Hi everyone i came to this website for the first time due to a friend. I love all the kind people here. They are very informative and non judging. (ive really only been in chat because i like talking to them haha)

I have only blasted off once. but it was something i cant explain.I smoked the molecule and went into a black state , i felt like i was there an eternity. i could not see anything but black but i could see endless light for miles. i felt lost yet safe. not a bad lost but the good kind. and then a floating man (a buddha type figure) completely surrounded by golden energy more powerful than the sun. even though i could not see it it was the brightest light ive ever seen. he had me follow him. i dont know how i was just following. after what felt like no time at all yet all the time ever we reached a rectangle emanating the same light he did. he had a face that kept changing. consistently morphing. he somehow told me to go through the door. and i went through the door right back into my physical body like the heaviest fall ever yet i wasnt falling. the man did not go through the light

We do try to keep the site free of judgement of others, happy to see this comes off to new members.

Sounds like a deep enough first experience. Sometimes this light becomes pretty blinding, to the point your already closed eyes try to blink their mental counterpart.

Welcome to the nexus!

Welcome MJ!

it was in no way too bright. it was complete darkness yet so bright to where i could see where i could not see. and later on i came to beleive that the floating man was me and he stayed in the darkness. like a large part of me was stuck there scared to be free