Been doing Aya for a few months, 8 doses done. Recently did
a Q21Q21 fluffy white funfest extraction.
Measured 30mg on a scale that only does 0.01 increments (0.001 scale on the way), but added tiny flakes of the DMT freebase until it just popped 0.03.
Inexpertly rubbed the freebase into the steel (bleurgh) ball of a The Machine that was constructed earlier. Read that one should melt the stuff on, but for some reason couldn't get head round how to do that.
Loaded The Machine with freebase on the upper side of the mesh (farthest away from flame).
Coached wife a bit on supervision, then lit up (electric lighter but not torch, torch coming soon). Blew all the way out then held flame about 3 inches away from the mesh and started inhaling slowly and evenly.
Held it in for about 30 seconds (not sure though). A few seconds in and started to get strong OEVs overlayed on normal things. Energy patterns, some geometry. Saw unusual 'energy veins' in arms (like in Alex Grey pictures). Rushing sound and high pitched whine getting louder. Everthing starting wiggling and waving.
About 30 seconds of holding breath, had to breath out because lungs were 'itchy' (made one remember that breath was being held in first place). Coughed a bit and lay down on bed with eyes closed. CEVs were very strong, very vivid.
Firstly there were 'visions' - lots of spinning shapes within shapes, mad patterns whirling and folding in on themselves revealing more patterns. Some quite 'cartoony' or 'designy' rather than 'fractaly' (hard to describe). Similar to some Caapi+Chaliponga experiences that have been had.
Then there was some kind of top/isometric view of a 'computer gamey' 3D plane, with 'robotic' weevil creatures wandering about on it. They seemed interested in the viewer and started waggling their antennas. Other stuff was seen but it has been forgotten.
Could tell it was wearing off because some child-like entities were 'pushing down' on the top view of this funny world, making it recede. They were indistinct entities but one could make out hands and faces pressed against the glass, and they were known to be grinning playfully.
About 3 minutes in (according to wife), opened eyes and sat up. OEVs still there but not as strong. Walls waving and so on. This receded quite quickly.
Described everything to wife. Waited a few minutes and then fired up again from the same dose to see what was left. Got relatively mild OEVs, which was taken to mean that most of the original dose had been vaped. Saw a 'sacred geometry' pattern overlayed on the bed (the one with the interlocking circles) and the walls were popping in unusual 3D ways.
As a non-smoker (for the last 10yrs) the hit wasn't as harsh as expected, but since the lungs are super clean it doesn't feel great to be putting anything foreign in them. Steel scrubber will be replaced with copper tomorrow, and GVG replaces The Machine in a week or two.
So.. no breakthrough, but interesting. No idea how far from a breakthrough it was. Might wait an hour or so and then load 40mg on and try again, but also try to take a second toke, since 1 hit may not be enough (with this spice/this Machine/this inept user).
Feedback welcomed!
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