Thank you, the lurking I've done tells me I won't be disappointed with this forum. I take it a lot of people don't use the SEARCH feature before asking questions? Just a hunch
And sorry about the slip up, I can sometimes forget my etiquette as I am not used to this topic being discussed over the internet.
While my background experience may seem unimpressive to the objective observer, I like to remember two things when it comes to psychedelics, the first being that it is different for everybody, and the other that there is a limit to observe. I can only do so much without risking permanent mental trauma, a lesson learned through more than enough bad trips, and I respect that fact above all else. Therefore, I'm quite apprehensive when it comes to this activity, because I've become sensitive to a darker experience. But if I keep calm, carry water, and remember to breathe, I do just fine.
My first DMT experience was a bit unfortunate, I feel, because I was woefully unprepared, and the setting was less than desirable. I had only ever tripped on acid twice before, while experiencing zero visual distortions, and I was about to try mushrooms for the first time when a friend of a friend offered me a hit. His explanation gave no indication for what was about to happen, and when the smoke cleared I learned what it would look like if a wormhole opened up in the trees before me. Something something something, I don't remember, and I'm coming back to see the clouds have assumed every color and birds were falling from the sky, only to become cats and run off into the night. Then that calmed down and I never even felt the mushrooms affect me, I was so rattled. I did enjoy it, and still look back on it with fondness, but my recent experimentation revealed that I wasn't ready to truly appreciate it.
Before reconnecting with Demetrius (is that an acceptable pseudonym for DMT? I've grown fond of it), I've had a number of psychedelic adventures. With each trip, I gain another look into the world that lies just a few chemicals away, and I discover something new every time. I also gain tenfold the questions. What is reality? How do we distinguish real and imaginary? Does it matter if it's real or not? I feel like there are a thousand answers to these and every other question I have, and none of them will satisfy me entirely, but to not seek them out seems sadder than ignoring the truth.
That's basically it, leaving out trip reports and other stories I usually throw in, but to include all that is getting tedious these days, at least for one post, so I'll save them for other threads. Until then, thanks for the welcome, and I do hope I enjoy my stay.