll be where you wanted to go." Like some sort of strange uber-personal, inter-dimensional bus where each of us got off and on at our "stops".

So I throw my arms out wide when it is my turn and I close my eyes and "trust fall" backwards through infinity to..... Some weird construction/mine/job site where I live out a few days of my life and get to know human like entities there and begin a sexual relationship with a female entity.

At some point which wasn't expected, because I forgot, I heard the deep reverberating voice calling me again and instantly, reflexively I "trust fall" backwards through infinity again into the "space ship". I cannot remember the conversations I had with the deep reverberating voice, but at the time they seemed profound and heart felt.

I wander around the ship looking at amazing things that are so far beyond my irreplaceable human way of describing them that I'm not even going to try it now. I'm in awe, I'm at peace, and suddenly, too soon it seems, it's my stop again.

Suddenly something clicks in my brain just before I'm about to do the "trust fall" and I remember that I'm tripping and sort of have this "ah ha" moment where I know what is going on and I think "I can't wait to tell everybody at the nexus about this crazy experience" and the deep reverberating voice tells me " Oh no you aren't, this is your last stop and after this you won't remember any of it after leaving "the ship". I know this to be true as soon as it says it to me. It says "hurry along now, you don't want to be stuck here forever, trust me"

And so I "trust fall" backwards through infinity into my regular daily life and I go to this golf course which I seem to remember dreaming something about once before, and I'm there with my brother and our cousin and I notice they have "good tees" made out of a substance, that when mixed with another substance, reacts extremely violently and explodes spectacularly. So the three of us diced to steal a bunch of them (they were free, so I don't know why it felt like stealing them) and on our way out the gate the police show up en-mass and process to arrest all of us for theft, for some dumbass reason I had about 3g of dmt crystals in my pocket and I get sentenced to thirty-five years in prison, while in jail awaiting to be transferred to prison another inmate attacks my brother and I went ape-shit and literally beat this guys face into a puddle of jelly (which is odd because I am an extremely NON-violent person). So a few days later I'm in prison and my wife comes to visit me and all of a sudden...

...... I wake up in my bed flat on my back, my heart pounding like never before from the extreme intensity and confusion, I start crying and it wakes my wife up and she's like omg what's wrong? And I told her all about going to prison and killing someone and how scared and sad and lonely I was without my wife and our beautiful babies.

I was soo overwhelmed with emotion at having felt that loss and fear, I have never EVER been happier to be in bed in my own house next to the love of my life.

The absolute craziest part about all of this is that I forgot EVERYTHING AFTER I LEFT THE "SPACE SHIP" until about an hour ago when I started writing this.

My mind is at a loss

I'm feeling really really "wierd"

I know that isn't much of an explanation, but I just relived an entire Pharmahuasca? Experience that had apparently been "wiped" from my memory.

Also upon waking up, for the next four hours there was this gigantic "planet-sized" round stone tablet rotating counter clockwise in my closed eyes that was covered in every square inch with strange symbols, some I think I have seen before here on earth. Others were utterly, and I hate to use the word for fear of sounding like a nut-job, Alien.

Well, if you've read this far, I thank you for listening and as always I would love to hear your thoughts.

wow what an interesting story Mimosa_Man thanks for sharing
Dont feel bad i get the same lack of better words for sharing such an experience. fortunatley this community knows perfectly well that our simple human language is just trivial in comparision to the details of hyperspace. I too once had a real life dream of getting arrested with spice,and it is definatley not fun experiencing all the emotions one goes through while getting arrested. just another great reason to wake up and be greatful for life and freedom

This was a great trip report. sounds like a very eye opening journey. Thank you so much for sharing this.

That's a crazy dream. I also get arrested, killed, and most other unfortunate circumstances in my dreams, so it is nice to sit up and enjoy the safety of consensus reality.



Of course it didn't taste bad; you were drinking the extracts. If you had been drinking the teas made from the full plant materials (i.e. syrian rue seeds and caapi vine) I can assure you it would taste much worse than whatever you were drinking.