I stood there standing over the sink, fingers in ears. I was trying to drown out the sound of my buddy throwing up violently. I made it to the end of his upchuck episode, but when he came into the kitchen, It was my turn. I threw up twice and then the painful dry heave of sediment trying to make its way out, without water. My friend was now in the living room, 'oh god' he said, 'its starting'. I was a little confused , I didn't know what he meant by that. but then I remembered just what it was we were doing.
I laid down and noticed the room was getting a little hazy, and I remembered this form smoking extract. I laid there and looked up at the ceiling, quickly the patterns of the paint took on complex geometric shapes that became alive with twists and twirls. We were shedding ourselves, and returning to our roots. Lots of laughter as we drifted along. It was very much like my brain frequency was turned up as the patterns grew more and more intense.
Suddenly all was lost and we found ourselves in that magic head space, all that was our life, what was yesterday and tomorrow was a mere after thought. we began the cosmic dance, a fractaling loop of existence. twice i drifted off into hyperspace, incredible patterns and structures began to be created and destroyed behind my eye lids. when i re-emerged from hyperspace, I was still very much in the magic head space. a voice began to talk to me, It was my voice but it was as if it was a higher self. It asked my questions, very personal questions that i wont get into.
As we were laying there, I felt very cold, I was trembling. my body began to be its own entity. parts would move and shake by themselves, they were dancing to the music, they were happy to be alive. positions other than the fetal were very uncomfortable. my friend began to mumble and breath heavily. the sounds he was making was the exact vibration i was feeling
in my own body. we were connected in this way.
The trip began to draw to a close and we had lots of laughs, It was miss-fire, but it was a darn good one.
Harmala HCL - 100mg in orange juice
Acacia confusa root bark - 7.9g in green tea, taken 30 minutes after harmala, probably threw up 2 to 3g before trip started.
It feels familiar , for good reason.