just 30 minutes back i had the strongest breakthroughs ever , i broke through all my previous breakthroughs

it started with me taking an unmeasured amount of DMT into the pipe and inhaling it like there is no tommorow , i held the hit till i kept my pipe down approximately 3 seconds i guess or a few seconds more ( i've learned not measuring the dose sometimes can propel me into real wonderful places as i am too chickenshit generally when measuring doses )

i was immediately blasted through the chrysentheum and i reached a space similar to my previous breakthroughs or what i considered breakthroughs , yet this time i did not stop i was still heading beyond all that , this was even stronger then the first time i smoked DMT it broke through everything

for some time i could'nt figure out what i had done to experience this , the colours , patterns, visuals even the familar space called hyperspace was all gone , i had gone even beyond that , i flew past galaxies and supernova's , i was beyond all that now , i must have gone through a black hole or what , and i did see galaxies people i saw the universe going through all that and popping up into the multiverse

i was there with God , i had made it home , i was there right there with God , i am not even sure if i had smoked DMT because i did'nt experience DMT , i experienced God and the multiverse

this trip felt interstellar , my understanding of what DMT is permanently changed , i was'nt even sure i was ever coming back , this was'nt like my usual breakthrough where i go through a chrysenthium and end up in hyperspace with the entities , it felt like the movie contact rather then a dmt trip ,

when there with God i was taught the most essential lessons i needed to learn , i learned why i am here on the planet rather then up there with God , i learned why i must live life like a human being , i learned why i am here and i am loving it more then ever , i feel reborn is an understatement for what i feel right now is "eternal" , i feel i have always been and will forever be , there is no real death , all there is , is the experience

during the strongest part of the trip i was one with God , there was no observer and the observed , i had become one with everything and nothing , i had become everything and nothing , i experienced the past , present , future , all as one , there was no time i was in eternity and i was eternity or perhaps in some way i am still

the trip lasted 20 minutes straight , my birthday is in two days so i guess this is the best birthday present i have recieved , i am sure i am not smoking DMT for some time to come yet i must return as that place is my true home , and if it is really my true home i wonder why i stayed there so less

also as soon as i realized i had smoked DMT which was after the music track changed which must have been 5 minutes , i started praying that i come back to human reality , another 3 tracks changed by the time i came back to familar reality , also i could not really hear the music i was the music in some way , i was'nt even sure i was ever coming back

this by far has been the strongest DMT experience for me even surpassing my first DMT experience or any entheogen experience i've had in my life

the experience had more to do with the movie "contact" then any DMT experience till date , i ask how is this possible , i saw galaxies for GOD's sake

much love people , thank you Nexus

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I'm happy for you Jin, the magic truely is amazing stuff, just when you think you have a handle on it it goes and surpasses all expectations.

i am rocked to my core , and considering that i feel really great for having been rocked to my core , for some reason i feel like going there again right now , yet i am giving it some time atleast a week to enjoy this afterglow

lots of love Nexus , thank you for being here

thank you 3rdI

thank you brothers , sisters , and friends , thank you God

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Ahh, someone had themselves a good one. Those big blast offs are pretty amazing. Personally I would give it more than a week before returning. Just my experience. Congrats

the afterglow is epic people ,the whole world feels new like it has been replaced with another version of the world , its the next day and i am still basking in glory ,

i feel like running a marathon or something ,

i have felt a love so great that i can't stop smiling since yesterday,

oh yesssssssssss the joy keeps going on and on

i am in love with DMT all over again

much love everyone

there is galaxies, planets, and an infinite of unimaginableness

inner paths to outer space ftw!

sounds amazing, thanks for sharing

if you feel like you should jump back in, i wouldn't hesitate to go with the flow. Some of my best experiences have been back to back. Its like progressively tuning yourself deeper into that state

Pssst H Bifday Jin, you share the date with my gran, she's totally awesome too

And here's to many more incredible journeys!

there are a few things i would like to add , as bits and pieces are flowing back to me , also i would like to add how this has been different from my previous breakthroughs

generally what happens as i smoke dmt is the first thing i notice is my hppd becomes extremely strong turning into full on hypnagogia which allows 3d fractals to form all over my walls , then these fractals which are 4d by now start coming out of the walls towards me from all directions filling all the space in my surrounding flowing right through me forming an unimaginable multicoloured 4d structural pattern all around and through me even in the air , this i believe to be the chrysenthium , then i feel a push from my back thrusting me at light speeds through all this and at this point i feel i am levitating forward at lightspeeds forward , eventually arriving in a open space which is infinity itself in all directions and made up of not only 4d fractaline structures but fully formed 5d worlds which surrounds me in all directions , here many a times i have been shown layers of different realities, i have been told these worlds are different realities than this one ,here i am thrust into these alien worlds and 5diemensional realities , here i am taught how things work behind the scenes , , in this place the entities present themselves sometimes performing tricks or amusing me (my time with entities have been few , most of the time i am thrust into different realities /5 diemensional alien worlds learning weird tricks, this goes on for about 7-10 minutes and at a certain point i transition back to reality quite abruptly

however in this breakthrough i levitated forward even through fully formed alien worlds and entities , i even crossed that passing galaxies ,supernovas and the whole universe landing up in multiverse with God

now this place the multiverse was'nt about fractals , diemensions , entities other realities or alien worlds , the best description is a void devoid of anything yet containing everything , this is where God imparted various lessons , when the lessons were fully imparted for a brief amount of time i became one , one with everything and nothing , after this i started levitating backward for the first time in any dmt journey i have undertaken , i have always levitated forward never backward , i actually levitated backward through this multiverse void being pushed backward , this was the first 5 minutes

then i levitated backward to a 5 dimensional world filled with entities who kept on the sidelines just watching me not speaking or saying anything except an expression on their face which says that i had gone too far and even they were not sure i would , here i started praying to lord that i come back to reality , here i stayed another 5 minutes with the entities who were quite shy and standing very far from me , apperently i was still levitating backwards seeing hyperspace in reverse for the first time as i have only seen hyperspace in one direction only levitating forward , yet this trip changed all that for the first time i saw hyperspace in both directions when i went forward and now in reverse , i then levitated still backward to the chrysenthium place filled with 4 diemensional fractal structures that covered basicly everything even the air here i spent another 5 minutes ,

it must have been fifteen minutes at this point i was'nt even back in the slightest way , i could still see entities and hyperspace leaking through the chrysenthium , suprised that i was seeing hyperspace in reverse and wondering whether i'll end up as a drooling lunatic ,

another 5 minutes were spent still wondering whether i will be ever back when at the 20 minute mark i levitated backward totally to my body and surroundings the air was filled with the usual electric fog and sparkling electricity which reminded me i am back , yet i have to say i have come to another version of reality then i left from , a much brighter one

so what has been different for me from other breakthroughs except the part about God imparting lessons , is levitating backward and seeing hyperspace backwards rather than forward , instead of catching up with entities or being thrust into alien realities for the first time this happened in reverse while coming back from the multiverse , i actually came back to the entities and alien worlds instead of going towards them , i actually came back to them and floated all the way back to chrysenthium and then finally reality

for some reason on my usual breakthroughs i am always am pushed forward , never backward , yet this has all changed now

also the push backward is as strong as the push forward , literally like being shot out of a cannon yet backward

are other people experiencing this push backward too where you actually are seeing hyperspace in the reverse order ?

edit : this time i was'nt stoned on cannabis when i broke through , i guess this has provided me with some extra clarity on this one , generally i forget too much when stoned

also all my experiences , most of them are open eyed , i just forget to close them

Jin, when I read your TR it seemed so familiar, I realised I had read one almost identical a while ago.
This morning I managed to track it down. It was back in April.
Have a look and see the similarities... remarkable...
My DMT Trip to the End of the Universe!...

great report btw

Brother,

I know this experience all too intimately. About a year back I had one nearly indentical to what you experienced, as many here im sure have. Up up up!! Out out out forever expanding in every conceivable direction, inside and outside, into the belly of the beast, our true nature. Imho, I think that's what it's all about. You and EVERYTHING in the conceivable universe is divine infinity. Everything is part of everything else. Everything acts on everything else. We cant sense it daily, but it's there, forever.....and ever. Into infinity we go. It never stopped nor will it ever. The infinite dream, the infinite pattern of divine awareness that literally permeates ever nook and cranny of life. The pattern is everywhere. God smiling down. Our own divine nature smiling down. We're all remembering now.


much love to you jin,
tat

yes the similarity is uncanny ,

however i have'nt ever even read that report ,

yet i must mention i believe much of the experience had also to do with my thinking process these days also , i have been reading into threads about God mode and such , also a few weeks back i flipped through a few pages of tryptamine palace aswell

somehow i guess all this stayed in the back of my mind , the experience itself i guess was so bizzare and incomprehensible that i guess i am explaining it in terms i can understand or terms which i have read at times aswell , i guess what really happened is it was so far out that what i am left with is a weird "contact" like story and bits and pieces from literature that must have been at the back of my mind

i have also been very inspired by Tattvamasi's breaking through the breakthrough experience , so in some way i guess this all has been there in the back of my mind , and when this reality shattering experience happened i guess trying to understand in human terms left me with a mix of - the movie contact + God mode + bits and pieces from tryptamine palace and Tattvamasi's experience

no doubt the experience did happen as described yet the resemblence to what i have read before about God mode and the literature i have been reading is so uncanny that i must say a lot of it has been provoked by it somehow , yet i cannot say that the experience did not happen as described as it did happen exactly as described

the similarities to what i have read before is so uncanny , i am even bewildered to the point where i am not sure whether it was my thought process and literature that i have read that provoked this or is it we all go to the same place and thus this uncanny similarity ?

also i have no fear of death anymore , and an ailment i was sufferng from is gone forever ,

much love brother cyb , brother Tattvamasi