Well ill start off with a little background information about me, I am a healthy active 20 year old male. I smoke cannabis daily. I have had an intrest in phycadelic's since i was 15 and always new at some point i would experience them when the time was right. I have been lurking this forum for 3 years but Did not feel i had much too add to the wealth of information on this forum, But now i have a few journeys under my belt i feel i too should share my experience's and hope that they are off some use of entertainment to someone.

Until the beginning of this year i was in a stable relationship with my partner of 3 years, we had lived together for 2, but something told her our paths needed to untwine. Losing her devestated me and i decided to take my life in a new direction. I quit my job too follow my passion which is growing plants, namely cannabis. Thing's were good for 6 months until i was busted in june.
Coming from an 'anti-drugs' family they cut all ties with me. With my life being at an all time low something was telling me this is the time to explore your own mind this is the time too take the plunge.

I had cast my nets of inquisition too all people in the local area with a potential interest in phycadelics. It was a warm july day when a friend (ill refer too him as R) got in contact letting me know he had 4 grams of dried cubensis there for me. I loaded up my pack with all the things i thought i may need from my home, A small travel bong, a quarter of a heavy indica (kosher kush) incase i needed to relax, 2 lighters, A blanket, a big bottle of water, Pencils, paper and a camera/video camera. I then headed to grab the mushroom's from R's.

I walked into R's and straight away he put the mushrooms into my hand with a big smile, He was excited too be the one too be passing this gift onto me. I asked if it was cool if i ate them at his, and if needed he could trip sit me, But i also let him know that if after 2 hours i was still comfortable i intended too go for a bike ride too the woods.

I decided to grind the mushrooms up and just swallow the powder, I knew 4gs was a heavy dose for a first timer but it felt right. As i swallowed the gag inducing powder i could feel the excitment building up. For the first hour i just had an uncomfortble sensation in my head and stomach but soon the first wave of visuals came. It started as i was watching the walls seem to expand and shrink, But what stuck out more for me was the way i felt, this sense of innocent fascination at the way the whole world worked. Waves of euphoria came crashing over me and i was smiling like a cheschire cat, I waited for the second wave too come and after i had experienced it i let R know i was ready too leave (This was hard because everytime i would go too tell him something, my brain would produce another thought too tell him erasing the last one).

I grabbed my pack and walked out the door giving R a hug on my way out, As we touched i learnt something, I learnt that i had felt lonely because i had chosen too, Just because the people i wanted to be there werent there it didnt mean nobody was, and if i kept acting the way i had been i would lose my people close to me which would make me feel worse which would make me lose more friends, it was a perpetual cycle of negativity i needed to break.

After this the mushies kicked in hard and my writing skills wont allow to further explain what i felt, But what i can say is i went into nature and just sat there smoking cannabis meditating for the first time in my life, i must of sat still in those woods for around 3 hours, the sounds of nature being broken only by the bubbling of a bong.


Since my first trip i have tripped numerous times on mushrooms, But also on DMT, salvia and LSA, Lsd is the only new phycadelic i feel inclined to try at this point, But i intened to carry on my explorations into dmt and mushrooms. Salvia may take me a while to come back too, And lsa was a one time thing for me.

Im looking forward too posting more of my experinces up, please post youre opinions on this, any advice you have anything, Also let me know anything i can do to help improve my writing style or any other information you may find helpful

Sounds like a great introduction to psilocybin. Can you share some idea of your experience with DMT?

My dmt trips are fairly recent and hard for me too describe but i will try too outline my most intense experience.

It was around 2 months ago when i got my hands on a gram of dmt, I tried a couple of 20mg hits to dip my toes in and really enjoyed what i experienced, but i was waiting for the right time too try a large dose. Fast forward two weeks and ive just woken up feeling really good about christmas approaching and the possibilty of reconciling with my family. Im in my bedroom and the rain is pattering on the window, Ever since i was young the sound of rain has comforted me. At that point i knew the set up was perfect, my large comfortable bed seemed the ideal place to rest, listening to the patter of the rain, I read a few good trip reports, then proceeded to load a locally blown mini tube (oil rig) with 35mg of dmt.

I smoke bongs and take dabs multiple times daily so my lungs can handle big hits and i managed to clear it in one hit. I lied back and held it in as i felt the most intense body load, I was still in the room though, as i held my breath my vision started to blur and as i exhaled the smoke rippled beautifully, Time slowed down and i was focused on my heart beat, Boom, i waited and waited having a million thoughts but still my heart would not beat, then BOOM that second beat was my confirmation i was alive all was good. but as i tried to open my eyes i realised they were already open, there was nothing, no fractals, no colours, no patterns, no me, no nothing. Then i heard a rumbling growing louder and louder, as it grew louder things started to kind of flow into perception, It was at this point i came back.

I still am trying to make sense of what happened but i know it has had a postive impact on my life so far, It has helped me to begin to build relationships with family members for the first time in years, the funny thing is if they knew what had inspired my change in person they would shun me more.

Interesting. My first experience was a similar experience of nothingness.

Don't worry, it gets better. 35 mg should do the job, but perhaps your oil rig is burning more than it is vaporizing.