Hello, I am new here. I usually post anything psychedelic related to reddit. Though,in hopes for a more introspective response I thought I would try here and start a great way to get a (thread?) going... (sorry in advance if it doesn't makes sense, or doesnt interpret well. I am going to try my best!

edit: i am just questioning how to be here now, really. this is a story of my findings. no juicy discussion, i am afraid. and i found my answer... thank you and have a wonderful day!

CHAKRAS!

Before I begin; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkafAB-0SfQ

So I enjoy meditating, and I am a slow learner but gradually getting the hang of it and effective output it has on my life. My friends introduced me to chakra's when I was at one of many of my low points in life, self doubting and feelings of hopelessness...etc etc. I surfed the perception that this could quite be the answer I was looking for and will achieve the awareness, with practice, that I want. Though, Even letting this idea into my life seemed to have doubts. I wouldn't be aware of them when meditating at times. Time went by and this perception slowly slid by... All that was left was my questioning of conscious and were still inconclusive. Only that is was my conscience letting me decide what was true and fiction and I somewhat felt more comfortable to still question and not settle on this idea for it does not feel right. After all it is my decision on applying imagination to reality, right?.

Eventually, I dosed an eighth of shrooms months after I settled on this inconclusive concept to continue searching. (first time taking an eighth as well.) Eventually I lad back in the peak, and closed my eyes. Thinking to myself If I could learn anyhting from this trip what would it be? Aside from nothing I saw 7 blocks stacked horizontally on top of each other arranged in different colors of the rainbows. AHA! I had thought, Had I finally reached a conclusion? I thought It concluded my conception, but little did I know... Now, I still hadn't been actively trying to open chakra's or really acknowledge them. Though I thought the mushrooms told me otherwise.

But now I have come to a conclusion through further investigation of my consciousness that my awareness, being and consciousness is a matter of frequency, nothing more. I go back and think of that moment on mush and the blocks are gone. In place is a white light at the top refracting the colors of the rainbow. Now, I meditate and realize that it's as easy to access the frequency by thought patterns, or more ironically none. I believe this helps me be present in the moment with long lasting effect this awareness of frequency has had since I dosed LSD. Though, I am completely open that I am wrong only because I believe both can be used as tools to achieve this awareness.

Just been conflicted for a while about this, only now satisfied with my findings and curious if people feel different, if so WHY!
Thank you anybody and everyone that read this! Very curious for follow up interpretations.
edit:inconclusion...idk