About 4 years ago, I started experimenting with weed. I enjoyed every bit of my time with the lady. I was Young and naive in many fashions, and I had heard about Salvia. It was something easily procured and we knew not a thing about it except for the few videos off YouTube. Unfortunately I never saw those videos before experiencing what I did. My friends convenced me that everything would be alright, but I have never been the same since. I don't remember the time or day we decided to try it. 4 of us and a small container of 80x ("go big or go home was the phase used I believe) from the local headshop. My best friend, practically my sister, her husband, and my boyfriend at the time.

Myself and k went first. We used a double hooka, neither of us getting a good hit, we didn't really know what we were doing mind you. Giggles galore! We couldn't stop laughing!!! This couldn't be so bad! No trips, just laughter. The boys went next, about the same reaction. So I suggested we only hit it one at a time, because we weren't experiencing any hallucinations. I think we expected it to feel like mushrooms.... Or atleast I did.

So I went first. One good hit. That's all it took, and I was gone. I was in another world, anther place. I fought to come back so hard. The people there were telling me that this is real, this is life. Somehow below me was earth, they kept pointing to it saying that's not real, THIS is real. I argued with them the entire time, clawing at my subconscious to let me come back. They looked like muppets, sitting on a brick wall. Everything was slurred, like their faces, my face even. It's hard to describe. Everything had this droop to one side of it. I remember everything so vividly, even after these 4 years. When I came too, I was extremely emotional and cried. I still couldn't move and everyone was laughing about something, and I needed quiet. I ended up slapping my boyfriend across the face while coming back, because I felt like he was so loud. And on top of everything, I wet myself because I couldn't hold it but had no control over my body just yet. Talk about embarrassing!

I've dabbled in that legal weed stuff, and all of it has caused anxiety like I've never had before. I'm off everything. Any time I feel a sense of losing myself I have a panic attack, and I just can't handle it. No one else claims they had a trip like mine. My best friend went to a place of serenity, but she's one to enjoy a loss of reality. Her husband didn't like it but said he just felt like the room changed but was on fire, not a sense of another realm. My boyfriend didn't get a good hit at all by the time it gt back to him, he slightly saw a few things, but was extremely conscious.

I was just curious to what people would think of my story. Why I was the one who had such an emotional experience. I felt like people here would truely understand where I was coming from.

Thanks for reading!

These seem to be the most relevant parts of your story. I hope you're not still worried about that experience. It's probably a good idea to ensure your bladder is suitably empty before embarking on an intense and overwhelming psychoactive experience.

You probably succeeded in getting the most effective/largest dose - good inhalation technique from all the MJ, optimal point in burning of the bowl, who knows? It can be the case that the question is one of how short the time is in going from essentially straight to highly under the influence, as well. A very steep 'up ramp', so to speak, can be something of a shock to the central nervous system. This will then lead to a default response. For example, if your were to scream loudly into an infant's or small child's face, it would probably start crying. This was your response to a temporal overdose of salvinorin A, it seems.

This sounds like an effect of overdosing as well. I tried various of those synthetic CB-receptor agonists ("cannabinoids" ) over the years - with them, the message is: less is more!

Welcome to the Nexus. Stay safe.