In the midst of my excitement, I am finding it difficult to know where to even start this introduction! Forgive me in advance if I ramble!
I have spent the better part of my adult years seeking....truth, understanding, meaning, just an inner curiosity that would not be silenced. For most of those years, I wasn't even sure what I was seeking, just that I was indeed seeking. A few years ago I read a book by Eckhart Tolle "A New Earth". It was the beginning of a new awareness within. It both excited and scared me, but it seemed to be the first real step toward silencing my inner seeking.
Since then I have read amazing books too numerous to mention, but the best of the best in my humble opinion would include Butterflies are Free to Fly by Stephen Davis. A variety of works by Esther Hicks/Abraham, some Dolores Cannon and oh so many others.
All of my reading and meditating has quieted the seeking, but has not satisfied it. If anything, the more I read the further I feel I must go. Only recently I stumbled across the work of Dr. Rick Strassman. Having never heard of DMT, you can only imagine my sheer shock and awe! There, right in front of my eyes, was a doorway to the very place I have spent years trying to find! All of my reading and meditating had still not opened that doorway and now, to finally find out about DMT, well it was nothing short of a miracle in my eyes.
From there, my research helped me to stumble upon this forum. WOW other like minded people! People that have experienced DMT themselves and a place that I can get real answers and actually talk about these not yet socially accepted pathways. What a blessing!
I have very little experience with psychadelics, having done mescaline as a teen is about as close as I come. But I am so EAGER to try DMT, to have a break through, I can't put into words how important this is to me.
Thank you for having this forum, for allowing me to introduce myself and for giving me the opportunity to learn from all of you that have so much knowledge to share!
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