Hello my fellow travelers,
i should start by thanking each of you for giving freely of yourself. Thank you.
For weeks now, thanks to the help of many friends and fellow psychonauts, i've been immersed in this spiraling, amazing point of knowledge and understanding, The DMT Nexus.
Simply reading and trying to grasp the journeys of all others on this wonderful molecule has been enlightening to say the least.
I used to struggle with drug addiction in my 20's and haven't really used psychedelics for many many years. i used to regularly see a psychiatrist for anxiety problems, problems coping, PTSD from childhood experiences, i was a mess. A lifelong friend suggested i take mushrooms and try and seek out this "Dark thumb print on my soul" and eradicate it. With much thought and meditation decided to do so.
What followed has been a journey of myself. with a lot of help from fellow travelers, I've found beauty and terror in my travels, but always a message, however thickly veiled. i always take something from it. I've seen amazing things with proper use of these things and feel its our spiritual right to procure and learn the ways to cultivate them for our own use.
Ive come to terms with many things i could never let go, and spice and other entheogens have facilitated this. I only wish to move forward in the vein of understanding with these substances because the healing power cannot be denied. And properly educated, Enlightened, positive people perpetuating this knowledge will begin the paradigm shift we all so desperately crave.
i thank any of you who took time to read this and all those in the welcome group chat as well. I thank the spice as well for treating me fairly and receiving me openly.
Happy travels my self perpetuating, cosmic giggling 5th dimensional sailors.
See you in the Dome, WeNeverSleep.
Beware lest you lose the substance by grasping at the shadow. ~Aesop[/size]