Hi guys,

Chvro here, thanks to those who run this nexus and those who contribute with vast information, without it, it would be very hard to trek down a spiritual experience without ethogens apart from meditation haha.

Well how did it all start, you get the urge to know yourself from within I guess and start looking for answers, me and my uncle were pretty spiritual from young ages and always seeked more than just the indoctrinated knowledge, we felt as though we were the same being but just in a different vessel.

One evening when we were much older he gave us a call and told me about how he ordered some ayahuasca, and also that it just arrived so that evening that was the two of us at my house meditating and preparing for the journey.

This was my first time dealing with a physcadelic substance (DMT), not actually knowing what was fully in it at the time, just having the knowledge that it was a very spiritual/sacred ritual drink of the Amazon, Peru and surrounding tribes, to cleanse the body and spirit of negative energy and such. And so we both had our drinks...

The experience I had on ayahuasca was so beautiful, there is no language to describe how it really is. I first started to feel this big warm wave of gentleness wrap around me as it was coming on and I remember saying to myself, "Whooaaa what is this??" And then the whole experience, I felt every single emotion (positive vibes) you could ever think of x100,000,000. It was absolutely intense!
But not to mention the purging part hahaha but from that moment on I dwleved to seek the understanding of this consciousness.

About a year later I got in touch with one of my good friends back from school again and he was living with a few mates also, he also mentioned his friend provided the ultimate ethogen, divine moments of truth. And here I was onto my second experience into the cosmos.


The experience of DMT, now this, truly has no language to describe the experience.. Every time I go in, I find myself saying "Wow!.. What is this language?" as if I would never be able to wrap my head around it forever, over and over again. It is as if it can only be perceived within your spirit in that 'space'.

I usually have 2 experiences I normally go to when I have DMT. One is where if I am by myself lying outside in nature looking at the stary sky I become one with everything again and feel the emmense consciousness of emotion. I then end up going to (or should I say 'able to finally see again' the room where I am greeted by entities, not any specific features but they all look like shadows or so for now and I then walk around or am taken to different sceneries and rooms. The environmental light goes from amber to a dark navy blue depending on room and I always end up being left lying on a driveway at a house under the sun in the amber lighting saying don't go as I come back to earth, but the feeling of when I go there is that I remember everything, and when I say everything it's as if you have been there all along, but have just become 'aware' of it again.

My second is whenever I'm with my uncle, the one who provided me my first experience, I always tend to go to a different place, not the waiting room full of entities or such but just ripped out of existence itself. Every time I go into DMT when I'm with him I always ask myself "What is this place? What is this language?" and am just simply astonished at what I am experiencing. Everything around me becomes, how would I say, non existent.. My whole memory about this 'life' of my time being spent here on this earth just flies out the window. It really does just feel like all these years I have lived seems to only feel like 1 second and zips through my memory as fast as the others I experience before it haha. Every time this happens I experience every single life I have ever lived, past and future, in an instant for a good 10-15 mins or so, being shown unimaginable things and knowledge, also just forgetting about everything about this world and this life. When I come back to this realm it all seems so fake that we live life like this when we get to experience being one. Truly is amazing what you learn within that space.

We always joke around saying we all must be the humblest guys if we have access to this (within the pineal gland) and such and still want to live our life on this plane haha but we all know we are here for a reason.

But as they say, it goes as quickly as it comes. Memory of the trip becomes very hard to explain and to just get the wording of it out becomes impossible, but I know this is all just for yourself to know and learn from as each has their own experience and lesson to be learnt.

But that's all I had to say, just wanted to introduce myself to all you great people and to thank you for all your guys vast knowledge that's within here.

Without it, alot of us wouldn't be where we are now so I am deeply grateful.

Namaste,

Chvro

Whoaaaa...that sounds really cool. Thanks for sharing. I can't wait to get there (my last attempt flopped )

Thanks Lotus, aww unlucky on that one I always use the sandwich method, with a bit of marijuana and spice within a buckie (bucket bong) I find it hits harder and instantly for me, usually one pull and I'm out travelling hahaha

Wishing you luck for your next trip!