So Nexians, I will start by saying I've had tremendously difficult time over the past 2 days. It all started when I brought some spice over to my buddies house. I was very hesitant about entering hyperspace (as usual). My buddy no so much. He was ready. I took a small hit from the GVG and barely lifted off. I didn't want to lift off. I was worried about something. I was uncomfortable. After inhaling the vapor, i found myself unable to express myself. I was just in the presence of my long time best friend but I couldn't talk. I felt reclusive. The next day I went home and decided to hit the GVG again. I did not blast off. Just got a head buzz going. Then it started...

This head buzz lasted way to long. I felt extremely dizzy. My thoughts were all over the place. I had difficulty concentrating. Things did not seem right. I usually come down nice after hitting the GVG but this just lasted forever. I decided to take a melatonin and call it an early day. I went to bed. I woke up later and still felt a little off. I went out to a bar with my GF. I did not speak to her the entire night at the bar. She thought I was being a bump on a log. I didnt tell her what I had done. We went home. The next day I went into work.

While at work i was walking around, and then it started. My dizziness came on. It came on so strong that I could barely walk. My perception of my physical body was off. It was difficult just to put my hands in my pocket to grab something. I couldn't think straight. I felt I was under attack by something. I decided to just let whatever was going to happen, happen and ride this dark wave out at work and hopefully it would go away. I started breathing exercises. The intensity kept getting worse. I ran outside and called my GF. I told her what I had done, and what was going on with me. I started to panic. I work in a field where I am expected to be able to perform under high stress situations with grace. There was no way I would be able to even talk to anyone. I went back inside and tried relaxing. My heart rate was 120, blood pressure 180/100. Someone saw me and i explained I was having a panic attack. I felt like I was about to enter hyperspace at work. I don't know what was going on. I started feeling like I was being pulled into a void. I felt disconnected from everyone and everything. I called my supervisor and decided to go home. My partner said I looked like hell. I left my car at work. My gf picked me up and took me home.

The dizziness was so intense. I felt incredibly awkward. I don't know whats going on. My buddy says he doesn't feel this way. I think its just me. I wish I could describe the terror and panic of what I went through. My mind is still garbled. I hope that the next time I go into work, this doesn't happened again. I cant afford to go home. I cant afford to smoalk spice anymore. If this is what its going to do to me, I have to drop it completely. I don't know whats going on. The wave i experienced was RELENTLESS! It lasted a good 5 hours. Help Nexians.

Sounds like a panic attack to me.

My advise don't smoke dmt anymore its not doing you any good right now.
If the panic attacks come back seek professional help.

Take care, and remember you will not be puled back to hyperspace out of nothing.

i agree, i did panic. however, i began having trouble even putting my hand into my pocket to pull out my phone. I would touch the back of my head, and it felt like the sensation neural perception timing was off. It was hard to tell where my hands were physically as well as the rest of my body. I've had some intense panic attack, but this was turning into an actual trip. with everything said, i am putting down DMT for good. Some people can't hang. I am one of them.

Did you bp come down?

What tek did you use?

Your writing is pretty clear and coherent.

If you can, call out sick at work for a few days. Get the panic of having to go to that environment out of the equation.

Turn of the phone for the day but tell your bf and gf.

Some Valerian tea or some other kind of relaxing tea. Soft music, maybe a relaxed bath followed by a cold rinse.

If your bp is not down go to the doctor.

Time heals everything.

Sending healing vibes your way!

Sounds to me like you are mixing your panic attack in with the thought that something went wrong with smoking DMT. Often times panic attacks can be manipulated by your thoughts. I have had more than a few panic attacks that took on the symptoms of what I started to think was going on at the same time. Like a heart attack, severe illness or disease ect.

Its a lot like being a hypochondriac. You may not be one your self, but that is what you were doing this time. I know exactly what its like having so much fear going into hyperspace that it carries on with what you think are psychedelic effects happening when none should be. When its really just you freaking yourself out.

I did STB tek, MHRB, naptha. My first few hits of spice went very well.

I still feel foggy in the mind today. I am waiting to see if i get the intense dizziness. I feel about 80% baseline right now. Just as long as i don't go back. Could have been panic, but it was so intense. I've had panics before and never had it to where i couldn't' even drive. I was so out of it. My blood pressure and everything returned to normal. Its just a heavy light headed-ness that I'm feeling today. Hope this goes away and my mind clears up.

I remember i was sitting down and i started breathing deeply trying to control the dizziness. Then it just kept amplifying and soon there was nothing i could do. I asked my partner for the day if he thought I was ok to work. He said I looked pretty shaken up. Maybe some exercise will help. I'm a gym junkie so maybe i can clear this with some good healthy exercise.

I am now wondering if I may have had an episode of Serotonin Syndrome.

A lot of the descriptions are what I experienced.

My hands were sweating, I had to take off my undershirt from being so hot, i had mental confusion, shivering, tachycardia, increased blood pressure.

What did you take that could have caused serotonin syndrome? That would require an maoi or taking some sort or antidepressant with serotonin supplements or something like that.

Well Nexians, today I woke up very dizzy, went to the gym....and it seemed to help a little bit, but i continued in a very dizzy spell. My mind was unfocused. I found this website, and realized, i experienced almost ALL of the neutral or negative effects. (i believe the DMT is different from the spice i smoked, however, the effects were exactly what I experienced from MHRB via STB tek i used)

http://www.erowid.org/ch...cetoxy_dmt_effects.shtml

Anyways, I feel 95% myself right now. The only thing I did today was, workout, come home and relax, and have sex with my girlfriend. Maybe that's all I needed? Who knows....my advice Nexian's. Start working out and get a girlfriend. I am going to have to put all drugs behind me as I do not believe my brain and psychology can handle the intensity of these substances. Although I would have liked to have gone to Hyperspace, my sanity and ability to function in the earthly realm is far more important. Thank you all. God bless.