Hi!
I've been lurking here for a while, posting once or twice, and trying to learn all I can about Spice and Aya so that I may one day go on these journeys. During the course of my reading I saw the following quote in someone's signature:
Quote:Little spider weaves a wispy web. Stumbling through the woods it catches to my head. She crawls behind my ear and whispers secrets. Dragonfly whiz by and sings "now teach it."
It intrigued me and I eventually googled the phrase, assuming it was a lyric from a song or poem. Thus I came upon "Budding Trees" by Nahko and Medicine for the People. I then looked them up on Spotify and found the album Dark as Night and began listening to it. And I loved it!
I mention this because I am obsessive-compulsive and music is one of the primary ways this manifests in me. I listen to music constantly and only to playlists that I have created which consist entirely of music that is meaningful to me (my wife is very tired of Kid Cudi's Man on the Moon albums). I am VERY reluctant to allow new music into my playlists. I also have a history of severe depression and the music in my playlists reflect this in some way (I can't tell you how many hours of Portishead I have listened to but I'm sure it's in the hundreds if not thousands. Their music is amazing but not exactly the most uplifting in the world.

). So it's no small thing for me to have found new music that not only resonates with me but is positive and uplifting as well.
As a hard determinist, I do not believe in coincidence. Over the past few years, as my depression spiraled towards suicide, I have spent a great deal of time journeying into the spiritual with the aid of Cannibis, Psilocybin and Salvia Divinorum. These journeys led me to an interest in DMT, which led me here. A little over a year ago I had a breakthrough and my God healed my heart. I began climbing out of the hole but I was still listening to the same depressing music. Discovering Nahko and Medicine for the People came at the perfect time. It has truly been spiritual medicine for me. I even traveled to ATL a couple months ago to go to a show where they were opening; something I rarely do.
So, all that to say, and if anyone is still reading, I would like very much to thank whoever it was that spread the medicine to me. I cannot find any posts with that signature so I assume the owner has since changed it but maybe he or she will see this and know I'm talking to them.

Peace and Love
I believe in the good things coming.
It seems to me immensely unlikely that mind is a mere by-product of matter. For if my mental processes are determined wholly by the motions of atoms in my brain I have no reason to suppose that my beliefs are true. They may be sound chemically, but that does not make them sound logically. And hence I have no reason for supposing my brain to be composed of atoms.
--JBS Haldane