Ok so, about two months ago I had my first experience smoking freebase dmt. that night i had a dream that was pretty realistic. Now to most of you this will probably seem quite normal, but before ingesting DMT i was not able to remember if i had dreamt during the night and on the rare occasion that i did have a dream i couldnt recall what id dreamt about 30 seconds after waking up. Now, every night since first trying DMT, i experience intense, realistic, and sometimes unnerving dreams, and when i wake up in my room i am literrally startled to find myself lying in my bed because my dreams have been so realistic i cant tell reality from the dream anymore.
I work night shift so i usually sleep between 8am-4pm. This morning i stumbled upon an article that said the frequency 662Hz was the frequency that stimulates pineal activity. So about a half an hour before attempting to fall asleep i downloaded a tone generator from the apple store and tuned it to 662Hz. I plugged in my headphones and turned on the tone. WOW, this is the EXACT tone i hear when i smoke DMT. every trip ive had starts with this intense tone. i lie on my back and close my eyes intending to try Astral travel. within about 45 seconds i feel my astral body beggining to seperate from my physical body and feel like im begining to float through a greqat black void. i hear a loud BANG! from behind me and suddenly im floating high up in what appears to be a hotel room staring at a naked man holding a drink about to sit down on his bed, he looks around for a second and his eyes seem to rest on me, suddenly im jerked into the black void again and i feel my Astral Body returning to my Physical body kind of like im falling backwards into my forehead. i think to myself "that was odd" and sudenly the tone seems overwhelmingly loud and hurts my ears so i pulls out the headphones and turn off the tone. the really weird part is that i didnt stop hearing the tone it rang on through my ears until i fell asleep.
Now here is where it gets really interesting, i wake up in my bed and lie there for a moment relaxing and feeling refreshed. i get up go pee and then put on some pajamas and go outside to smoke a cig(i quit smoking nearly 4 months ago). i walk outside and light up a smoke i see my next door neighbors outside smoking cigs as well so i walk the three feet to the next apartment and greet them. were standing around smoking our cigs when from around the cornerto our right a badass, extremely-expensive looking sports car turns onto our block. "damn" i say "what the fuck is that thing doing in this tiny shit town?" i hear my friends agreeing and we're staring at this gorgeous car when suddenly our perception changes as the car is passing in front of us towards our left. instead of being an extremely expensive looking sports car it now looks as if some redneck had somehow managed to rig a speedboat with wheels and an engine. the driver sees us and proceeds to give us the finger and revving his engine sppeds off down the street swerving left and right. I say aloud "i really hope that douchebag crashes that fucking eyesore into the nearest 100 year old tree" as soon as the last word leaves my mouth he loses control of his vehicle slamming head first into a giant old oak he is flung from the vehicle and i fall to the ground shaking with hysterical laughter i hear my friends laughing at me, my shoulder hurts where i landed on it in the gravel outside my apartment, i can not stop laughing, im laughing so hard that im crying. after a couple minutes i gather myself and decide to go check on the asshole who just crashe dthis ugly ass vehicle. as im joggin down the street towards the wreckage the scene changes and im shown about 20-30 5 second clips of car crashes at high and low speeds.
I wake up in my bed again and im absolutely stunned that im laying here in my bed again i say out loud " what the fuck was that shit?" i get up out of bed and go to the bathroom to pee then i go sit in front of the computer and check the DMT_NEXUS i read a couple posts, nothing outstanding, i decide to go to my buddy Dr. Ugs's apartment two doors down and see if he is ready to finally try and blast off on the new bong i bought us a week or so ago. i go down to his door and knock but as im knocking i look through his neighbors open front door and Dr. Ugs and i meet eyes and he invites me in as hes talking to someone else in the neighbors apartment.its really hot in the apartment like theyve got the heater turned up to 100* or something. i come in and sit on a barstool in between Dr. Ugs and one of his friends dr ugs is on my right and his friend is on my left. My buddy is still in the middle of a convo so i sit quietly waiting for him to finish making his point so i can ask him if he is ready to try for a blast off finally. suddenly there is a sharp pain in my left arm and i look over and the guy sitting next to me is slapping the shit out of my arm for what reason i cannot say. i ask "what the hell are you dioing that shit hurts bro." he stops and turns away and is talking to someone else. i turn back towards my friend and continue to listen to him finishing his statement hes just about done when SMACK the sharp pain in my arm again i whip around to my left and exclaim "what the Fuck are you smacking me for? Do it again and im going to beat the ever living shit out of you!!" he turns away and i turn back to Dr. Ugs and he says "so whats up buddy?" i open my mouth to speak and SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK i turn and see this same asshole smacking my arms as if playing the drums but much MUCH harder than i was comfortable with the pain was now shooting through my arm and up my shoulder i leap at him and deliver an uppercut to his jaw. with my left hand i grab his overlong hair and begin smashing at his nose and eyes with my right hand after maybe 20-30 blows i tear his hair back throwing him backwards of of his stool unconscious on the floor. the entire apartment is staring awestruck, mouths agape at what had just been unleashed in their presence. Dr. Ugs is extremely mad at me as if i had been antagonistic and started the fight. everyone tells me to leave and sadly i turn and start to walk back home.
I wake up IN MY BED once more and i burst out yelling " what the fucking fuck is going on!!!???" i get up and come out to my living room and i see my two roommates looking concerned and they ask what i was yelling about and i began to tell the story of how i thought i was awake and going about my day not once, but TWICE to find myself suddenly awake and in my bed. i was lost and confused for about an hour after i actually woke up (when i went out and talked to my roomies.
Has anyone else experience anything like this after smoking dmt? not the weirdness of the dreams but the overall incredible reality of them?
"Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"
~Albus Dumbledore