UPDATED March 2014:
I had the breakthrough with changa that I have been preparing for. Thank you all here, my life is changed and your words are a big part of that. In the days following my breakthrough I reconsidered my life, and the people in my life that are important to me. I have four best friends, three of whom I have taken journeys with. I am so lucky and blessed to have them, and I thought of the following explanation as to why they are so perfect for me and my support network is complete with them. I hope this makes sense, I felt I had to share it and I consider it the new me, so it is an introduction of sorts!
Let me say, when I came back, I felt myself enter my body through the crown chakra and I was in the room with two of my friends but I felt we were one entity. It wasn't scary or confusing, we just were one. This realization is what changed me forever. It was real for me, as obvious as any thought I have ever had and explains everything for me, every religion, every ideology, every possible scenario in life. Nothing else matters. It is so simple.
Thank you again, my friends, much love, one love.
LIGHT
At the center of this existence, it is everything and nothing, all of us and each of us and none of us. My light is now lit, and it cannot be extinguished. I am LIGHT. My existence contains each of the four elements, in wonderful balance with each other at this time and not fully aware of how each interact within me and impact my journey on a daily basis. I love them each dearly, uniquely, individually, and collectively; and I believe I am loved by each in the same way. They are all part of my LIGHT, each of them knows this, and are supportive of my journey.
FIRE
Fire is the passion, the love, the desire, burning hot and getting hotter every day. FIRE has expanded my mind in ways I thought not possible. FIRE is my love of all that is and all that could be, the known and the unknown. FIRE is learning with me and often I think beyond me, bringing each other along as best can be done. FIRE understands the mysticism, synchronicity, and energy that I have experienced and brings new thoughts as we develop and mature our ideas of these concepts together.
WATER
WATER isn’t sure what final form it will take, and how it fits into this world or my LIGHT. Water is cautious, worried about where to belong, worried about how to exist, and worried about staying on this realm for others. WATER is feeling the gravity of life pulling WATER into the crevices and unseen cracks of life, so much that WATER isn’t even sure where it fits into the existence.
WATER is my permanence, my sustenance, and my anchor to this world. WATER is currently fluid, but may one day become SOLID and never experience the GASEOUS state, or may choose to join the adventure……………………..my words since the breakthrough have certainly sparked the interest.
WIND
WIND is a force that is beyond my comprehension, and one that doesn’t recognize itself or the power that it contains. WIND is predictably unpredictable, and can be a bit scary at times in becoming its own worst enemy, rushing itself into a frenzy like a cyclone and being out of control of its own force. WIND is pure and loves EARTH, without EARTH the WIND would be lost entirely.
EARTH
EARTH is the soul guide that found me when I didn’t know I needed to be found. EARTH is a lover of everything, and is perfect balance to WIND, eternally. EARTH is a model of love and perfection in thought and action, pure and humble, beautiful inside and out. EARTH weeps at the beauty of experiences.
At the center of this existence, it is everything and nothing, all of us and each of us and none of us. My light is now lit, and it cannot be extinguished.