Hello everyone, I just signed up here today so good to meet you all.

So a while back i did DMT, after a couple of years of doing research i finally got hold of some through an unnamed source.

First few times i tried it not much happened, just visuals, nothing amazing, I must also note i have never tried psychedelics before in my life ( im 28 ), so i went straight to DMT.

One night i put some DMT in my vaporiser, I actually think i put a lot more than i normally did. My vapo is one of those bulb ones, i got it off the net, so i held it above a candle, the bulb filled up with smoke, i opened it up and took it all in one go.

So thats one hit, literally as soon as it entered my mouth I was physically jolted back, at this point i was sitting on the bed, so i was jolted back and so i was now lying down. This is 3 seconds from the moment i literally inhaled, i dont even remember exhaling.

At 5 seconds in im lying there looking at my feet, and they are flat and white, and my legs were the same, flat and everything looked like a 2D cartoon, the walls and furniture around me on my left side and right side were all just violently changing, by changing i mean they were moving, changing shape, colours changing and flashing and all sorts of patterns in the middle, everything around me was as if it was completely jumbled up and completely transforming, everything was just TOO MUCH too handle and I HAD TO close my eyes because it was just so unreal that my brain was literally having trouble understanding whats going on, like a computer overheating and freezing up!

At 10 seconds in I close my eyes and i hear this noise behind my head, as if it was coming from a far and approaching my head, all i could think was "what if im dying? am i dying? if i die whats my mum gonna think when they find me? are they gonna know i overdosed on DMT or not? and i started to analyse a scenario where iv died and they come to try and figure out what i OD'd on but they cant because since DMT is already made in the brain, are they gonna know i OD'd on DMT or not? hahaha funny i know but for some reason it was just going through my head.

At 15 seconds in i hear the noise getting louder and closer to my head, i then touch my heart and realise im still alive and tell myself its gonna be ok, just let go.. I then begin to see purple outlines in front of my closed eyes, as if im travelling through a tunnel made out of purple lines that keep changing and this noise keeps getting closer and closer and close, until

(note: my heart at this point was VERY VERY VERY calm and beating VERY slowly, i would have imagined seeing what i saw and going through that so fast with everything changing and me thinking im dead i would have expected my heart to be coming out of my chest, but no, not at all.. as if i had actually left my body and it was just maintaining itself at optimum efficiency.)

At 25 seconds in it reaches my head from behind and comes out in front of me and as soon as it leaves my forehead the sound bursts, or explodes in to silence, i know it doesn't make sense but the sound literally exploded in to silence but also visually, as in i could SEE the sound become nothingness, and then for about 5 minutes i think (not sure) i was just inside this space filled with nothing, i was totally disconnected from this reality, i no longer had ANY attachments to this life, i was just there, just being nothingness.

I felt so much at peace that all i could do was laugh and cry at the same time physically. When i came out of it i was in owe, i was crying my eyes out and i closed my eyes to try to go back but it didn't work, and i was back to reality, the visuals carried on for about 2 minutes but i was back just lying there thinking WHAT THE FUCKKK.

I recently came across a lecture by Alan Watts where he explained that nothingness is not a bad thing because everything comes from nothing, and so that nothingness is infact everything, we have misunderstood the word nothingness in my opinion, when we think of nothing we think of emptiness, but that emptiness is infact the energy everything is made of, so really nothingness is everything, and this experience that i had, i can honestly say i was nothing for about 5 minutes and it absolutely felt amazing, it felt like everything, even though it was nothing.

Thank you for reading

P

Greetings

Welcome to the Nexus, you have certainly come to right place.
I had a similar feeling on my first journey I too was crying in pure amazement.
The OMG I can't believe it, I can't believe it feeling.
Truly fantastic feeling.
I really enjoyed reading your report.

RC123

Thanks very much
Ye, it was amazing, it took me a couple of weeks just to get my head around what actually happened and try to make sense of it. I cant wait to try again its been a few weeks, maybe tomorrow night

Welcome to the Nexus pouya_uk

sounds like you had a nice first experience

You might want to edit your post to remove the sourcing info, it not allowed in the forum, have a read through the attitude section to see why.

Again, welcome

Hello,

Done, sorry i completely forgot about sourcing, thanks for the heads up

Welcome !
sounds like you had a nice blast off.. Jumping in with DMT was brave and you took it well.

I wonder if the smoke you inhaled was okay or tasted really nasty ?
Because you said the vape you use is the bulb kind. Have seen one of these in a headshop and it had really thick glass.. Heating on a candle makes me think of thick glass.. Is it thicker than a light bulb ?

If yes, you might want to do yourself a favor and construct a new device for further travels.

a random; I like the Watts talk about the ZEN Master
Peace

Hia,
Yes it was great,

Regarding the bulb, ye its a lot thicker than a light bulb, i can hold the bulb on the candle and the dmt wont burn, it vaporizes very nicely, i hold it about 15 seconds and the bulb gets full to the point smoke starts to come up and out of the little straw that comes out the top of the bulb, at which point i remove the lid that holds the straw too completely and inhale all the smoke, the smoke is quite hot when i do it like this, unless i wait a few seconds after removing it off the candle to cool down. I find when i take it in through the straw the effect isnt as strong, im not sure why.

I cant think of any other way to smoke it though, this way is pretty hard but iv tried it in a pip putting it between layers of ash and i tried tobacco too, cant really get the hang of how to light it properly, never was good with pipes.I have a bong but that just seems really complicated lol

Also the taste, its not that bad no, its not something that makes you go yuk whats this shit, its not noticable. only after i come out the trip i have this taste in my mouth, the best way i can explain it is that it tastes like the smell of those fart gas sprays, i used to get em from the joke shop and they totally stank of shit, thats literally what the taste and actually the smell are like. anyone else get that?

The idea was that when the glass is that thick and much heat is needed, the spice gets really hot and some of the molecules get destroyed.

I remember the best taste I got from spice was really kind of like flowers.. this was from yellow spice through the machine. How I miss the taste
It can taste like flowers, smell like plastics and look like earwax.

There are different smoking apparatus available for construction here in the forum. You can make Changa where you can infuse herbs of choice with a MAO inhibitor and spice for a longer and stronger experience.

Here's a guide to vaping and devices DMT vaping guide by Anrchy

That's an epic experience. I can really relate to the beginning where you found everything completely 2D and flat. That only happened one time, but I managed to inhale an incredible amount of DMT at once. I lost 100% depth perception. It was one of the only times where I could empathize with those who are incapable of taking another hit (if there's another one in the smoking device to be taken) because I literally could not tell if my lighter was positioned over my GVG or not. It ended up being one hell of an experience where I saw what was sort of like a trophy gallery of DMT objects, animals and entities. It was like being in a museum. There was red felt carpet and everything. When I opened my eyes, it was one of the first times where I encountered head on the DMT energy as multidimensional open eyed visuals - in that particular instance manifesting themselves as radioactive neon green. When I reached out to touch it, I remember it not only pushed back but my hands took on a super-tracer quality when they would pass through them. These particular holograms radiated a concrete sense of warmth. It would be the start of what would amount to a lot of future experiments to try and uncover the mechanics behind this energy.

Hey man that sounds like what i experienced too.
I know exactly what you mean about not being able to take another hit, i never expected this to happen on one inhalation, but i literally had no sense of perception either, i actually didnt have a sense of anything, the ONLY thing i was aware of was confusion, i just couldnt believe it.. Even if i did want to take a second hit i wouldnt have been able to as i had completely lost that connection to my body that allowed me to function properly, when i looked at my hands they were yellow and flat and changing color every second, now try taking a hit when your hands look like Homer Simpson lol

WOW thanks man, that post is pretty good, im gonna try to breakthrough tonight, actually in about 2 hours. So ill be sure to let everyone know how it goes, it says in the post that 35mg is a high dose, i was under the impression that you need around 50mg for a breakthrough and anywhere up to 110mg. I guess I was wrong, but i know that i was always getting the dose wrong and i think i put a bit more the time i broke through by accident,

I got a 0.001 scale off Amazon for £17 and it arrived today, so im gonna weigh it properly and fly out, maybe 40mg.