Greetings good people,
I will start at the beginning..
My name is Crunchy. I am 31 years old, and I am on a quest for knowledge, truth, enlightenment, direction, and sharing my positive findings with the world around me.
On my journey, I have hit many twists and turns. There have been good times & bad times, highs & lows. But all this has made me a well rounded individual with a very open perspective, and I am becoming a very happy person. And I have learnt a great deal from all my experiences.
But as the saying goes; 'The more you learn, the less you realise you know'.
That is very much where I am right now. I am aware of so many things, and believe I am starting to understand what it's all about, but there are so many gaps in my knowledge & understanding. So many unanswered questions. So much yet to be discovered. So much I still cannot comprehend.
So I am searching. Not only for the answers, but for the right questions. Though I have to say, I am having a great time in my quest for this knowledge. It is my passion, and I am really starting to enjoy life right now.
Over the past year or so, I have found a lot of clarity through psilocybin. It has helped me to see things as they really are, and how we are all connected. All one. And all part of the same consciousness. I am beginning to understand energy, as well as getting to know myself better.
Here is a piece I wrote not so long ago while at the peak of a mushroom trip. It was compiled over a period of about 2 hours, so wanders a bit in subject matter; as my thought processes changed. But it always felt wrong to edit it, as it represents my experience in it's purest form. I thought I would share it with you, so you might understand more about me & where I'm coming from..
"You are a field of energy moving in the wider universe. Every other body that you encounter is meant to be. Let it be. Let it teach you. Feed off its universal wisdom as it is a part of you. You live together in peace and harmony. There is only love, contentment, and mutual respect. There is no place for hate in the spiritual plain. All fields of energy should unite. Together they will gain a deeper understanding. We can travel through the eternal beauty and majesty that is existence & being together. We are truly privileged to be alive. To be experiencing the wonder of existence and being. Open your heart. The universe is your friend, your playground, your passion and your joy. You really can do anything that you want to. The universe is waiting to be explored. 😄😃😀😊
There is only Beauty and love. Love is all you need, love for everything and everyone around you. Get on the same frequencies as everything around you. The quest for perfection is irrelevant. Because everything is perfect already. Look at people as fields of energy manifesting themselves in human organic form. It is not enough to float aimlessly in space. Find goal. Find meaning. Find purpose. Guide others with grace and loving respect. Treat others with kindness and sympathy. They are all finding their way. Searching for their purpose. Their enlightenment. There is no guilt, no fear, no regrets. Open your eyes and understand that life is full of endless possibilities. It is yours to enjoy and explore. All fields of energy may occasionally come into contact and conflict, but ultimately they are all moving in the same direction. Be proud of yourself and what you have achieved. And look forward to all that lies before you. It is your universe to create as you wish. Understand that there is so much to learn and take in from everything around you. This universal energy has always existed and carries with it an eternal and endless wisdom. Absorb everything. There is so much to learn and teach at the same time. Realise that material possessions are not important. But if they bring you happiness, go right ahead! Do whatever makes you happy!! Happiness is what it's all about really. Bliss, joy, fulfilment, and togetherness. These are the things that matter. These are the things that make living worthwhile. And know that they are always around you, within you, and flowing through you. Goodness, and the quest for a united stance, are paramount. Never feel foolish about the things you say or do, because in the big scheme of things it is not important. We all make mistakes. This is how we learn. You are everything, and everything is you. Haha. Turns out it's true though. Remember that everyone and everything you encounter on your journey, is supposed to be. It is there to guide you. It is there to teach you. It is there to befriend you, and to enjoy the experience of life with you. Being alive is fantastic! It is awesome, and great, and full of magic and splendour. It is important to remember that you will never be alone. There is always love and goodness around you, within you, and flowing through you. Anybody who dislikes you, simply doesn't understand you. Help them to. You intend only good things, and wish the very best for everyone, and everything around you. Help to realise that where possible. 😊 Enjoy time spent with others, and show gratitude for being a part of their lives too. Show gratitude and appreciation for all that is. You are very lucky. Learn from your mistakes and move forward with positivity, vigour, and an open mind. If you can teach others what you have learnt from your own mistakes, so as to aid them in their future endeavours, all the better. Good will, good intentions, love and respect. To all others, and to yourself. 😐 To get the most out of life you have to look after your body. It is the current vessel for your very existence and being. Put the right things into it, exercise regularly, and generally treat it with respect. If you do this, the quality of your life will be transformed. Be aware that the only time is now. And that the way in which your future manifests itself, is decided at this moment in time. 'Now' is where you experience all the fantastic things life has to offer, and where everlasting memories are created. Make the most of now. 😇 Make the right decisions. Ones that serve to benefit you and others around you. You know the difference between right and wrong. Make the right decisions now. Slowly fade out the residual problems of the past. These will lessen with time until they are eventually vanished. Work in harmony with everything around you for a wholesome and prosperous future. Seek out and discover fields of universal energy that are out of reach in your current state of consciousness. These fields of energy carry with them the infinite wisdom of the universe. All that has been, all that is, and all that will ever be. To unlock this knowledge, will be to discover the universe and your self. This is where true learning will surely begin.."
One other thing psilocybin has done is lead me here..as in the last part of my piece. The most exciting thing about what I have learnt so far, is that I feel I'm only just scratching the surface.
I have been interested in the idea of DMT for about 2 years now, and I have watched & read a lot of material in that time. But the time has come where I need to see it for myself. I have been guided here by another one of nature's gifts, so as I might gain a broader perspective on the universe as a whole. And I believe it is the next progressive step in my journey.
It may answer a few questions..but it may create more than it answers! I am aware of that. But I won't know until I try. And this is why I must. At least then I will know. I will have seen a realm of existence & reality that has been hidden by the veil of everyday consciousness.
So I have acquired a small amount of spice, & will be trying it for the first time this weekend.
Even after studying extensively it's still difficult to know what to expect, as people's experiences seem to differ somewhat, but I guess I just need to get out there now. Then it will become clear what it's all about..even if it's profoundly confusing.
So this is my introduction to the forum. Hopefully some of what I've said makes sense, and my mission is clear to you.
If you have anything positive to add to help me along my way, please do.
I look forward to meeting you all.
All the best, Crunchy
