Well, I took an acid tab yesterday for the first time. I was a bit caught off guard by what happened but overall it was an amazing experience.
Around 5:30 PM two friends and I each popped an acid tab into our mouths. My friends had already smoked pot earlier but I hadn't had anything for a couple days so I was feeling pretty cleared out.
Within about 5 minutes I could sense my tab gushing the LSD into my mouth. It actually surprised me how much was coming out of it. About another 5 minutes after that almost my entire mouth was numb with a slight bitter taste. I realized there that this was probably going to be pretty intense.
Around the 20 minute mark we arrived at another friends house and went inside. I was starting to feel funny. It was like my body was squirming around on the inside looking for a way to come apart. I started to see faint OEV. The best was to describe the OEV is when you look at a parking lot on a very hot summer day. You'll see the heat rising off the parking lot creating a distorted picture of whatever is behind it. Well, it was sort of like that but every object was radiating energy and the energy had a slight red, green, blue hue to it as well.
At this point I was ready to just chill and go on my journey but one of my friends wanted to pick up his lady friend and that was about a half hour drive away. So, we all got in the car and took off.
So, approximately 40 minutes into this it got really intense in the car. No matter how I sat I just couldn't get comfortable. It was like I was feeling multiple emotions at once but the intensity of each was multiplied by a huge amount. Not only that but I was feeling waves of ecstasy exploding out of me. All I could do was laugh an literally moan like I was having massive full body orgasms over and over.
We finally picked this girl up and made it back to my friends house which felt like a freaking eternity. I just couldn't get comfortable no matter what I did. The explosive emotions and body load was to the extreme the entire care ride.
So, about 1 hour in I was in my buddies house looking at his ceiling. It looked like it was boiling for a while and then extremely intricate patterns began to appear on it. It was amazing how detailed they were. The next thing I knew gold symbols were flying around the room in the air. It was really beautiful.
I took a floor fan and sat right in front of it and blasted myself with the air. It got so intense that it felt like it was blowing me away so I had to get away from it.
We moved out into his kitchen after about a half hour of that. A lot of it seems like an blur now but it felt like I had lived a year of my life in that amount of time.
So, from about 1.5 to 7.5 hours in we were in the kitchen. We listened to music and were entertained by my high/drunk buddy and his girl. Some very very very weird thing happened though.
I decided to use the bathroom to relieve myself and splash some water on my face because I was getting hot. So, I made my way upstairs and did that. While I was on the toilet though I closed my eyes and saw lots of faces all around me. They looked almost like baby vampires. The had small red glowing eyes with light blue skin. Then the faces and I joined together and I felt really powerful for a moment but I also felt like it was something I shouldn't be doing. I opened my eyes and saw energy all around me. It felt sort of dark but sort of on my side. Very odd.
I was back down stairs and my buddies girl had a few to drink so she was feeling it. Now, this is awful... ugh... so this girl may be pregnant thanks to my buddy. She was drinking and smoking cigarettes and I noticed at one point and felt sick. I wanted to say something but she is far from your average person. I'm pretty sure she is psychotic due to her saying she was going to kill herself several times that night along with other out of the blue insane sh*t. Also, she flaunted a knife around and joked about stabbing people at times.
To give you a visual imagine a girl that has frog like looking facial features and very broad shoulders. She's pushing 6 feet tall and covered with horribly executed tattoos and self inflicted scars. Basically, the opposite of the kind of girls I go for myself.
Okay, so I was far into my acid journey and was getting intense feelings from everyone except this girl.
One of my buddies wasn't on my level and I could tell he was wondering what I was going through. My other buddy and I were bouncing crazy energy off from each other and it was awesome. My other other buddy (the one that's with this girl) wasn't tripping but he was being his usual self and was exploding with energy. But this girl wasn't radiating anything... I felt like she was sucking all of our energy that we were putting out. She was like a black hole just feeding endlessly. There's absolutely no satisfaction. She would seem to be having a good time and then glitch out and become this massive void again.
I was unnerving to say the least but I wasn't freaking out. It was almost fascinating to see into someone that was broken like that. To know that beings exist that are like that... it's eye opening.
For a long time I was watching my friend that's with this girl play this game. I just watched these two communicate with one another. My buddy was literally balancing on the edge of disaster for hours. He would say something and she would become angry as all hell and then he would make one little comment and make her laugh. I saw him walking a tight rope above a never ending pit. Not only that but he was dancing around on the tight rope just playing around literally millimeters from doom. It blew my mind.
I then saw my friend as a blazing sun and this girl as a black hole sucking in his energy. They spun around each other forever. She needed to feed off from him and he needed someone to feed. I witnessed a perfect tragedy.
All of this left me feeling a bit strange...
Finally, we left and I watched a show about how the universe was created and ate a little food.
The journey lasted 12+ hours.
Oh my god. I broke it. I broke reality.