Started smoking weed regularly a bit back, meanwhile doing yoga. This cracked me open, I experienced kundalini, enlightenment, whatever we want to call it. Bliss, nirvana, merged with the God-head (dang I cannot wait to post that experience soon). These occurrences happened with endless syncronicities in between. And lately have been happening like CRAZY> as in 2-3 severe shockingly experiences the past week. Life is extremely naturally psychedelic for me. I can smoke pot, put headphones on, do some breathing, walk outside alone or with my dog and have some full blown pretty nuts experiences. Just in terms of where my consciousness can go.

With the use of only weed now or even not, I can feel "them". Believe me, it blows my mind. I am on the verge of bursting every single day because I can't believe that I walk around aware of this. Veil completely lifted. It's a painful struggle getting some people that are super stuck in the illusion to understand any of this. I love to be alone sometimes just to bask in all of it, existence, my understanding of it, my brain's abilities to do what it F(#*$(#*(# DOES!!!!! It is absurd. But I know, I know.

My MDMA trip had me hallucinating pretty hard. This was very pure and great molly, I took about three finger licks throughout the night and saw Emancipator in concert.

Had a drink and some smokes before, then began. Guys............

I don't even know how to put this, or where to begin. I saw things, I saw everything. I was in power.

In power.

My energy, I was so strong, my inner vibration was extremely strong amongst this spurt of people.

This wasn't a time to get sweaty and dirty and slutty and messy. I was my perfect self, feeling love in a way I never have before. Not a cheesy, gushy, stupid love. But the understanding and importance of what this all means. Our lives. Mean while Emancipator is crushing some beautiful songs, musician and I lock eyes and I realized. I understood. Just about everything.

First of all - Infinity is in us. You can choose to claim the kingdom inside OR never choose to activate that part of your brain and thinking. It don't matter, those of us who know- know.

I understood I am extremely connected, I was important. I'll flat out say it. I connected to the man on stage I realized how the force in us IS THE SAME IN ALL OF US. It flows through. God takes whatever form is appropriate to you.

I realized this man was basically tailor made to do what he does, make music. That goes for all musicians who have made it in history. We are all Gods babies. It showed me the severity of everything. Everyone was in this crowded packed place, intoxicated, raging, partying, getting rowdy, tripping out. And I realized how fragile (rrealized this too on LSD) we are. Our bodies, psyches, emotions. All of us in a man made built venue. Bodies. Flowing veins.

This is a bit hard to type I am so feeling good off that wine and weed combo but,

I hallucinated entities floating around stage. It was giving me information telepathically. I was just watching in utter and complete awe while moving my body effortlessly but not too crazily to the music and lights.

I understood so much, it told me so much. I saw pillars, and lights, energies, it was showing me that life here is a process and I will go there when it's done. My family was somehow pretty involved in this part of the teaching, they have been for just about every trip of mine with a new drug which I think makes sense.

That THEY made all of this possible. I wish I could describe better. Just wait until I say what happened after the venue OMG. OMG. OMG. Basically we are naive to the fact that what is occurring on planet Earth is extremely X TREMELY important. We are oblivious to this fact day to day because we ARE it. You ARE the creation.

Believe me, I have completely annihilated myself HOWEVER I must say I feel sad sometimes when people try to shut themselves off. As if they SHOULD seriously be nothing. As I am getting older I realize this isn't really what "they" would want of us? Obviously, who knows - everyone has a different way. But what you are is beautiful, you have likes, thinks that have made you tick in the past. Most of all..... MOST OF ALL

You can feel. I will say it folks, it's been a year almost since my intense shroop trip where I saw/felt/was/ God and I learned I am here to feel, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. ANd I can feel anything. We are evrything. And nothing. But seriously, you aren't the lake or the fish in it. You are the human who can grasp the ENTIRETY of it all. *play dramatic violin sound*

HAHA...

I think it my be an issue, but if it is I never want it to depart, everyday I FLIP the hell out at merely being alive. It's beautiful but also confusing. I am not like other people. Such a rarity. It's so awesome.

EVeryone on this site, reading this, absorbing anything from this site. It is a beautiful thing. I believe we were brought together. YOu have to be a deep person to be here, to do this, it's an intense long ass confusing BOTTOMLESS journey. We are warriors! Ha.

HOWEVER, time and time again, I realize the true true true truest truth ---

IT's the now. It is this life, sober. Use the drugs as the tool. Wow, what a blessing that is. To ingest something from our earth and be able to have this experience. I shake to my core at the possibilities. Someone needs to catch me because I am going to fall.

My body can pick up a glass of water and drink it, all of ours can. Your cells feel content at the superfluous flow of H2o. Look at this complex machine of a thing that YOU have to assume responsibility for, you have to fuel it, provide it, enchance it, train it, OMFG. seriously....

I wish, in my fantasies, please don't judge me but I have fantasized many times about all of us in a room. I guess it would have to be a rather large room. but ALL OF YOU, ALL OF US. to be together, to discuss these things. I know I am onto answers, I know it. All of us are. This is an advancement in anything we have known. Geniuses are amongst us.

Later in the MDMA trip -------

IT was all a cartoon, while going to bed my thoughts circulated IN REAL LIFE. As if the same entity forms I saw earlier on stage was my mind at the current moment expelling it out in the AIR.

My friend in the bed, we dreamt the SAME thing that night. But neither of us really slept. We were somewhere else and it was the same place. I feel though, honestly, that it was me who dragged him into mine or something.

I was a jester, I could imagine anything I wanted imagine, so easily, and it would HAPPEN! I felt nothing but love for my family, but realized how INTENSE this was.

and that we were all like physical make up sentient things living in this thing for NOW. this thing being this 3 d reality. the real place is in your mind.

collective consciousness.

when you die, you go through that door alone. it isn't about you and any of them. as in humans.

it's about you and your highest self, you and the source, you and the force.

thing of all that you can do right now. the SIMPLE things. Cover yourself in the blanket and float into the comfort of whatever the hell your body is. Night folks. As i said... Wine.......

And

Weed.....

lovely combo. At least I got this out. <3 love and gratitude.

I was shown I was important and I believe it.

What a great trip report, I had a similar experience. And I had a few great MDMA trips I saw everything so clearly, everything was connected, it is happening, here we are, and this is it. And we're all part of it, and we are it, and it is us. But one question, what's the "They" you are talking about?

i see dead people...

pure mdma + weed definitely takes you to places, I refer to it as a pink mathematical room kinda like the dome but different and not so clear.

MDMA hallucinations to me are typified as landscapes that seem to pulsate with the rhythm of the music while each element spins, flips and morphs into other configurations and patterns. Its usually brief but very enjoyable and definitely triggered by cannabis.

Awesome replies people, thank you! Can people keep typing their hallucinations on MDMA, what is was like for them? I want more, more!!

Basically, to put it in the simplest terms possible, I feel that we are all God's children. I hate throwing that word around because it is just a human word and the concept behind it is ineffable so it's a bit absurd. But I realize it's the same force working through and in and out of ALL OF US. We are their creation. There's a kingdom that exists, it's of thought, of conciousness, call it the fourth dimension or call it the collective consciousness i really i have no idea. but I know this.

It hit me on LSD as I looked in the mirror (hell no was I going to shy away from that. FAAACEEEE THEEE BEAUTIFUL BEASTESS!) - I understood OMFG what is going on here, in me, is OCCURRING IN 7 billion other little worlds. We really are just the universe experiencing itself and living out this beautiful awesome play type cartoon by doing our roles. Your role is beautiful. Love it.

I hated myself for so long, it's so sad. But now I know!!! I needed all of that. Because obviously with only truly despising yourself, being in a funk of severe depression, anxiety, what have you - can the very exact opposite happen. Life has changed so much from 2013 to 2014. It was about this time last year that all of this started happning. I am so interested to see where it will lead, I cannot wait. I send good vibes to all of you. Even though we seem worlds away, we are rare. We know. We know.

Think of how many people are oppressed in this world, they will never find the way. But we did. People who are brainwashed by their leaders. We did it. You are all beautiful souls, directly connected to the source. Love you all. Sweet dreams tonight.

We are not separate from the big bang! This is mind blowing. We all just forget how important it is to be alive, some people never realize. I had a heart attack (not literally) on my first major psychedelic experience because I realized. I woke up instantly, it was such a shock. I found it in my early twenties, I cannot imagine anyone finding out NEVER, or when they're super old. Obviously to each their own, I don't know. I feel very fortunate. I remained open my whole life and it led me to where I am now.

I realize it's all a game, we are characters. This is a cosmic PLAY. We will never know, never know OH so much because WE ARE IT.

WE ARE IT.

YOU ARE IT.

YOU.
YOU.

The experience is going on in you. It's all that. I understand the emphasis on the external world, of course it is important. But if everyone just focused on mastering the inner kingdom. The world would be different.

Mastering the inner kingdom! Funny joke right?!

Right.

I learned infinity was inside of me, I can tune in now. I am undergoing a complete kundalini awakening right now and i'll be honest guys it is intense. I feel I can't tell anyone about this, it's all between me and

Them.

yes, them.

This is helping to vent.

My body feels these days as if it could levitate. Been eating less and well. aka fasting. yoga, weed, it's tapping me into that place non stop. I can feel when people think about me.

This place is so beautiful, I get wrapped up in that other place too.... need I mention it?

But then I remember, wow. A human body. The grass to roll in, this rain that falls. Damn! I will miss the rain so much when I am gone.

Do we understand the severity of never again? This finite life, makes it so intense.

I will miss this so much when I die. But for now, I am here. Master it, master all.

Thank you for letting me open up here. You are all amazing. AMAZING. I cannot say it enough. I would not be where I am today. I could list about 25 users on here off the top of my head that I have gained IMMENSELY from!!

Goodnight world, it is time to drift away to that place of sleep where I can imagine anything.

IMagination! What an underrated thing huh?

I am convinced we have trillions of hidden human talents. Tune into them! I am starting to.

I am starting to understand anything. Anything is everything. Since all is infinity. You can do anything. In the place of no-time, in the place of mind.

You have a beautiful mind, thank you for sharing it with us.

R u sure it was pure mdma. Ive took alot of good lab tested mdma and never had any visuals like that. Floating in an out of body connecting with people waves of euphoria. Idk entitys from mdma sounds like an rc to me could be wrong though. I had halos around lights but never full on visuals i suspect a psilocin analougue possibly mixed with mdma as i said ciuld be wrong though just my two cents. I reccomend getting a test kit to verify things especially mdma aka molly.

Possibly even powder nbome which im sure would be active licking off fingers at high doses which it sounds like you ingested of some hallucinogen other than mdma how long did it last may help to better determine if there where adulterants.