Well. Turns out it's not a bad thing that I had no takers for a SHE. I myself didn't even go.......I had planned on it, had the pharma dose measured and ready since yesterday..........but at the last minute I decided, via intuition, that tonight wasn't the best night to travel......
Always listen to your intuition! Big rainstorm tonight, and I live in the basement ........... Right about the time pharma would be hitting me pretty hard, a waterfall of water started pouring onto my bed and I had to scramble and move my mattress and put my purge bucket, luckily always by the bed, to catch that cascading rainwater. It sucked big old fat, sweaty donkey balls stone cold sober.......would've sucked to the millionth power if I'd been tripping........
Sigh. Now I'm on flood watch..........
Though, speaking of intuition, as soon as the rain started, I looked right at the spot that water would soon be pouring down from and knew, just Knew, something was going to happen. There has never been a leak in this particular spot before.
Intuition is your friend.
Fear, belief, love phenomena that determined the course of our lives. These forces begin long before we are born and continue after we perish. We cross and recross our old paths like figure skaters; our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others. Past and present. And by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.
---David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas