Hello everyone
First of all I want to say, I'm very excited to be part of the dmt-nexus and to learn from all of you!
I've learned about DMT almost 4 years from now, when I saw the documentary The Spirit Molecule. I had heard the name (DMT) a couple of times before, but never got it explained so I didn't ever looked in to what it was, until a friend told me to see this documentary - and then the search began
It took me a couple of years to find some, and around this time last year, I had my first breakthrough experience! I Actually dont remember much of this experience other than an overwhelming feeling of insecurity of where i was and how i got there. But anyhow I was still amazed by this substance's effect. And through out the last year I have smoked it sometimes without breaking through. I wanted to get comfortable with it first, before breaking through again, wich I did last month.
This was a far greater experience! I actually have troubles remembering the whole experience, but once again I remember this feeling of insecurity, but soon it was followed by me letting go and a feeling of peace taking over my whole body.
The only thing that upsets me a bit, it's that these feelings are actually my strongest memories from my trip. I don't recall much of what I saw and experienced otherwise. Only small beautiful glimps, which I hope to recall a lot more of in the future!
Apart of my fascination with DMT, I have just started extracting it my self, so I can be able to supply my self and feel good about what I do