So I apologized to my spice and promised to treat it with the proper respect it deserved.

I loaded a bowl with 20mg and vaped a small-medium hit. I started to get scared I was gonna be hyper slapped again and then it started. Extreme anxiety entities yelling at me literally SLAPPING me with energy bolts. I cried and apologized more down on my knees. That trip only lasted about two minutes.

Half an hour later I worked up the courage to vape the rest of the 20mg I had previously loaded. 2 massive hits later and I am saying in my head " I apologized I respect you now. Please show me what you want me to see." Over and over I thought this while staring at a collage of beautiful twisting colors (I had my eyes shut).

All of a sudden I'm in a bright white room and there are all sorts of strange sounds and I feel like I am surrounded by "people" waving their hands in front of my closed eyes. I feel like the sound/music is their voices welcoming me and thanking me for finally coming to see them, even though I couldn't see them.

The only thing I could discern was some sort of a metallic/clear/white liquid, it flowed around all over the place. I was amazed and dumbfounded at how easy it had been to finally break through.

I didn't pay attention to much, but before I came back to my body completely I asked " why do we always forget how we. Are connected to you?" To which I was answered "that's just how humans are, you've all got too much going on to focus on the minute things in your life, but we're constantly connected. You don't need "dmt" to come and be with us just focus and will it to happen and you will be here. You're always here and we are always there. Everything is everything else all at the same time. I am you you are me and we are all each other. You will see. Come back soon."

I spent the next half hour watching my roof dance for me while I thought about all of the love and joy I had just experienced. I can't wait to go back there.

Thank you everybody for the encouraging words. I didn't think I would ever be able to let go and break through :-) I owe my success to you guys and to DMT showing me the right way.

Great experience.
What do you mean when you say you were dumbfounded at how easy it was to break through? You mean you had your part in it with some kind of effort (or lack of it)?

I hope some day I'll be able to get there too. Have tried to smoke yesterday through my VG but with no success. After 45 min I tried again with a normal crack pipe and this worked better, but I didn't go further then the pattern door like I always do.

I must have done something wrong with the VG and the crack pipe was really uncomfortable to smoke with.

Am thinking of investing in a GVG.

good stuff Mimosa_Man, I knew you would get there , now it get really wierd


its a good choice, that or a nice glass bong will do you proud.

I don't have a VG but will the ceramic filter screw onto a regular bowl on a bong? if so you can make a make shift GVG with that filter screwed onto a small glass bong, I think it would be essentially the same thing but would be cheaper.

That is a great idea. I have no idea if it will fit onto a bong, but it's definitely worth a try. Thanks for the great tip!

Sounds nice. i Wonder if you had some maoi in youre system since it lasted so long.
I just got freed from my preflight anxiety myself. The spice is much more enjoyable now

if it fits can you let me know, cheers

Sure will!

Almost all of my trips from my own extractions have lasted abnormally long, someone said I might have got lucky with my MHRB and it may contain "betacarbolines"?

Well prior to this breakthrough, every time I would smoke and close my eyes I felt like I couldn't breathe, this time that didn't happen, one minute I'm watching the pretties and the next I'm in a room. I had no sensation I traveling there only that I didn't have a body, but I wasn't concerned about it.

Before you try to beak through again, sit quietly for a half an hour and just think happy loving thoughts. As you are taking your hits have a mantra inside your head think "show me what I need to see" just keep repeating that in your head, I think that may have been the defining difference in me breaking through.

The crack pipe is extremely uncomfortable but it is what I have been using.

Good luck :-)

I like that idea, will definitely try it next time! Not so sure when that will be though since I don't have a lot of dmt left.

Extraction time ;-)

A twenty dollar plastic bong and strong sticky changa mix, just spice on caapi, is all you need for predictable breakthroughs. Just dose high and rip and hold hard, you won't be there to exhale. When I gave up on smoking crystals I stopped having failed takeoffs. Best tip I found in the smoking section here. GVGs are great but unnecessary (my $0.02 if it helps). Great trip reports btw, you have admirable humbleness and determination.

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Thank you. I'm only waiting on my caapi leaves so I can make some changa, but it is next on my list.