Hello.
I first heard about DMT from my friend, Col. Mustard, around 8 years ago.
"Dude, it's the wildest thing ever! And it's everywhere, even in the grass!"
I thought LSD and mushrooms were pretty wild. How could it be even wilder? I had to know more.
I read DMT: The Spirit Molecule by Doc Strass. There are like aliens and other dimensions and stuff, what? This sounds even awesomer.
A year or so later me, Col. Must and another friend, Suzy Q, acquired some yellow-orangeish crystals. We were at Suzy's. She went first. She inhaled her dose in a gravity bong made out of a 2L and a bucket. She closed her eyes and after 10 minutes the first thing she said was "Don't do it." What did she see?
Well, I did it. But I didn't hold it in for more than a few seconds. I had very mild closed eye visuals and felt like my body was rotating in three different directions.
A few years later I met DMT again. I wanted enough for trials to make sure I did it right. I ended up holding on to it for another few years. I eventually tried to smoke it in a lightbulb type device. That didn't work at all.
So a few more years after that, I said one day, I'm just going to put the rest of my stash, that was maybe 200-300 mg, in a bong and go for it. I had my most intense DMT experience yet.
I could see shapes and books and walls folding and unfolding in themselves and into other objects. Words seemed to randomly fly through my mind: purple weird elbow think ... A week later I finished the rest of the DMT from that bong: Wow, I'm back at the same place!
I realized I was wasting a lot of DMT so I got a glass vapor genie as recommended by many here on the ol' Nex. I tried hard to find a torch lighter, but could only find ones that had to be manually turned off... that sounded like a healthy dose of disaster. But it seems to me that a plain ol' Bic works well enough, though it maybe requires a bit more control than a torch.
I was going deeper with my first few trials with the GVG. Sometimes I closed my eyes, but I also liked to keep my eyes open and watch how things change and move. A few times I would get up and walk around. Everything just looked so cool! My cieling fan was the most fancinating thing I'd ever seen. These experiences were all very enjoyable. But I was pretty sure that I hadn't broke through. I decided to alter my vaporizing environment.
I turned off the lights. I took three drags form the GVG. And wow, this is somehow more immersive then before. I thought I might have broken through (I realized about 40 minutes later that when you break through, you KNOW you broke through). As I came down I laughed and kept saying, life can't possibly be THIS* good!
So I tried again and I made it! oh. my. i'm god. there it is. everything in all times in all possibilities. holy wow this is really happening. i still know i'm me. i'm aware that i'm holding my pipe and lighter in my hands in my lap. i can't comprehend how the pipe fits together. like it feels like my hands and the pipe are in pieces that aren't connected yet nothing is broken. I decide that it's probably ok and i won't worry about and i'll just focus on the universe in front of me. the vision become more still and starts to dismantle. Ahh, I'm coming down. I think I may have heard voices. I might have seen a skeleton arm outstreched towards me. Those details are fuzzy.
Well that brings us to now. Some things I'm trying to work on are trying to recall more of the experience. I find that the deeper I go, the harder it is to remember. I'm also having issues with the Tao of Rue Extraction after the filtration step.
Hello again.
I'm happy to finally join the Nexus after much lurking.
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