I am not sure how to start this out so I'm going to give it a shot the best I can I want to apologize in advance for my spelling and punctuation. I have been doing psychedelics since I was 14 and I'm 33 now. I've done everything from LSD to mushrooms research chemicals and psychoactive plants like Bella Donna. I had tried DMT one time in San Francisco it was interesting but I knew there was more to it than what I had received. Let me first tell you a little about myself and my personality I'm 33 I'm a very laid back person. I don't get angry and I don't understand by violence I would consider myself reasonably intelligent have always searching for the truth in everything and ask lots of questions because I don't just take what somebody says as factual I find myself usually misunderstood by most of general public as they don't understand how I can view things the way I do. I have recently come across n-n dmt at first it took me to places that I could easily interprete and understand as I was still aware of my surroundings and the physical world as I had originally interpreted it to be. I always try to find the answer in other psychedelic such is LSD and those types of things and all those did was change my perception of my surroundings. I have never gained any real insight which was always what I was searching for. Then came the DMT I was taken to a whole different world for reality was not reality and the best way I can explain it was is made up of electrons protons the things that make up the physical world in which we live it was so profound I was out of breath and I couldn't even grasp my thoughts at first. I tried to explain my relation to my girlfriend and she didn't understand how huge it was to understand that the world as we perceive it is not actually how it is this world is only such a small part of the vast reality which I've found. In search of answers to what I've seen and felt I have come to the conclusion that I need to read up on quantum mechanics. Which obviously I would have never came to all by myself. I don't know how to explain it and I don't want to sound crazy but I feel that what I saw was real, and what I thought was reality was only perceived as a state of consciousness. All the problems I ever saw and all the world issues seems so small in comparison to the vastness of what I have seen. This world is so small in comparison. So I found that the people that use DMT for the right reasons are usually of a higher intelligence and open mindedness. I am now on a path for answers or wherever it may take me. I am glad I found this site as I feel as though I can ask questions and get answers from people that shares my views in a way. I also I'm going to start extracting my own DMT as it doesn't seem that hard and you're putting your own energy into what you make. Which would make it uniquely yours for your journey. Thank you for listening to my rambling and I hope to be talking to you guys soon

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I' ll read it but please oh please, break that block of text into paragraphs otherwise you're gonna give people seizures

Block of text?

I thought it was one of those magic eye pictures

could of sworn i saw a sea horse riding a rainbow

Welcome to the nexus, i am sure someone with something intelligent to say will be along shortly

Thank you I'll work on breaking that up