Hi all, I need to relate some of my recent dmt experiences.
I have fallen in love with this substance for starters.
Its hard to know where to start, I have been experimenting etc etc, I have had my dmt speak to me several times.
During one extremely high dose trip I was sitting on the floor of my bathroom and noticed in the pattern of the tiles the clear image of a dark haired beautiful woman watching me as I was taken by the flow. For some reason I decided to call this person/entity to me. So in my mind I stated "Come to me" to this beautiful woman. The trip continued to its conclusion and I gave no more thought to the episode.
During a subsequent journey I was using a candle to help with lighting my changa, I finished the dosing and blew out the candle, I marveled for a second at the beautiful shape the smoke of the blown out candle made, then I turned away and put my bong etc away, when I turned back to the candle it was alight again with an incredible halo of patterned coloured light around it and it was singing a kind of song, like it was trying to tell me something, I sat and listened to this incomprehensible sound and thought on how beautiful the dmt experience can be.
A few days later I had just finished a smoke and was going to the lounge room to relax, suddenly I was seized by something and laid flat out on my back, its hard to explain but one second I was walking and the next I was on my back completely unable to move, but I didnt fall down, I was taken hold of physically and laid on my back. Looking up I could see a truly spectacular and astonishingly beautiful pearl white light radiating from the light in the ceiling, it was like it was raining down upon me and there was an intricate pattern within this light. It was a startling experience but not really frightening. After several minutes I was able to move again and the light had gone. I felt like I had been thoroughly examined and analyzed, but there was no feeling of malevolence or badness to it, more like it was curiosity and a sense of questioning to it. There was also a distinctly feminine feel to the entity that did this to me.
A day or so later I was having a smoke, I was in my bathroom and was going to have a shower, I like to have a dmt hit before my shower. I was sitting on the floor in my boxers, having just taken the hit when everything changed, my mind was taken hold of and I started to fall forward, then I was roughly seized hold of, my boxers were stripped from my body and I was forced into position similar to what the faithful assume when praying, that is I was put on my knees and bent forward with my elbows and forearms on the floor and my head pressed to the floor, this after having been stripped naked. I felt an overwhelming sense of anger directed at me by what felt to me to be a male entity. The understanding I felt was that I was being punished for summoning the female entity that I saw in my previous vision, I believe that the female was the first entity that had seized me and shined the beautiful light on me a day earlier. I was stunned and afraid, and my wife must have heard something because she came to the bathroom asking if I was ok, I said I was fine, though I was far from it at that point. I started frantically explaining in my mind to this person? that I meant no harm and was not intending any harm to anyone, that I really just wanted to learn and did not know what I had done. After a while I was released again feeling as if I had been read like a book. I think maybe this person was the father of the female being I had summoned inadvertently. Its all so strange and hard to get my head around.
The next day I was frightened to have a smoke as I was convinced I was going to be snuffed out like a candle, but I took hold of courage and smoked again, before I had even finished the smoke the changa in my stash jar stood up like a snake and said in a clear and frightened voice "He is coming" I then felt an incredible pressure of attack within my head, I kind of I dont know steeled my mind and everything around me started to dissolve, I was babbling in my mind that I was not trying to hurt anyone, and in a flash of understanding I realized that these entities thought I was trying to bind the female entity to me in the way that evil sorcerers do, I repeated again I meant no harm, that I was a person of love and would never seek to dominate anyone. I think I must have been believed because all pressure released and everything solidified again. It was scary and hugely profound.
Looking at what I have written it seems so unbelievable, but truly this is what has happened. I have more to this story to tell but must go now, I will try and finish the whole thing off soon, but for now Im gone.
Comments and insights would be welcome.

First thought in my head was of the micro machine guy, talking really really fast.

Some interesting experiences there! Would be better with separated paragraphs
Have you been smoking it on a daily basis it sounds like a classic hypersplap to me.

You say you are married. Could this be some sort of guilt at feeling love for this entity? Guilt manifesting itself as an authoritative power?
If there are such higher intelligent beings do you not think they would be able to tell the difference between a powerful being akin to a sourceror and us monkeys?

Sorry about the paragraphs thing, I try and it doesn't seem to work.
These are definite physical experiences, I generally keep eyes open for most journeys.
There is no guilt, my wife is use to me loving mind altering substances.
I have had another physical encounter, this one was rather aggressive, again I was stripped naked and tied up like a slaughtered pig, my wife experienced this as it happened to me, she was screaming and frantic while I was thoroughly mentally strip searched, I wasn't hurt just examined I guess. My wife has since had that memory suppressed, or the trauma has suppressed it for her.

As crazy as it sounds I had one of the entities fall in love with me, its the only way I can describe it, in the midst of dmt cev's they have changed into what I can only describe as visual kisses, bright reds and pinks and lip shaped, and this entity has warned me every time I have had the physical experiences, this entity has a green dragon like pet that has come to my bedroom, nibbling on my hand like a playful puppy.

This all sounds so unbelievable but I swear that it is truly what has happened, I am never taken to another place when I journey, always my visuals occur within my home surrounds, regardless of how much I take I never go to other realms.
I am an experienced psychonaut and never lose contact with my physical reality, I always keep a sense of myself regardless of how much of anything I take, so I am sure these things have truly physically happened.

There is more to this story but I cant put it down atm, but will soon, family calls

I just posted recently somewhat regarding this. I have a "them" also. I saw him for the first time swirling in the bathroom carpet while I was losing my grips on reality. It's distinct features as well but not like it would be in our 3D reality. It is clearly a She and a He and the outlines either ingrained in my mind, or flowing through things surrounding my home as well. I'm not crazy either, nor making it up - just stating it all exactly as it happened.

They weren't nobodies, they were Gods to me because I felt like an ant in comparison to their power. A child getting taught lesson after lesson. Telepathically communicating.

I had never seen myself like that, my truest rawest emotion unleashed. Every wall I had ever built was obviously obliterated. They showed me just how beautiful it all is, how important it all is. They showed me the truth to it all, the truth to my existence. That it's all me! And "thank you" over and over again while sobbing. and "I know now, I remember now" times one hundred.

That day will never leave my mind. I think about it everyday.

My theory is that each human psyche has this, we're all connected to a place. The source, the dimension and reality that's not here. They take on whichever form suits you/is appropriate for you.

But how is it so exact? Mine looked like religious figures. Also the whole vibe of ancient church glass stained windows. I don't think these externally are in my carpet. I know it's me, but they are through me, or they are me, each day I try to get to the bottom of this.

I understand yet I am so far from understanding.

Daparadox.

Insane story, maybe cut down using DMT so often. I went through a phase when I was smoking a lot every day and was having negative experiences with scary bad entities.

But I only smoke once a day normally. I cant smoke at all anymore because I have an octopus entity in my head that blocks me from any dmt effects unless I have ridiculous amounts, I dont know if there is a dangerous amount to have but the amount I need to get any visuals is off the planet. And when I have these amounts it seems like the entities I experience seem shocked at the amount of dmt I have taken.

Paragraphs wouldn't be a luxury...

You smoke everyday? I don't want to disapprove nobody or anything but do you balance it with working out in the gym or something? I love smoking weed everyday, but mentally I cannot do it if I don't balance it with sports or being active during the day.

I have done DMT sessions that are a few to eight hours long, but it wouldn't come up in my mind to smoke it everyday. Just because its such a powerful molecule..... your consciousness, your body and the molecule deserve great respect.

Smoking DMT everyday, if a person is not sick, is a sign they want to escape normal life, which you shouldn't because life is beautiful.

I'm not one to tell other people how to live their lives, but I certainly share this sentiment, and smoking DMT on a daily basis doesn't seem healthy. I've recently cut back on cannabis because I haven't been balancing it in my life properly, and I'm prone to abuse.
If you're smoking DMT everyday you most likely are not processing and integrating fully and you continue to have bad experiences involving these entities as a result.

I can certainly relate to needing an escape from everyday life, it can be extremely difficult dealing with these "people" around us. But I'd suggest something like meditation or even just another solitary hobby where you can be alone with your thoughts.

I do hope you can find some peace with these entities and with the molocule.
Good luck on your journeys

Before finishing your post, I had the feeling you were smoking a lot. You can use it however you see fit. That is your choice tho it may not be wisest. To enjoy a smoke before a shower and such seems too far. It is to powerful, and if you do not respect it, it will disrespect you. This is what seems to be happening from my point of view. Try to cut back please for your own good and well being. After a break you will see it will welcome you back.